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𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐑 : an independent & low activity S.EAN D.IAZ of l.ife is s.trange 2 . based in themes of wolf pack symbolism , knight brother , non - powered sibling , & blood brothers . est. '23 . canon determinant , heavy headcanon influences , multi - verse & plot heavy . written by chey . 21+ , minors don't interact . // carrd .

#pinned .

what jewel are your bones made of?

— pearl .

you are a bit of an open wound. the pain won’t kill you like you think it will, let yourself bear it and you’ll find you can. you might even find that the world is a lot more than your oyster. reticent (unwillingly so), passive, introverted, resilient, generative, adaptable. you hold the ability to create and recreate the world around yourself.

seen on : @lighthouseborn ♡♡♡♡ tagging : @analyticallyminded, @crimefightr, @dunba1pha, @frayededges, @gggno ( mo ), @lycanstark, @mvnces ( warren ), @ofaither, @r4chelamber, @yoakkemae ( ben )

#. dash prompts . › beneath the moon .

how does your muse carry emotions?

rules: please repost, don’t reblog! bold and italicize what applies accordingly.

anger .

jaw clenching, hands balling into fists, teeth grinding, yelling, going nonverbal, vocalizations, stuttering speech, rushed speech, slow concise speech, rambling, quiet, arms crossing, shaking head, curling lip upwards, baring teeth, tearing up, animated, expressionless, projects, internalizes, vents, withdraws, tighter movements, passive-aggressive, direct, physical outbursts, verbal outbursts, pacing, going still, anger boils over in the heat of the moment but cools down quickly afterwards, anger brews slowly but lingers longer, will act out of impulse when angry, will stew on their anger and plot revenge, holds grudges, forgives easily, forgives but never forgets

joy .

easy smiles, fighting back grins, suppressed laughter, loud laughter, giggles, chuckling, smirks, whole body laughs, covers mouth when laughing/giggling, throws head back when laughing, slaps leg, touches people around them when laughing, looks down when laughing, looks for eye contact when laughing, sparkling eyes, bubbly happiness, quiet subtle happiness, obnoxious happiness, wants to spread joy, quietly savors joy

sadness .

crying, bottling it up, seeking distractions, wallowing, meditating and processing, avoidance, seeking out comfort, withdrawing, swallowing thickly, talking it out, internalizing it, sad smiles, depression naps, using alcohol, using drugs, seeking out sources of joy, fidgets with sentimental item, sits in silence, broods, gets moody, wants someone to share the misery, tries to hide negative emotions, nurtures others to make themselves feel better

embarrassment / shame .

blushing, looking away, rubbing at the back of the head, running a hand through hair, clearing throat, covering the face, laughing nervously, laughing it off, overthinking, letting it go, self-deprecating humor, deflecting, getting irritated, smiling, withdraws, crossing arms over the stomach, crossing arms over chest, hands in pockets, shoulders sinking, shrugs, falling into silence until comfortable again, talking a lot to compensate

guilt .

avoiding eye contact, shoulders sinking low, head hanging down, crying, chest aches, lashing out, internalizing, apologizing, deflecting, communicating, withdrawing, grand gestures for forgiveness, accepting fault easily, punishing themselves, martyrdom, victim complex, over-active guilt complex, healthy conscience, internalizes even after forgiveness, seeking redemption, moves on easily, denial, shuts off empathy to cope, lack of guilt/conscience, sorry they got caught more than caused harm, can’t handle knowing they hurt others

fear / anxiety .

trembling, crying, sarcasm/sass to cope, humor to cope, rambles, going quiet, going nonverbal, getting angry, fidgeting, freezing up, impatience, clenching jaw, picking at nails, chewing at the lip, pulling at clothes, adjusting jewelry/clothing/hair, pacing, swallowing thickly, eyes widening, over-reacts, under-reacts, calm, logical, panic, irrational, overthinks, carefully analyzes, talk to themselves, breathing exercises, flight, fight, withdraw, fawn

#. dash prompts . › beneath the moon .

𝐇𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐂𝐀𝐍𝐎𝐍 : karen reynolds .

Sean was eight years old and Daniel was a new born when their mother left, leaving his father Esteban devastated. The Diaz family quickly lost contact with Karen's side of the family, Stephen and Claire Reynolds and Karen became an extremely painful memory and topic for both Esteban and Sean.

When Sean eventually reunites with Karen, he is at his absolutel lowest. Having been on the run for months, losing his eye, and having just escaped from federal custody and been banished from the church that was holding Daniel as their miracle, he had absolutely no one else to turn to and was forced to accept Karen's help for the sake of his brother.

Sean was desperate to rescue Daniel from Lisbeth and knew that he couldn't do it alone, even with Jacob's help. Because of this, Sean tried to hear Karen out as she discussed why she had abandoned her family and severed all contact with them.

While living with Karen in the small desert community Away, Sean was finally able to understand what had driven Karen to leave them. While Sean encouraged Daniel to spend time with her and foster a new relationship that he never had growing up, Sean was unable to forgive her for leaving.

He and Karen develop a mutual understanding for and of each other which creates a civil and even friendly dynamic, but their relationship as mother and son was never reconciled.

#. headcanon . › sorrow found me when i was young .#she loves him and he loves her in his own way #but the hurt is just too much

𝐂𝐇𝐄𝐘'𝐒 𝐋𝐈𝐅𝐄 𝐈𝐒 𝐒𝐓𝐑𝐀𝐍𝐆𝐄 𝟐 𝐆𝐀𝐌𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐓𝐒

below the cut is a full break down of the main choices i made throughout the game & can be considered this blogs " canon ". the information below isn't necessary to read & is only useful for those that have played or watched a playthrough of l.ife is strange 2.

#. headcanon . › sorrow found me when i was young .#. meta . › endless road to nothing .

killed someone under orders . had someone killed on their orders . killed someone in self defense . spared someone's life . invented something . been hungover . kissed someone . slow danced . been in a long term relationship . had sex . had sex and regretted it . had a one night stand . had a threesome . experimented with their sexuality . had a kid . adopted a kid . wanted to have a family with someone . done something on impulse they regretted . gone travelling . had a bounty put on them . eaten an insect . been groped by a stranger . been groped by someone they know . been dumped . dumped someone . smoked . gotten high . flirted with someone to get free drinks . put someone in a headlock . won a bet . lost a bet . forgiven someone who wronged them . indulged in petty revenge . hallucinated . has a noticeable physical defect . gotten a noticeable scar . been permanently disfigured through injury . kneed someone in the groin . had an unattainable crush . laughed themselves to the point of tears . been kidnapped . been brainwashed / hypnotized . had a recurring nightmare . been bullied . bullied someone . experienced survivor's guilt . been tied / chained up . given someone a massage . received a massage . been backed up against a wall . shot someone . stabbed someone . saved someone's life . cheated on someone . been cheated on . been in an open relationship . had a friendship with benefits . been in a queerplatonic relationship . had a stalker . been betrayed . been a traitor . been possessed . been in a bar fight . been thrown out of a bar . been arrested . broken out of jail . been to a funeral . been to a brothel . had surgery . broken someone's trust . broken someone's heart . had their heart broken . broken / damaged something out of anger . broken / damaged something out of spite . gotten a piercing . gotten a tattoo . used a fake name . been beaten up . been tortured / tortured others . been abused . been blackmailed . gotten away with a crime . framed someone else for a crime they committed . shared a bed platonically . been in love . suffered from sleep paralysis . been forced to flee their home . learned a new language . joined a rebellion . fought on the losing side of a war . fought on the winning side of a war . become a godparent . become an aunt / uncle .

tagged by : seen on @r4chelamber ♡ tagging : this blog is too new

#. dash prompts . › beneath the moon .

creating-tabs

I’m sorry, Sean. But I have to go. What?! What are you talking about?

#. connection . › daniel diaz .#. face claim . › el diablo loco .#. dyn . › los hermanos lobo ── daniel & sean .#when i tell you my mouth dropped #my first playthrough i got this ending #and i was fucking DEVASTATED man #i *killed* for you daniel #bro what the fuck

wxlfbrxthers

episode 2 sean, my beloved <3

#. face claim . › el diablo loco .#baby baby boy

𝐀𝐒 𝐒𝐀𝐈𝐃 𝐁𝐘 𝐕𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐈𝐂 𝐓𝐄𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐀𝐒 ↳↳ accepting // @lighthouseborn

“They're busy people. Places to go, throats to cut.”

sean pinched the skin of his knuckles, the tension that had seeped into his shoulders slowly lifting as the men shuffled back down the street. though men was a term sean would use lightly, they appeared more like ghouls than men. sunken cheeks, hollowed eyes, and wooden teeth, nails chipped and caked in what sean hoped was just dirt.

❝ they won't be back? ❞ sean asked carefully, glancing back at the young man that had intercepted the attempt at a shake down ( not that sean had anything worth shaking down for ). he raised his brows upon the others remark, unsure whether that had meant to be reassuring.

❝ so long as it isn't mine, ❞ sean mumbled. he shook out the last of his anxiety, lifting a single shoulder in a somewhat clumy shrug, ❝ thanks for stepping in, ❞

#lighthouseborn #. interaction . › prompt answers .#*rubs my grubby little hands together*#potc verse incoming

sean being a useless shy bisexual loser can actually be so personal

#. ooc . › straight from the muns mouth .

adoribullpavus

“i think i’m gonna miss this place. i’m so fucking glad we ran into you guys. this was the single best experience in my whole life.”

#. face claim . › el diablo loco .#. connection . › finn mcnamara .#. otp . › luckless romance ── finn & sean .#*lies on the ground*

mcflymemes

AS SAID BY VARRIC TETHRAS * assorted dialogue from dragon age ii

maybe he likes you.

ugh, i think i got blood on my coat.

you must have me confused with someone else.

how do you know that he doesn't know that you know that he knows that you know, you know?

we're in trouble here!

that's a bit far, don't you think?

they're busy people. places to go, throats to cut.

you're making me cry just looking at you.

you made a mistake. it happens.

well, it's not a good story unless the hero dies.

a lot of people are afraid to come here at night.

not the brightest thing you could've done.

it practically screams "nothing fun ever happens here!"

i spend way too much time here.

everyone stay still and try not to make any loud noises.

my favorite spot in the whole city.

better luck in the next life!

and the trend of you scaring the piss out of me continues.

i'm helping you indulge in elaborate revenge fantasies. i think it's good for you.

i'm getting too old for this shit.

i'll let you run your fingers through it if you want.

hey! i'm a perfect gentleman! in public.

oh, that's you smiling? glad you clarified that. i'd never have known.

i need some details. did you go down on one knee?

so what's on your mind?

i've had my oppression for the day, thanks.

want a drink? i'll put it on my tab.

you are no fun anymore.

it is true what they say. the best comedy comes from tragedy.

you could have just stopped me.

grab something sharp and pointy! we've got company!

line them up for me, i'll take them down!

you've been glowering for days. your face is going to get stuck that way.

you're larger than life.

i've been trying to forget about that all week.

what are you hiding? nobody's this bloody clean.

we're discussing knives. well, daggers, technically.

we've got more on the way!

nothing i'm doing seems to work!

i'd buy the guy a drink, but i don't think he needs one.

hope this works!

i'm going to need more aliases.

just curious. does any of this make sense to you?

i like the way you think.

well how about a giant sign that just says "don't." you could hit people with it.

and you want me to set the record straight? i'm honored.

i'm just surprised.

if you wanna punch a few stalagmites on the way there, that's good too.

that is... not a comforting thought.

you can't even pretend to be interesting, can you?

you know, if you need advice on how to lay low i can give you some.

are you for real?

the scary thing is, i don't know if you're joking!

it's possible they're just scared shitless of you.

moping, then. you seem like you're a champion at it.

you know, i might be able to give you a hand with that.

and here i've always looked up to you. what is it now?

more of them? great! i was starting to get lonely!

what is this smell?

i don't mean to sound critical, but have you considered a new line of work?

he eats babies, though. and farts fire.

if you've got something to say, just spit it out.

i get that a lot.

really? you're not at all jealous?

i don't care what people say, the sound of waves is not soothing.

why is it nobody ever seems happy to see us?

that could have gone better.

that's why i don't take sides.

nobody said this was going to be a happy story.

i'm too good looking to die this young.

i'm not going to make it!

first person to help me out here is my new best friend!

#. inbox . › prompts .

mcflymemes

PROMPTS FOR ANGSTY CONVERSATIONS * a collection of things you never want to hear

you never told me that. i can't believe you never told me.

what difference does it make?

no, no, no, don't leave me! please!

i failed you. is that what you want me to say?

was it all a lie? all this time?

so... when do you leave? what time? so i can be ready.

why did it take you so long to tell me? how long have you been holding this in?

i was wrong.

is this it? is this all there is?

at least give me one last dance.

all the exits are blocked. we're trapped.

there's too much blood.

you're the worst person i've ever met.

you're just as broken as i am.

i really thought we could work things out.

so stupid of me to think you actually cared.

you're just going to carry on and pretend like everything's fine when it's not fine.

go on without me. i can handle this.

don't tell me i'm too late.

i told you to leave me alone.

there's no use in trying anymore. it's over.

i should have known. i should have known all along.

i need you to be honest with me. tell me the truth. i deserve the truth.

you failed me.

i wish i never met you.

it's over. go home.

i feel something broken inside me. you can't fix it. no one can.

just take some deep breaths. in and out. you're gonna be fine.

you used to be better than this.

there's no way out.

what the hell was that for?

if you stay here, you'll die. do you understand?

how dare you speak to me like that!

am i too late?

you have to believe me. i didn't mean for this to happen.

i used to think you were perfect. i guess i was wrong.

so this is how it ends? just like that?

we're running out of time.

when were you going to tell me the truth?

how long has it been since we spoke? feels like years.

when did this start? how long has this been going on?

you never really loved me. it was all fake.

who was that? why were they here? why did you let them in?

i came as fast as i could.

what the hell did you think would happen?

can i even trust you?

i don't know who i am anymore.

i can't lose you again.

you are my biggest regret.

what good will it do?

just keep pressure on the wound, okay?

how could you do this to me?

i said get out! get out of here!

i'm never speaking to you again.

i tried to stop it!

you're so fucking stupid.

it's never been okay.

good riddance.

get out of here! i'll handle this!

i can't believe you. i can't believe you did this to me.

you were a good person once. i looked up to you.

i never should have listened to you. i'm such a fool.

don't lie to me! i know when you're lying!

why the hell did you do that?

i've never been wanted. not really. not by anyone.

i never loved you.

i've been dealing with this my whole life.

it was all a lie.

you forgot my birthday.

i'm a monster.

you actually believed that shit?

you think i would just stick around and let you treat me like that?

are you actually leaving?

can i kiss you one last time?

i can't believe i gave up my life for you. i gave up everything for you.

i can't lose you, too!

for what it's worth, there's no one i would rather fight alongside.

hang on for me, all right? don't leave me. please don't go.

i deserve better than this. i deserve better than you.

good! get out of here! i didn't want you here anyway!

i made it up as i went along.

things are going to get worse before they get better.

i don't think we're getting out of this alive.

we're not gonna make it.

get the fuck out of my face.

i don't think i'm meant to be loved.

#. inbox . › prompts .#leshgoooo

turn your life on the flip of this coin , turn upside , a choice you'd normally avoid , and promise me you'll follow what it says , whatever it says . . .

𝐒𝐈𝐋𝐕𝐑𝐔𝐍𝐍𝐑 : independent & canon determinant multi - verse roleplay blog for sean diaz from life is strange 2 . written by chey .