//Oh my, it was very strong ChuuAku thread. We developed very deep relationship between Akutagawa and Chuuya with my friend here. Basically, it was about Chuuya dying in Aku’s arms after a harsh fight - that itself was already terribly sad but the misery will only come, just wait for it! :’D Since I didn’t want to let Chuuya die, because Akutagawa would either go insane or kill himself as well, I made him crawl for help to Dazai. Dazai, of course wouldn’t hesitate to save Chuuya’s life but as he was bitter about those two being together, he called Yosano to save Chuuya making a deal with Akutagawa, that he will have to leave Japan without anyone knowing it for one year as a price for Chuuya’s life. Now the most angsty thing about it was Chuuya waking up all healthy but with Aku nowhere to be found, no one know where he was, if he was alive or dead. Chuuya was waiting for him, week, two, month, two months, all that year, slowly becoming more and more desperate, losing physical and also mental strength. After a year, Chuuya was a wreck, who held together only because he needed to do his work. On the other side, Aku was drowning in guilt and grief from how much he missed his lover, counting not days but hours until he could finally come back to him. And slowly losing hope that Chuuya will ever forgive him, maybe even forget about him after that time. This thing was so bad (but so good XD) that I had tears in my eyes even now when I was writing about it. Like really, it killed me inside a few times. I think I also got a drabble for ??Aku’s birthday, about how Chuuya was convinced that it will be the day he will come back, made a dinner for two and then…. waited. Until the meal got clod along with his mood. Edit: OH! I forgot that Chuuya gave Aku an engagement rig before he lost conscious - and Aku never put it down from his finger from that moment.
