Simplyelvin ♥

please take time to go through my thoughts survivor, fighter, lover. In my world, my heart speaks.My name is elvin liu, get to know me, I promise I'll be worth it. This is my little place of perfection of my imperfections. & just so you know im nothing near ordinary and no where near perfect, so buckle up. :) rm2d_ki101('0','160','80','4yvcun3njee','007eff',40);

[juansendizon]

I am a strong believer that fate exists. That everything happens for a reason. That the people we have in our lives are in our lives without accident. There is always meaning. Explainable or unexplainable. There is no such thing as luck. We are all here for a purpose. All we have to do is believe.

Juansen Dizon, Confessions of a Wallflower page 257 (via juansendizon)

[mentallyillmommy-blog]

I love you and I always will. Nobody said love was easy, but it’s sure as hell worth every effort you put into it. I’ll never give up on you. I’ll always be here to love and support you. You can have days where you’re isolated or days that you blow up and scream; I’ll still be here. You could make mistakes and hit rock bottom; I’ll still be here. You could be injured or fall sick, physically or mentally (God forbid both) and need constant care; I’ll still fucking be here. You could be drunk and in trouble or locked up in jail; I’ll still be here. You could have no home and no car and no family to help you; I’ll still be here. You could break a promise or fail a thousand times; I’ll still be here. You could be going through depression from a loss of a loved one or going through rage from an Injustice done to you; I’ll still be here. What I’m trying to make clear is that I DO NOT CARE HOW DIFFICULT YOU ARE OR MAY BECOME, because I love you, there’s nothing I wouldn’t do for you. There is no situation that will make me feel like I can’t support you or take care of you. There is nothing that is unforgivable and nothing you can do to make me leave your side.

Texts I’m afraid to send him #1 (via mentallyillmommy)

[nobhilllife]

I see it.

I see us getting married, moving in together, cuddling on the couch, waking up to the good morning kisses, having arguments, making up after, cooking our favorite foods, smiling for no reason, annoying each other when we’re bored, having the cutest little babies, watching them grow up, never leaving each other’s side.

I see us together.

Forever.

💛💚👬

[simplyelvin]

Why does it feel like I am taken for granted again. Do you appreciate my presence?

[simplyelvin]

I wonder if you would

embrace me as if you knew I

just came back from war.

[simplyelvin]

Ive known and felt complete despair and my only hope is for you to never let me experience that feeling ever again.

[simplyelvin]

I was stuck 

trying to figure out

if I even deserved 

an explanation -

or an excuse,

anything, really. 

I just needed 

to know

why, 

or how you could 

even let yourself 

walk away

like it was nothing

like I wasn’t

worth it.

[simplyelvin]

I’m not trying to make you fall in love with me.  I understand that I wouldn’t be the first  to spill words from her untamed mouth,  in hopes of making a mark  in your mind.  But I needed to tell you  that I haven’t found one reason  why I wouldn’t want you.  I don’t know if you’re the type  who prefers flowers,  or dark chocolate,  or mixed CDs.  So in turn,  I’d send you all three,  just to be safe.  I’m sure that one day, I’ll love everything about you.  But as of right now,  I hate the way you see yourself.  I can’t convince you to let me in.  But soon, the world won’t be able to deny  just how much my affection adorns you.  And you’ll see that your undeniable beauty  will find a way of manifesting  through the cracks.

[simplyelvin]

You met me at a very strange time in my life,

and I’m so glad.  For meeting you.  And for you to decide  you wanted to stay. For that,  I’m thankful.

[simplyelvin]

You want honesty?  I wasn’t sure if you could handle it,  but since you’re so eager to hear it,  and since I’m a terrible liar,  you should know that every time  you do as little as look at me,  I can feel my dignity fall to the ground.  I’d stand in the bitter cold for hours  if that meant you would stay warm.  I’d rather gouge my own eyes out  than to see you fall for someone else.  And it wasn’t until you left,  when I realized that I have  a terribly addictive personality.  I’m sorry, my love.  I hope that wasn’t too much.  Because, in all honesty,  that wasn’t even  the half of it.

[simplyelvin]

I drowned so you could breathe.

[simplyelvin]

It’s obvious, I haven’t let go.

[simplyelvin]

I couldn’t even tell you

how many times

I’ve wanted to see myself

through your eyes.

And I often wonder if those

butterflies in your stomach

are still alive.

[simplyelvin]

I want the parts that you’ve tried to throw away – the parts that you were convinced no one could ever love.

[simplyelvin]

You’re the kind of experience most people wait lifetimes for.

[jazzypuget-blog-blog]

[aworldofdreamhomes]