"Blue,
Iāve been writing and deleting and rewriting this email all weekend, and I still canāt get it right.
I know I havenāt written in a while. So, first I want to say this: I know who you are.
I know that youāre smart and careful and weird and funny.
You overthink things and remember details and you always, always say the right thing.
But Iāve been spending very little time spelling things out for you and taking chances and putting my heart on the line.
Iām not going to pretend I know how this ends, and I donāt have a freaking clue if itās possible to fall in love over email.
But I would really like to meet you, Blue. I want to try this.
And I canāt imagine a scenario where I wonāt want to kiss your face off as soon as I see you.
So, what Iām trying to say is that thereās an extremely badass carnival in the parking lot of Perimeter Mall today, and itās apparently open until nine. For what itās worth, Iāll be there at six thirty. And I hope I see you.
Love,
Simon."
- Simon Spier, hoping to bring Blue into his life after all this time.


















