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This blog is merely a place to dump my own thoughts, and to also encourage others to pick up a pen and write about their day

[thegoodgoddd]

I’m becoming tired of this same routine. It seems as though every day is cleaning and organizing the same place I did yesterday. No one bothers to help join or keep the place tidy. It’s become a job I don’t get paid for and my mind is starting to leave its ground again. My stress had risen past its limit and the people around me are beginning to fade. I want nothing more than to be content with my life again. But yesterday I bought a gym pass and I went again today. I am getting my life back from where I once left off and I am going to feeling better in the weeks ahead. Today’s thoughts -may 9 2016

[stability]

a real one

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Back in May a couple of friends in Japan started a new project called rrrrrrrroll, using photography to explore beautifully minimalist animations based on objects and people turning on a single axis. (via)

[thegoodgodz]

I never really cared for the small things, only because I never noticed them before. now I see them and I care immensely.

[sillsyshsia]

grandma: DO YOU WANT AN APPLE

me: no thanks grandma

grandma: HERES YOUR APPLE

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THE END OF IT THOUGH 

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THE SOUND SHE MADE AT THE END 

JGREUGOREUGREGRE TEARS EVERYWHERE

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I HAVE NEVER LAUGHED SO HARD IN MY LIFE

[thegoodgodz]

I remember this one time in grade 5 it was hot lunch day and I never got one and this kids mom bought him a whole fucking pizza and he sat in class and ate it at his desk alone while I glared at that son of a bitch  

[thegoodgodz]

things that you will never know

Your smile is as pretty as a bed of wild flowers causing a distraction to not look away from it, the snort you do when you laugh is so cute and all I want to do is just pinch your cheeks everytime, your eyes remind me of the seas, where I drown in your presence, and half the time I feel all I am is a ghost to you. You can touch and see me, though I am not really there, because I see you as the world darling, but you only see me as just another human living on this trashed planet, riding the grubby skytrains here and there and fishing for hope in all the wrong places 

[thegoodgodz]

I never really cared for the small things, only because I never noticed them before. now I see them and I care immensely.

[heycinco]

[goraeintheskyy]

#this is it this is american television

[uncool-666]

that all happened in under 2 minutes

[joshpeck]

this is honestly a spiritual experience

[odin-n-out]

There will never be a time I don’t reblog this

[thegoodgodz]

I used to live forking for answers from deep within, I used to be the most shy being, burying my face in my scarf passed a crowd of unknowns, with the hope I was invisible, only to avoid confrontation My mind used to wander on ideas I could never bring to life, leaving me only to feel valueless I used to compare myself to others, meaning I used to run away from my own reflection, hoping to one day see someone new staring back I used to gather my thoughts and spit them onto paper, never finishing what I started I used to throw myself in banks of snow only to burn my outer shell from any reality I should escape, with my hood over my head, trekking the streets of the same view over, until I finally realized I’ I was running in donuts One foot after the other, searching for the key to the confidence I never lost, but had I used to speak to strangers and trust too quickly,I once dug too deep and lost the suns light, which guided me to where I am now, I would never state how I felt generally or toward something, silence was my best friend

I want to say all of this and more after the new year arrives, these are my new years resolutions for 2015

[thegoodgodz]

You never once told me you’re proud of me and today you cornered me as words of pure threats poured from you’re mouth at me Your thoughts were almost visible I swear I could see them floating around the room I was ready for the punch lines, I was ready for you throw yourself at me, because after all these years of arguing I feel like I’m that suffering character you see in films, begging for it all to end

Today you called me a stranger after I called you my dad, you told me you get treated better by someone on the streets but I’ve swallowed your criticism my whole life Your marks have imprinted not only on my skin but what’s inside My heart feels shattered not having that special man in my life to push all of my fears away, to protect me from harm, To hold me when I need it most, And I’m sorry I could not be the daughter you wished for, I only hope that after I’m gone you can realize the beauty this world has, you can learn to love simply and create happier moments for your well being God knows you’re worth it, god knows I tried my best to get your heart pumping again

[thegoodgodz]

“Are you hitting on my boyfriend” “No dude.. I’m gay you’ve known this for decades” “Well you’re never really sure you’re still young.. And you don’t even look lesbian" Can I fucking help you? What does a lesbian look like please lecture me on how I can look more GaY to prove my sexuality without your bitching judgement

(via thegoodgodz)

[leeeyuck]

Vancouver: Never before have I been in a city that was as able and eager to strike up a conversation.

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things i would never say to people

[thegoodgodz]

Her kisses tasted like candy, and although at times I swore id never feel that way about a girl, I was only kidding myself. Because the second I saw her, I fell straight to my knees. My eyes gleamed and my jaw dropped. I coulda sworn she was the most beautiful piece of art I’d ever seen,you would have fell too, and i sure did Tripped over my own feelings and lost balance.. shes found someone else now, someone better. And I’ll be damned, she’s still beautiful to me

[thegoodgodz]

back then if i could think 
of all that I drank, it was tea 
hell, i drank tea more than water alone 
i would never touch coffee, ick 
coffee was still awful to me
i remember hearing it stopped your growth 
along with when my grandparents told me that if i make a mad face for too long
it will stay longer than a temporary tattoo 
i like to believe that it was their way of telling me that everything was going to be okay but i remember how much i used to write, oh my god
how i could see in mothers eyes how proud she was to call me her daughter now look at me
just three years later
look at who i have become 
when I look at mother today
I see an exhausted hard worked soul and when my reflection cries out to me
about changing before it’s all too late
before my ability to change entirely disintegrates 
my mind covers every inch of the mirror 
with sheets over sheets
hiding any sort of figure it may stage 
as though it’s representing that my past self has died

(via thegoodgodz)