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matt he/they, 26, where am i. art by @cherrygirlriot on twitter

[superdynamo]

back pain

[psyduckz]

[feriowind]

black materia

[thistoowillpasss]

[thistoowillpasss]

[thistoowillpasss]

[thistoowillpasss]

[kittykittyredcat]

[silverlxghts]

crawling onto this stupid website to ventpost and lay on the ground in a heap, not reblog anything, and then leave

[silverlxghts]

they're calling me the

of all time

[silverlxghts]

sacrificing my self in mind body and soul for the sake of others is awesome until you're left a husk that can only watch as everyone else passes you by. but it's alright, i was never a 'real' person to begin with

[spibeyhyphenmans]

happy birthday gundam seed destiny!

[kiraandfriendss]

[laguzmage]

[silverlxghts]

sometimes i go 'yeah i'm not doomed by the narrative' but then i think about how i've more or less dedicated my life to only making other people happy and that the only fulfillment i get is when others smile at me and tell me that i made their lives better in some way, and that when i'm not acting in a way that can make them happy i feel like i am an empty husk of a person that'd probably stare at a wall all day if not given supervision or distractions. it's not even for a heroic reason i just think i desperately need validation and the only source of it i've gotten has been when i've gone above and beyond to please others, whether it's family, teachers, friends, sexual partners, etc.

i think i need to blow my shit smoove off or something

[kitamars]

“then grant all those ignorant people your so-called wisdom!”

[squashbananak]

[hermit-plastic]

watching zeta.... decided to draw the different Amuros

[ihatebrainstorm]

collection of really stupid Zeta and ZZ doodles I never posted here (only the last one is a ZZ doodle sorry)

[garygoldenbignaturals]

went and connected my tablet with the broken screen to a monitor and almost forgot i had this in it from a long time ago

[peachdelta]

You can draw whatever you want