adora was she-ra. the mantra adora muttered to herself every day; she was powerful enough without the gifts of the first one. a raw strength no one could ever explain about the rather scrawny looking teenager. but catra was catra; raw strength meant nothing against fighting her. the wind for all it’s strength would never be able to whip the sea into it’s shape, for the sea would always have a way to allude it. adora didn’t think catra would ever appreciate being likened to water, of all elements, but adora did. calming. but erratic. far, far, far more dangerous than what met the eye, a secret swell that lures you into drag you under. every time the two met in battle, adora was lulled, placated, decieved, and defeated. played like a fiddle.
when katalina didn’t strike first, no sign of attack, the taller blonde was just as katalina remarked - stupid. dumbfounded by katalina’s actions there was almost a moment she forgot the former had broken into her own apartment in waiting. adora was smart - but only in battle strategies - she could never read her ex-friend that well / how much pain she was in, why she got so jealous when she played with the other kids / and so now, she was open. her sword lowered ever so slightly from a guard to resting below her waist.
she wanted to believe in something / in katalina / that she had seen the error of the horde and sought her out to join the rebellion. it was a yearning in her heart, some kind of primordial sense of belonging. but there was just that hesitancy, the broken trust, the pain and suffering. she couldn’t move past that; for as much as she truly did care for katalina, she couldn’t, wouldn’t forgive her for the damage she had inflicted.
her grip around her sword tightened, yet her stance remained open, and sword swinging loosely.
“i think you’re here because you were told to be here. last i checked the horde didn’t offer employee benefits.” words spoken with a malice, tongue as sharp as her sword, but the harshness not quite reaching baby blue eyes. “if you’re on holiday from the horde don’t you think you should stop comitting crimes? y’know? like breaking and entering? “
there was a moment when adora’s guard lowered where katalina was certain she could get her to drop the sword. she was quick enough, and if she latched on and twisted in just the right way, bye-bye magic weapon. but then what? some awkward scrambling for the sword, probably some indignant shouts from adora that would garner the exact kind of attention that meant shadow weaver would have her head. the abrupt end of conversation, for the chance of stealing a sword she had no clue how to use and probably couldn’t keep a hold of alone. no, she couldn’t get away with that. not right now.
so, instead of striking, she merely flicked heterochromatic eyes down to the sword for a half second and let her grin speak for itself. let adora make of that whatever she wanted. there was enough satisfaction to be found in adora dropping her guard (however briefly), anyway.
“oh, like you’re not here for the same reason,” kat shot back, rolling her eyes in a blatant dismissal of adora’s hostility. it stung - of course it stung - but maybe she should just be grateful adora still felt anything for her, no matter how warped those feelings had become. god, she hated hope. “and they’d probably offer you employee benefits,” she added, poking a finger into adora’s chest, “don’t suppose you’ve gotten over your little crisis yet?” she continued, foolishly indulging in that dark little spot of hope. for all her nonchalance and evasion, she couldn’t help the part of her that desperately wanted adora back. “i mean, i’ve already taken your promotion -” she tapped the force captain badge smugly, “but i’m sure they’d find another badge somewhere.”
she frowned at the mention of breaking and entering - that felt baffling, the idea that adora thought she’d avoid something because it was a crime. katalina wasn’t even entirely sure that this was a crime. “why?” she asked, wandering over to open an empty drawer she’d spent longer than she was willing to admit trying to find a secret compartment in. “it’s not like you own anything. or locked your door. or the horde cares.” besides, there was a subtle threat in this. an unspoken i know where you are, and i can get in any time i want. something straight out of shadow weaver’s playbook, adapted for her own purposes.