Dear you

This is for you. I am whomever you want me to be; friend, best friend, former friend, lovers, ex lovers, family, etc. I am the words you wish to speak, the words you're hoping to find, the words you're craving to hear and I am words you want to believe. Our novel awaits. Sincerely h.k

[sincerelyhk]

“I want you to stay but if you need to leave, leave now before I need you to stay.”

— I won’t beg for you to stay but I hope you do // h.k.

[sincerelyhk]

“I want you to stay but if you need to leave, leave now before I need you to stay.”

— I won’t beg for you to stay but I hope you do // h.k. (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

““You’re mine” he whispered. I smiled, “but were you ever mine?” I muttered back.”

— This isn’t fair, I am not going share you //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“I still miss him. I know I shouldn’t, and I thought I wouldn’t anymore. But it’s all the little things that trigger lingering memories that remind me: I miss everything about him. I miss, all the stolen glances between our chores. I miss, how safe and reassuring his hands felt when he guided me through crowds. I miss, how he’d always get a little angry when he found out I forgot a meal. I miss, how he’d always remind me to wear sunscreen because he was afraid I was going to burn. I miss, the twinkle in his eyes when we teased each other. I miss, how he would take me out of my comfort zone in a comfortable kind of way. I miss, how he would give me hugs to keep me warm because I was always was kind of cold. I miss, the random cute animal pictures he would send me. It’s when I’m walking down the street and I smell his cologne. Or when I end up at the pub where we first got to really know each other. It’s when I see something he once mentioned he wanted and I debate whether I should get it for him. It’s when I wake up and forget he’s not a part of my life anymore. It’s when I least expect it and at the most unexpected times these lingering memories will surface. Sometimes they make me smile, and other times I have to fight the urge to call or text him.”

— It’s okay to miss him but stay strong. Remember that this isn’t going to be forever. // h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

““Do you think we’ll still be together five years from now?” “I don’t know” “"I don’t know”? Haha well it must be you falling out of love with me then.“ “I’ll love you, but I can’t guarantee I’ll be lovable.””

— I wouldn’t blame you if you stopped //h.k

[sincerelyhk]

““Things haven’t been going well for you recently, has it?” “No, it hasn’t. But I’m okay, I swear. ” “I wish I was wrong about that, and I wish you didn’t have to lie to me. I know that you think you can do this alone, I believe you can too. You’re strong, and you think you’re the only one who should tolerate this pain but I too can tolerate it.” “You shouldn’t have too! I know what this feels like and I don’t want you feeling it too. I don’t want you to ever have to experience this.” “I’m here for you, you know that. And I know you’re brave and strong to get through this battle. But if you ever need help, feel lonely or just need a solider, I’m right behind you. I’ll be waiting for you to come back until then. Win or lose, I’ll be waiting for you with open arms to come back to me.“”

— Is it home time yet? //h.k

[sincerelyhk]

“I don’t have the courage to leave but I don’t have the strength to stay.”

— Tell me what to do //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“He says he loves me, he says he misses me and maybe to some degree he does. But I know, if I made him choose, it wouldn’t be me.”

— He would never pick me yet, I continue choose him over, and over again //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

I’m not over you//h.k

[sincerelyhk]

“That was the thing with us. Although we were together, we were never really together. So we never really got an end, even when it was over.”

— Complicated //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“You told me I was both the nice girl and the bad guy. That you didn’t know if I was nice being bad or bad pretending to be nice and that scared you. “You have the most genuine kindness in you but somehow trouble finds you. And it doesn’t just find you, it thrives because of you.” You said, “you have the Midas touch but instead of turning things into gold, you poison it.” “I was poison but I put you out of your misery.” I rebutted, “I know you resent me for what happened but I know I made you happy.””

— I’m drawn to you but I know you’re no good //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“Don’t confuse my missing him for me wanting to be with him again. We were great when we were happy. We were great when we hugged like we were never going to see each other again. We were great when we had lunch at all his favorite restaurants. We were great when we made our own adventures. We were great when we were together. But we were also so, so, dysfunctional. We were great until the sunset and we were left alone to fight our monsters. We were great until the hugs were over and the fights began. We were great until I saw how power hungry he was. We were great until our adventure turned into a hunt, and I was the prey. We were great until we were alone. So, yes, at times do I miss him and he’s all that I think about. But like how I remember all the great things, I remember what happened after and between these great things. Which might not even be great things after all, but a prelude. A prelude to all the things he had to “soften” me for.”

— I miss you but I really don’t want to ever see you again //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“You know we always blamed it on bad timing. Maybe we were just wrong for each other but it gave us an opportunity for second chance.”

— Once upon a time 12 //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“I know what you have to give up to be with me. I know how much you have to give up and that’s why I can’t be with you. If by chance we don’t work out. If we are no longer meant to be. If fate decides to go against us. I don’t want you to hate me. I don’t want you to regret me.”

— I know what it’s like to feel like you don’t have anything to go back to, and I don’t want you to feel like you’ve lost it all //h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“You would have done anything to be with me, except be with me.”

— Once upon a time #9 // h.k (via sincerelyhk)

[sincerelyhk]

“It was a dream getting to know you and a nightmare trying to forget you.”

— 15 word story // h.k.

[sincerelyhk]

I just want him to think about me more than I think about him.

I want to be the one who moves on first // h.k