Avariel managed to swim groggily back to consciousness to find that she was stretched out on a long, low couch. The room was lit by only a single candle, which seemed to make more shadow than light. She sat up slowly, confused. This was not her personal chamber, nor any other room she was familiar with from her father's home. Aside from the couch and the small table, there was nothing else in the room at all, not even a window to shed light.
She put a hand to her throbbing head and looked around curiously, trying to ignore the tingle of fear in her gut. This was no place she knew. The stones of the walls were irregular shapes and sizes, and a black she had never seen before, almost like glass, not like the rows of identical gray bricks and smooth plaster that made up the Baron's fortress... and she had never been outside that fortress for more than a quick outing at her father' side, certainly not to sleep.
From the back of her mind, in the same place where she had closed and locked away most of her childhood memories, a thought kept trying to intrude, but she pushed it away savagely. There was something, some memory or realization, that wanted her attention, but she was determined to get somewhere she recognized before she stopped to think. This place was... maybe not evil, but not safe. Her rolling stomach and shaking hands were being very clear about that.
Avariel stood, finding that her feet had been divested of shoes while she slept, though her ripped stockings still clung half-heartedly to bruised and bloody legs. With a wince, she bent to straighten them as best as she could, trying not to look too hard at the state of her skin in the dim light. With a quick adjustment of skirts and a smoothing pat to her braided hair, she straightened her shoulders, put on the carefully blank expression she normally wore around her father and other dangerous strangers, and pulled open the heavy door.
The hallway outside wasn't much of an improvement on lighting, but after a long moment of lip-biting hesitation she remembered her pendant. It was still around her neck and unbroken, though it had acquired some scratches and scrapes in her mad scramble for freedom. Relieved, she traced the symbol and whispered, "In the dark be my guide, fill me with your sight." Her words, lost as they were in the enveloping darkness, seemed to stir something in the air, and whispers filled the corridor like a gust of cool wind. They swept by her after a confusing moment where it seemed the shadows all around her were reaching out to touch, to feel. She stumbled back from them, a strangled little whimper coming from her throat, and began to walk in the opposite direction the voices moved in, trying too keep her eyes straight ahead.
Her stocking feet made little noise on the rough stone of the floor as she moved, strangely muffled along with everything else, and she stayed in the middle of the hall, as much in the light as possible. The hall was lined with doors much like the one that she had been sleeping behind, and those she ignored. You never knew who was behind them.
She continued through the twisting, arching tunnel of a hallway until she came to a set of massive stone doors. they were twice as tall as she, and looked like they would have to be too heavy for her to open. She swayed, looking up at them with frustration. No one else was near, and she didn't know where else to go. Oh screw it. There had to be a way through. She sighed and then lifted a hand to the worn notches to try and pull them.
To her surprise, her outstretched hand went right through the stone, revealing that it was actually made of thousands of strings of heavy beads. She knew her mouth was open like a fool, but the door had looked so real! She'd have sworn it was ancient and hewn out of a single piece of stone, but the beads gently clicking against one another told her that her first impression was an illusion, though an expertly crafted one. Hesitantly, she pushed her way through the curtain of beads, feeling them slither over her body like cool fingers, and moved into the large room beyond.
This must be the chapel.
Around the outside wall of the circular room were more doors that looked like the one Avariel was still standing in, three in total, with low stone benches sitting spaced out along the walls. There was no one else in the chapel as far as she could see, but the whispers from the hallway were had somehow followed her there, low murmurings, sobs, and chuckles just on the edge of hearing. It made the hair on her arms stand and she shivered before walking into the room. In the center was a statue, one that Avariel has seen before in miniature in her own small family chapel. She walked around it slowly until she was at the front, then stepped back so she could see the entire thing.
It was a woman, her body covered by a flowing black cloak, with both gloved arms spread before her in a gesture of invitation, or supplication. Hair tumbled down her back and around her face as if in a strong wind, obscuring much of her appearance, except for two gleaming red eyes that shone in the shadowed room. Her face was expressionless, and she was carved of dark marble, but Avariel felt as thought that statue was studying her in return.
She dropped to one knee, bending her head as she reached out and touched one of the statues cold gloved hands. "Dark Lady," she murmured respectfully, beginning one of the many prayers she had learned in her home chapel. "Thank you for your blessing-"
From behind her, someone cleared their throat, and it was the politest sound she had ever heard, as if the speaker had found the perfect sound to convey "Oh, I'm so sorry to interrupt, don't mind me, please do go on... but if you have second of free time I can just wait right here until you're ready." If a sound could wear a cute little tophat and twiddle its thumbs, this one did.
Amused, Avariel turned to face the speaker, and recognized the priest from the night before. (At the sight of his thin face a part of her tried to chip in, to remember why she was there, to tell her exactly what had happened the night before, but she pushed it back as ruthlessly as she had the others, intent on ignoring that line of thought as long as possible.) He pushed pack the hood of his long coat with thin, graceful fingers and smiled at her.
"I don't mean to interrupt," he said cautiously, and Avariel couldn't help but smile back.
"No, it's fine! I'm glad you're here. I was kinda of starting to wonder if maybe I wasn't dreaming. This place is a little... different." She smiled weakly back, trying to ignore the urge to latch on to his arm and babble about the voices she could still just barely hear over the quiet rustle of the wind (and if the wind was what she hear, why did none of the candle flames flicker?). She didn't want to seem crazy as a first (second, technically) impression.
The priest cocked his head to the side, then smiled gently, eyes crinkling in understanding. "Ah, the voices." He ignored her flinch. Was he a mind-reader? "They do get a little overwhelming sometimes when they are new. I'm afraid the only thing you can do is get used to them though. They are always present in Giadriana's temples. Some say it is the voices of her followers in prayer. Others say they are all her voices." He stepped closer to the statue and gestured toward it. "I personally think it is both."
He turned back toward Avariel. She couldn't help but admire the way he moved, almost predatory, in the flickering light. His voice was obviously masculine, but his appearance, thanks to the shadows dancing across every surface, was enticingly androgynous, with dark golden hair to his collar and high cheekbones. "Ah, but I'm sure you have other things to wonder about right now. I'm being rude." He bowed slightly from the waist. "My name is Alythar, cleric of Giadriana. And yours is..?"
"Avariel," she replied, matching his bow with one of her own, perfectly crafted over a lifetime to convey just the right amount of respect. The importance of getting the depth perfect had been... beaten into her by the time she was presented to the public in her twelfth birthday. "Daughter of the Baron." (And there was that voice again, edging in, trying to tell her something. She physically shivered as she pushed it away.) "Thank you for your help last night, if that was last night."
"It was," Alythar replied, his dark eyes studying her calmly. "You have slept for ten hours, give or take. Do you remember why you came here, Avariel, Baron's Daughter?"
She stood. "To seek Sanctuary in the name of Giadriana."
He nodded. "Good. Your mind is sound. We worried, after the blow to the head your friend said you took. We were not able to heal you beyond some common medicines. Such gifts are my Lady's to give." With a rustle of black fabric, he sat on one of the stone benches and patted the spot next to him in invitation. "So, you remember what was," he said once she had sat down. "Now what of what will be?"
She looked at him for a long moment, then arched an eyebrow slowly when he didn't say anything. "Um, sorry?"
His smile was a bit more genuinely amused. "What I mean, child, is this: What will you do next? Do you have a plan?"
Avariel bit her lip and looked back at the statue, eyes tracing the details while she thought. "I'm not sure. I mean, I can hardly go home. Everyone is-" There is was again, that damn voice. She tried to shake it off, and the effort made her grimace. After moment, when her thoughts were back on track, she continued. "The Right of Annulment failed. I'm still alive. I have a duty to my people to go and prove it." She twisted her hands together and tried to imagine going through with what she was about to say, but she couldn't. She'd never been out of the city. She hadn't even been out of the Keep in over a year.
Alythar nudged her shoulder gently when she took too long to continue. "And how will you do that?"
She laughed, short and bitter. "Oh, that part's easy. I just have to go to Thaliara Gwyndilon, which is so far from here it's almost comical to think about, and give testimony in front of representatives of every faith." She sighed, exhausted by the thought. "The hard part is going to be making myself leave."
"Mmm, I think that the temple can help some, with your journey. You asked Sanctuary of us, and you wear our Lady's symbol. She is kind to her followers, Child. She will aid you in your quest, in her own way."
"Quest..." Avariel stared at the scrapes and tears marring her stockings, rubbing one finger absently over a stain where blood had soaked through. "That word makes it seem so noble, like something out of a storybook."
"Some stories are real," he companion replied amiably, standing and stretching gracefully. "After all, where do you think we got the idea of stories in the first place? Each has a nugget or truth at its core: a man or woman desperate enough that they take risks so great that other's speak of them for years to come."
She looked up at him - he had to be at least six feet tall - and swallowed back tears that clung to her throat (she would not cry, no matter how kind he was; she had not cried in front of a stranger since she was six years old). "Aren't those people heroes?"
He turned back around to face her, and the light illuminated his face clearly for the first time. He was... quite handsome, she noticed with something like shock. And not very old, either. From the way he talked, she would have added at least ten years to his age, but he seemed not much older than her, certainly nowhere near her father's age. He held out a hand to held her rise, his eyes meeting hers, and she felt like he could see right through her, see all her doubts and fears and shame. He touched her cheek gently, fingers light as a feather, and his eyes smiled kindly, flickering crimson for a moment so short she thought she had imagined it. "Not at first, my child. Never at first."