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growing up I was always afraid of being Found Out. not sure what I was hiding. just my whole self I guess
Let's talk about the anorexia-stereotype of doing everything perfectly
They typical anorexic is shown as the perfect, smiling student, studying the whole night, getting perfect grades, doing workout after workout and never eating
And while that may be true for some, in my experience most people are totally different from what's known as the perfect anorexic.
For me it's struggling the whole day and night, if I should eat, what I should eat.
It's struggling to even get up because your body can't take starvation anymore.
It's sleeping the whole day, because you're missing nutrients and you were kept awake by your thoughts the whole night.
It's being freezingly cold, which results in you not being able to do anything with your fingers for example writing.
It's the time consumption taking everything away from you. Your family, your hobbies, your school work.
It's binging that makes you feel like you failed as an anorexic.
Not only your organs failing but also your will to live, your energy, your grades, your hygiene, your hobbies, your friends, your family.
Stop expecting perfection from someone with an eating disorder.
Me: diet culture is toxic
Also me: *starves myself*
“why are you such a picky eater?”
lol bro i’m not gonna waste calories on food i might not even like get your head out of your ass
I wish I could be honest with you
me standing on the scale: *weighs way more than i expected*
welp, my bad, forgot to take my contacts out haHaHAhA
i cant see the numbers without my glasses so? yea its def a win
how i’m going to be in the summer. ribs and bum <3
did i actually relapse or did i just never recover
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