SillySpawnist(˶˃𐃷˂˶)

. ܁₊ ⊹ . ܁ ⟡ ܁ . ⊹ ₊ ܁. ── .✦ ʟᴠ17 ── .✦ ᴇꜱᴘ/ᴇɴɢ ── .✦ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴍᴀᴅᴇ ᴛʜɪꜱ ʙʟᴏɢ ᴛᴏ ꜰᴇᴇʟ ᴍᴏʀᴇ ᴄᴏᴍꜰᴏʀᴛᴀʙʟᴇ ᴘᴏꜱᴛɪɴɢ ʀᴀɴᴅᴏᴍ ᴛʜɪɴɢꜱ ɪɴ ꜱᴇᴄʀᴇᴛ >⩊< ── .✦ ɪᴍ ᴍᴜʟᴛɪꜱʜɪᴘᴇʀ ── .✦ ɪᴍ ɪɴ ᴀ ʟᴏᴛ ᴏꜰ ꜰᴀɴᴅᴏᴍꜱ ── .✦ ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴍʏ ꜱᴇxᴜᴀʟɪᴛʏ ɪ ᴊᴜꜱᴛ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴄʟᴏꜱᴇᴛ ── .✦ ʏᴜᴘ ɪᴍ ꜱɪʟʟʏ! ── .✦ ʏᴜᴘ ɪᴍ ꜱᴘᴀᴡɴɪꜱᴛ ⁽ᴵ ᴰᴼᴺ'ᵀ ˢᵁᴾᴾᴼᴿᵀ ᵀᴴᴱ ᶜᵁᴸᵀ ᵀᴴᴼ ᗒᗣᗕ՞⁾ ── .✦ ᴀɴᴛɪ ꜱᴘᴀᴡɴɪꜱᴛ ᴅɴɪ ᴘʟᴇᴀꜱᴇ! . ܁₊ ⊹ . ܁ ⟡ ܁ . ⊹ ₊ ܁.

[sillyspawnist]

Tw: vent I guess, everything is a lil bittt fuck up-

‎so Yesterday.‎‎

Deltarune yeah I was going to see one of my besties play on discord and both had the day free.‎‎ YIPPEEE

Then I had to give up my laptop and my lil brother is just talking nonsense so I'll get in trouble. Okay.‎‎

My mom's arguing with me in the background even though I didn't cause any trouble all day. Okay.

‎‎She's forcing me to take my lil brother to the park even though he's been behaving horribly all morning (and on top of that, my mom is threatening to get my dad to scold me). Okay.‎‎

We went out with my dad, and at least the car ride wasn't bad. Okay.‎‎

The day couldn't get any worse, right?‎‎

RIGHT???????

...

There was a fucking earthquake.

‎‎Fuckk.

‎‎I'm okay, and at least the building didn't collapse and I'm with my family, but damn.‎‎

FUCKkkk

‎‎It's messed up that I'm afraid to go to sleep ://

[sailorsenshigifs]

[sillyspawnist]

Staying up late while your neighbors have reggaeton playing in the background is quite an experience.

[zephyr-and-cassian-the-spawnists]

I made some placards(?) for somnus and solryn to place on my altar once my room is done :)

They look dirty because it's a screenshot from a post I made on my tiktok, it had a filter

[sillyspawnist]

My cat scares me all the time because I forget he is there and the jerk decides to snore right when everything is quiet

(I still love him a lot and would give my soul for him, but he needs to stop scaring me fuck like I know you were sleeping you don't need to remind me like that)

[emmiecraft]

"YOU DON'T KNOW ME"

There's something so painful in that line to me.

Because, Derek is essentially saying "How can you die for someone you don't even know? How can you die for a stranger?"

And while it may seem like Derek is being a bit of a hypocrite---considering he only met Avery a few hours ago, he really isn't.

Because Avery isn't a stranger to him.

He knows Avery. Infinite knowledge let him showed him who Avery was. He knew Avery's name. He probably knew Avery's favorite color and his favorite food. He could literally identify a fake (seemingly identical) Avery.

Derek knew everything about Avery.

Avery wasn't a stranger to Derek.

He was his dearest Avery.

[sillyzone1209]

Kiss the brick before you smash my kneecaps

[sassayfrass]

NOT EVERYONE HAS TOMODACHI LIFE

[sillyspawnist]

"If you want, I'll help you study." Marry me, like, right now, I don't care how. (And I don't care if it's platonic.) /ᐠ > ˕ <マ ₊˚⊹♡

[gtwscratch]

I love how deep Alan Becker’s antagonists are.

Purple just wants their efforts to be recognized and to be appreciated and doesn’t have a sense of self until becoming friends with Green and the other sticks.

King Orange is trying to avenge the death of his son and works through his grief as he realizes the error of his ways.

Victim/H4CK3R is trying to avenge the love of his life while also seeking revenge on his abuser.

And then there’s this guy

Bro just wants to watch the world burn

[sentrysvoid]

Spider-Man: Brand New Day dir. Destin Daniel Cretton | 2026

[sillyspawnist]

"Oh! I'm going to finish my sketchbook soon :D" I said happily

And now it turns out I have artblock so yeah, fuck 👍

[sillyspawnist]

The fun thing about having this account is that I can say whatever I want.

Like I put the Spawn symbol in a drawing for a friend and they will never know because I refuse to tell them and they will never find this anyway ദ്ദി ˉ͈̀꒳ˉ͈́ )✧

(I also want to try to put the Spawn in random places on the street but since that could be vandalism I'm afraid to take that lil risk…for now 𐔌՞. .՞𐦯)

[outerspacekat-deactivated201801]

ADVICE FOR PEOPLE WHO ARE NOT HAVING A GOOD DAY:

wait until it gets dark and make tea or coffee or hot chocolate, or if it’s too hot outside make yourself a healthy smoothie with your favorite things in it at any point during the day

put on your favorite underwear, it helps, trust me, it’s an old family secret (i’m not kidding)

if you have a pet, play the “how many things can i stick on you until you move or get mad” game (bonus points if they fall asleep, extra bonus points if a family member sees you and tells you to quit it, extra double ultra points if they join in)

rip a peice of paper into as many little pieces as you can

go to animeseason.com and click “random anime” until you see one that looks completely ridiculous (or actually good) and watch the first episode. repeat if it sucked or if you get bored halfway through

spend at least an hour making a music playlist for how you feel right now and save it for now or when you feel a bad mood rise again

curl up in bed and cover yourself with blankets and pillows and put in music and just lay there for a while (sleeping is also good)

eat everything

drink lots of water

it’s okay bad moods don’t last forever!!!!!! i promise!!! you will be yourself soon and there are people who love you very much, don’t be afraid to reach out to them

you are lovely

eat lots of bananas

[asoftgoblin]

here are some more friends

i bet there is still a box of crayons in your house somewhere (if not you can get them cheap during back-to-school sales); find them and use them (maybe while watching ridiculous anime)

sunshine if you can manage it or just a sun lamp trust me it matters more than you think especially in winter

hugs even if they are stuffed animals or your pet or your pillow whatever is on hand

if you’ve got a favorite lotion/soap/thing that is scented use it liberally

cry if you need, if it doesn’t start by itself or if you don’t want to attract attention put on a sad movie so you have an excuse

write this down to pull out on future bad days:

it is okay to have a day where you don’t get things done

it is okay not to have a reason for feeling bad

taking care of yourself is a worthwhile use of time

if you still don’t feel better it is not your fault (and it is okay to ask for help)

[spawnsfavorite]

Thy Spawn loves you. He doesn't care what you've done nor who you are. She will always love you.

[sillyspawnist]

It's me and Nightcore songs from 7 years ago at midnight against the world

[sillyspawnist]

thx for the follow fellow silly!!! :3 ☆*:.｡. o(≧▽≦)o .｡.:*☆

Hiiii! it's nothing broo ⊂⁠(⁠´≧▽≦⊂⁠ ⁠)*⁠.⁠✧

[azuremist]

I feel like SAWTOWNE’s “Confessions of a Rotten Girl” is so good partially because of how it makes even people who may dislike fujoshis sympathize with Miku, and it’s interesting that it’s not actually done by painting her as “one of the good ones”. Everything that’s despised about fujoshi culture, Miku explicitly is portrayed as doing.

Disliking female characters on the basis of them “getting in the way” (and being quite misogynistic about it to boot), sexualizing and shipping men in real life (the men portrayed in the song are her teachers), and even the yaoi paddle known for being used to sexually harass cosplayers…

… all these aspects are there. Hell, one of the most disliked part about fujoshi culture from a social justice standpoint — the language of describing queer relationships as “sinful” — is the whole basis behind the song.

However, SAWTOWNE, instead of lessening that toxic trait, “yes, and”s it. “Yes, she calls queer relationships sinful, as a (presumably) heterosexual woman who finds their relationship gratifying. AND, the reason she does that is because she is a sexually repressed Christian who feels guilty about having any sexual desire whatsoever.”

I think that one (very clever!) addendum makes it so any discomforting aspects to the song takes a backseat. Instead of being a song about trying to resist an interest in yaoi / The Gays specifically, it more so becomes a song about trying to resist any “abnormal” sexual desires, which makes it very easy to like this version of Miku, even as someone who very much dislikes the aspects of fujoshi culture she represents.

Plus we need more gooner girl rep anyway, lol. (As a comment on the video said: close enough! Welcome back Plus Boy!)