“I’m just so tired of it all…” She sighed and looked up to him, guilt in her eyes and weight on her shoulders.
“Let me help you! Tell me what’s wrong! I can’t bear to see you like this…” He pleaded, grabbing hold of her hand and pressing his lips on to it.
“Don’t.” She pulled her hand out of his and turned her head, looking away from him. She wished she could explain, but there were no words for this feeling. There were no sentences which could be formed to clarify what she was going through, let alone to make him understand.
She walked up to the window, staring down at the cars and the people down on the street, rushing by as fast like leaves carried by the wind. “Sometimes you just have to let things happen. Watch the events unfold and wait.”
“I cannot do nothing. I cannot let you go like this. I have to know. Understand. Let me help you…”
“No. You can’t. This is mine to bare.”
“At least tell me what’s going on. Who is after you? What does he want? Why?”
“That would mean trying to explain everything to you, which I already said would be nearly impossible. Some things just cannot be explained.”
She turned around and looked at him. The tall, broad, beautiful man, strong and desired by many, now helpless and frustrated because she would not give him the explanation he was looking for.
She let the silence unfold, fully aware how much he hated that, how much it annoyed him. It was what she was hoping for. Him being upset and leaving. He needed to go, but he would never let her be alone if he knew what was coming. He needed to leave, out of his own free will, and fast. She felt her heart starting to beat faster, aware of the darkness nearing.
“I don’t understand why you’re being like this…So distant. I can’t leave you by yourself! What will happen to you?”
“Tonight is mine. Nothing will happen. I’m just tired. I need to sleep.”
She walked up to him and put her hand lovingly against his cheek. “Please. I just need to rest. I am tired and need to sleep. Let me. I will try to explain later. Right now I am just too tired, really.”
He leaned forward and placed a kiss on her forehead, then took a step back with a sigh. “I will let you rest. It feels wrong to leave you alone, knowing that this man is after you and has publicly vowed to take you. Whatever that may mean.”
“He can’t find me. Don’t worry. The police are aware, the guard you hired is outside and I will not leave the apartment. I promise.” She lied to him and it broke her heart, knowing he would be hurt.
She followed him to the door, and smiled at him. “Look for the folder with my name on your laptop. I love you. I always did. Never forget that.”
He opened his mouth as if to say something, but she closed and locked the door before he could speak, then leaning against it. She was so tired…Too tired to fight anymore. Too tired to run. She was ready to face the dark.
She closed her eyes for a second, taking in the silence and the emptiness around her. When she looked up he was there. In front of her. In all his majestic beauty.
“Hello dearest.” he smiled.
“Hi. Why are you here?”
“You know why. I have come to take you home. You belong with me, not with that weak human.”
“That human saved my life. You were gone, left me for dead. Don’t you dare call him weak.”
He took a step forward, now radiating fear towards her.
“Don’t defy me.You know it’s time.”
“Let me explain to him first then. I don’t want him to be…”
Before she could finish her sentence he was close to her, held her face in his hands and kissed her on the lips, drawing almost all the energy out of her, leaving her breathless and grabbing hold of him to stand up straight.
“It is time to go, my Queen.” He embraced her and kissed her again, engulfing her with darkness and cold, making her forget everything and falling into the deep dark void that was his existence.
“If you are reading this it means I have asked you to find this letter. It has been three days since he posted online, stating that he will come for me. Even though everyone around me, including you, believes he will be caught and I will be safe, I know that will not happen. I know who he is, what he is.
The least I can do, is try to explain.
He found me when I was at my weakest. I thought I could bare no more and just wanted my hurt to end. I was contemplating on ending it all and jumping in to the sea, but he stopped me.
He was so beautiful and sweet, he spoke the right words and he persuaded me to stay with him, by his side. I didn’t know what he was, what he did to humans, he had won me over and fed me with his energy through every kiss and his love, keeping me alive and strong and by his side.
However much a lie, at that time it was what I needed and in the end all I craved for.
He took care of me while it pleased him, caring for me but also draining me more and more until he no longer could feed off me, and left me for dead in his impatience.
That is when you found me and gave me new life.
You always asked me why I didn’t love you like you loved me, wondered if you were not worthy enough, you needed to know why.
I could never explain, knowing that you would not be able to understand. This is my final explanation, telling it all as it is.
I loved you. I love you. With every inch of me, with every piece of my dark soul, with every fiber that is me….I love you. I craved, yearned for you, for your touch, your kiss, to feel you next to me, to hold you every night, to fall asleep but also wake up in your arms.
I never wanted to hurt you though, never wanted to drain you of your beauty and purity, like he did to me…That is what would happen if I ever gave in to my feelings. I would drain you of all your energy, because that is what he turned me in to…What he tainted me with.
So we, you and I…we remained friends.
Please know I tried to do what was best for you. Not for me. My time would come, and I could not bear the thought of draining you for my own pleasure or satisfaction, then leaving you as broken as I was myself when you saved me.
Yes, he is a vampire. Yes, he loves me, is obsessed with me, feeding off my energy instead of my blood. I thought I could break free, that he would eventually replace me, but he has found me. I will go with him, thus leaving you safe and unharmed.
Be happy. Enjoy life. Fall in love. And maybe, if you could forgive me, eventually remember me every once in a while. Hold me in your heart as a bittersweet memory.”
You all must be so curious when The Underground Rapper wanna be a conductor 😎. No. The Crazy Conductor. ⭐ Ravi's MV BOMB really so funny 😂😂😂. I kennot handle the Crazy Conductor. Lmao Check out this MV : https://youtu.be/C6a-AgD-caI ⭐ ⭐ #vixx #vixxravi #kimravi #kimwonshik #rapper #real1ze #real1ze_project #bomb_feat_sanE #빅스 #라비 #musician #music #musicvideo #conductor
First Rapper Jellyfish, VIXX Ravi has debut solo @rravii0215 🎉🎉 ⭐ R.EAL1ZE 1st Mini Album already released on #itunes and #spotify 🎉🎉 But if youre ⭐ u should stream on Naver/Melon/Genie/Bugs 😂😂😂.. Promotion still on going. ⭐ Late post but better than never 😤. Lately so many weird & bad thing happenes -_- . . . . #vixxravi #vixx #kimwonshik #kimravi #real1ze #real1ze_project #ravi_real1ze #proudofreal1ze #rapper #musician #minialbum #navermusic #hiphop
[KBS Gayo Daechukjae 20161229] VIXX's cute main vocal Ken duet with his mom and success make me & all audiences tears up 😭👏. His mom proud of him of course. . Full link : https://youtu.be/nu02Dtjpw6c . . *P.S. VIXX never failed to make people crush on them* . . . Coba di acara tipi indo ada konsep beginian. Simple tp bermakna. Padahal Desember kan ada hari Ibu. Bukan penuh dgn acara alayers, drama, pamer ini itu, ribut melulu, udah salah malah galakkan dia, dll. Yg bkin sedih adalah org enjoy aja. Kasian yang tulus gk ada screencap. . . #vixx #빅스 #켄 #ken #vixxken #kbsgayodaechukje #music #mother #kpop
First Seo Inguk's song that i love to listening it 😁. Usually he always sang ballad song and my ears cant handle it😑. But now he sang RnB song and this song so catchy 😙. Start like this guy since he is a VIXX's senior in #jellyfishentertainment . . Btw pengen upload video #vixx #ken #vixxken #빅스 #켄 waktu duet sama Mamanya di KBS fest. Terharu ngeliatnya 😭. Tunggu video resmi dlu. . . . #seoinguk #bebe #mintchocolate #music #musician #spotifypremium #spotiy #kpop
We have planted 12 trees in Kenya & 12 trees in Amazon in VIXX's name. . Read more on onetreeplanted.org . . Seneng St⭐rlight juga peduli lingkungan hidup 👏👏👏👏👏👏 . . . #vixx #빅스 #respect #starlight #onetreeplanted #saveenvironment #kpopidol #tree #vixxn #chahakyeon #vixxleo #jungtaekwoon #vixxken #leejaehwan #vixxravi #kimwonshik #vixxhongbin #leehongbin #vixxhyuk #hansanhyuk
Adele : " hello from the other side" VIXX : "good night and good morning" (Ravi wrote & composed this song 😎) . . . If u wanna people respect on you, you've to respect the others too. Even this world have so many rules too😂😂😂 . . Udah malming ujan, keabisan kupon naver, collect coin di SMA & GDA nunggu bsok wifi nyala, itu diksh tau kebenaran malah rempong, yaudahlah good night 😴. *Baru kali ini curcol begini* . . . #vixx #빅스 #kratos #goodnight #goodmorning #spotifypremium #music #vixx_2016_conception #nobarrierlanguange
The Milky Way wheres "starlights" & VIXX live in. Hyuk & Ravi wrote/composed this song. . . Lagi bete sebenernye -_-b . #milky_way #vixx #빅스 #vixx_2016_conception #hyuk #ravi #music #musician #spotifypremium #spotify
Stan VIXX Stan Talent ⭐. Those songs originally very RnB & pop. Who can imagine VIXX can sing it with another vers. No one can ignore their talent! . . Full link VIXX Chained Up, Dynamite & Error acoustic vers >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=nKqMBydjRJ4 . Full link VIXX Dynamite Original vers. >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bnIb1JJHdA . Full link VIXX Error Original vers. >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=IF8kySIcWNw . Full link VIXX Chained Up original vers. >> www.youtube.com/watch?v=vqzBrI76e4g . . #vixx #빅스 #chainedup #error #dynamite #zelos #acoustic #music #kpop #talent #starlight #proudtobestarlight
The Closer & Milky Way promotion already finish. Idk why this era the shortest promotion ever. But its okay. Lets wait another masterpiece by VIXX 😉 . . . #vixx #빅스 #the_closer #milky_way #spotifypremium #spotify
