Sinceramente Boba

19 /mexicana/ enamorada de la idea del amor/

[sinceramenteboba01]

5 years ago

I kissed you for the last time

Last night, i kissed you for the first time in my dreams.

And I felt like drowning again

I still can hear your voice over my skin.

[sinceramenteboba01]

And i dreamed of you last night, and it felt like i was drowning again.

[bargainbarbi3]

“wish i was there and our timing was right”

— — we’ll find each other again

[no-understxnding]

“You were my ocean. You looked calm like a promise that you’d never hurt me, so I jumped in with no precautions. Just my unprotected self. It was great at first. The water was warm and calm and I was happy to be there engulfed by you. But after a while you started to get choppy and a little cold, I was still above water but I was getting scared. I stayed still and told myself it would calm down soon… but I was wrong. Your waves got higher, your water felt like ice in my veins and you were pulling me under. I couldn’t breath and I begged for you to help me but you couldn’t hear me over your own loud noise. You slammed me against the rocks and almost drowned me beneath the tide before you threw me to the shore. Even though it was nice to breathe again, I was tired, cold, hurt, and lost. So now I’ve been finding my way back home on my own and trying to heal myself apart from you.”

— To the boy who broke me (re-written)

[post-breakup]

God I loved you. I looked at you like you were the meaning of life itself.

Couldn’t you see that?

[post-breakup]

You were everything,everything that i wanted.We were meant to be,supposed to be,but we lost it.All of the memories so close to me just fade away. All this time you were pretending. So much for my happy ending.

Avril Lavigne

[post-breakup]

Maybe I was naive or a little too love drunk. But I really loved you and I sincerly thought we could make it last. Don’t you understand how it made me feel when you just gave up?

[thatislandershawty-deactivated2]

Still tryin to heal from things I don’t speak about

[depressedbarbie]

[depressedbarbie]

I believe this with all my heart.

[bargainbarbi3]

a fool to think that you’d ever pick me

—and yet i pray you will every night

[duck-l0ve]

“You know you’re fucked when you don’t just think of them at 2am, but also at 2pm”

Overthinking is killing me

[bargainbarbi3]

i am terrified that twenty years from now i will still look back and feel an ache when i remember the boy who broke my heart all those years ago. and i’ll somehow still miss you. but for you, i’ll probably be just one of the many girls you dated when you were young. you’ll look back and only remember a foggy memory of me; my face, a blurry vision in your mind.

— i think i’ll miss you forever

[the-abandoned-reject]

[bargainbarbi3]

“I am trying to convince myself that I no longer love you.”

— I’m not very good at it

[almostwrittenexcerpts]

“Maybe one day,

You’ll call me in the middle of the night feeling lonely,

While I’m asleep and not missing you.”

excerpt from a book I will never write #108

[sinceramenteboba01]

I do all I can do, just to be close to you. Everytime that we meet I skip a heartbeat