sincerely, me

heyyy, everyone! it's park so yi, at your humble. humble service. nice to be back at taegeuk after so long! hopefully this year turns out to be different... and a great one. character tumblr for taegeuk rps.

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yah! han myungdae.

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don’t lie.  you’re worried about him all the time, aren’t you? he’s your brother.  he’s family.  if you aren’t worried about him, you should be. :/ i don’t mind not bothering him if he needs time, but .. really, myung.  don’t say you’re not worried about him when it’s pretty obvious ;; ….. / rolls eyes. ) you really think i’d make myself look desperate? no.  but i will text you if i get bored because we’re /friends/ and /friends/ hang out with other /friends/ to get rid of said feeling. :l … you think i haven’t noticed how different you are? not to mention i /did/ read gossip girl while i was away.  …….. that was probably the only downfall.  haha is that what you want to do?

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So Yi this is not an appropriate time to scold me. Yes, I understand how friends work. It was a joke, babo. … hmmmm. We should do something of the sort but something easier to clean up. The maids are off for the night so we won’t get help. Hurry up and get over here.

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... i'm not going to sit here and listen to you lie, myungdae.  don't talk to me about scolding.  .. yeah yeah.  you say that but sometimes i wonder with you lately. :l ... tsk, rushing me.  all right, all right i'm coming over. we'll figure something out when i get there.

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yah! han myungdae.

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ah .. that’s too bad.  i wish he would cheer up. ;; hopefully he’ll feel a little better when he’s in his room.  he likes it there because it’s quiet, yeah? …… really? you think it’s desperate? :/ i don’t.  fine.  if you feel that way, i’ll make sure to text you /every/ single time i’m lonely and i’ll be the desperate one.  i just want to make sure you’re not brooding in your room all the time. = A = that sounds so .. … .. i dunno.  not fun.  ……………………… i don’t think either of us were quite sober.  or dressed. but yeah, i remember it well.  bubble bath and hot tubs never quite mixed well, huh? haha

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He’ll cheer up eventually. I’m not too worried about him anymore. But yes, that is true. And we won’t bother him. ….. I was kidding. Please don’t make yourself look desperate. And me? Brooding? What ever would make you think I sit in my room and brood… We weren’t even slightly sober. Though I remember it as being fun. Up until we had to figure out how to dispose of a whole yard of bubbles before morning. I only asked because I found a picture.

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don't lie.  you're worried about him all the time, aren't you? he's your brother.  he's family.  if you aren't worried about him, you should be. :/ i don't mind not bothering him if he needs time, but .. really, myung.  don't say you're not worried about him when it's pretty obvious ;; ..... / rolls eyes. ) you really think i'd make myself look desperate? no.  but i will text you if i get bored because we're /friends/ and /friends/ hang out with other /friends/ to get rid of said feeling. :l ... you think i haven't noticed how different you are? not to mention i /did/ read gossip girl while i was away.  ........ that was probably the only downfall.  haha is that what you want to do?

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yah! han myungdae.

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huh … well, i’m sure he was absolutely thrilled about that.  hopefully they don’t keep him too long. :/ ;; he’ll probably be really moody whenever he gets home.  .. mm.  of course, myung ~ <3 that’s what friends are for, right? you should have texted me if you were that bored and lonely. 8c i would have come over sooner.  … oh? well, i’m sure we’ll figure out a way or two to make it entertaining.  we always do.

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He was moody when he left so I’m not expecting anything better when he returns.  .. But how would I look if I texted you every time I was bored? That would come off a bit desperate, wouldn’t it? No need to text you until I truly am… do you remember the night we made the hot tub fill up with bubbles?

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ah .. that's too bad.  i wish he would cheer up. ;; hopefully he'll feel a little better when he's in his room.  he likes it there because it's quiet, yeah? ...... really? you think it's desperate? :/ i don't.  fine.  if you feel that way, i'll make sure to text you /every/ single time i'm lonely and i'll be the desperate one.  i just want to make sure you're not brooding in your room all the time. = A = that sounds so .. ... .. i dunno.  not fun.  ........................... i don't think either of us were quite sober.  or dressed. but yeah, i remember it well.  bubble bath and hot tubs never quite mixed well, huh? haha

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yah! han myungdae.

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… that’s weird. don’t your parents usually leave changsun at home? ;; … mm, well —.  at least you won’t be lonely until he gets back, yeah? <3 i’ll keep you company.  a party? hmmm ~ you came to the right girl.  how big is a ” little” party?

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They do, but this time he needed to go. Thank you for taking away my loneliness.  Oh… the “small party” will just be the two of us. But we’ll have to make it as fun as it would be with another fifty.

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huh ... well, i'm sure he was absolutely thrilled about that.  hopefully they don't keep him too long. :/ ;; he'll probably be really moody whenever he gets home.  .. mm.  of course, myung ~ <3 that's what friends are for, right? you should have texted me if you were that bored and lonely. 8c i would have come over sooner.  ... oh? well, i'm sure we'll figure out a way or two to make it entertaining.  we always do.

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yah! han myungdae.

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ah, they’re gone? even changsun ah? where’d they go .. ? guess it isn’t my business, but ——.  well, i get to spend time with you now, so. uw u ~ don’t worry, i’ll be on my way in a sec.  you won’t have any time to be bored! we haven’t hung out since we went shopping.  i missed you. :c

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Mhn. They took him out. And my parents aren’t coming back tonight. Changsun will come back when he feels like it. So we have the house to ourselves… I’m thinking a little party is in order. Let’s get creative with it. 

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... that's weird. don't your parents usually leave changsun at home? ;; ... mm, well --.  at least you won't be lonely until he gets back, yeah? <3 i'll keep you company.  a party? hmmm ~ you came to the right girl.  how big is a " little" party?

[sincerelysoyi-blog]

yah! han myungdae.

are you out having fun without me? that’s really not okay. where are you? i’m coming over!

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No. I’m in my house. Everyone else is gone and I’m bored. Please come over and save me from it.

[sincerelysoyi-blog]

ah, they're gone? even changsun ah? where'd they go .. ? guess it isn't my business, but ----.  well, i get to spend time with you now, so. uw u ~ don't worry, i'll be on my way in a sec.  you won't have any time to be bored! we haven't hung out since we went shopping.  i missed you. :c

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yah! han myungdae.

are you out having fun without me? that’s really not okay. where are you? i’m coming over!

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I wish someone gave me one of these.

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Eh, So Yi.

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yeah … i’m really glad, too. i think i’m starting to like myself a lot more now that things have calmed down a bit.  .. mm, maybe. but you know for a fact that forcing yourself to be alone doesn’t really solve anything.  sure, you might find it enjoyable for now but .. i mean, in the end, i don’t want you to end up alone, you know? that’s why i’m worried about you.  :/ i’m your friend, and i care about you, myung.  i mean true, it’s great that you’re not in the papers anymore.  i’m glad that /i’m/ not in the papers anymore.  but .. i dunno.  guess i can’t tell you how to live your life.  just be careful that you don’t fold into yourself too much, okay? …. well, now i guess i really do have to roll out of bed. haha

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Yeah? Good for you. I’m sure I’ll be able to say the same soon enough. Forcing myself? I sincerely do enjoy being alone as much as I have been. I’m not forcing anything at all. And it doesn’t mean I’m alone. I’m taking you out today, aren’t I? And I always have Chang Sun. And Chul Hee and Yae Jin and so on. There’s no need to worry. Mmmm. Yes, rolling out of bed within the next two minutes would be ideal. If you’re not ready by the time I get there I might just leave you.

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yah, han myung dae! if you leave me, i will never forgive you ---. ;;;;;;; can't even answer the rest of this because of you. you probably said that on purpose because you don't want to talk about it anymore. tsk.  you better be here in two minutes or else /i/ might not feel like going anymore ~

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I got this handed to me at a bookstore. 

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Eh, So Yi.

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I can’t say I’ve had this much peace in years, and I’m glad you’re feeling it as well. Calming down doesn’t require me to be a hermit but being a hermit has enough perks to make it enjoyable. I chose it because I wanted as much quiet as I could possibly get. .. Of course not. You will always have the best treatment. Worried? I can’t imagine why. I’ve been here the whole time and not seeing me in the papers is always safer than when my face does end up in them, wouldn’t you say? I’ll be on my way in sometime short of an hour.

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yeah ... i'm really glad, too. i think i'm starting to like myself a lot more now that things have calmed down a bit.  .. mm, maybe. but you know for a fact that forcing yourself to be alone doesn't really solve anything.  sure, you might find it enjoyable for now but .. i mean, in the end, i don't want you to end up alone, you know? that's why i'm worried about you.  :/ i'm your friend, and i care about you, myung.  i mean true, it's great that you're not in the papers anymore.  i'm glad that /i'm/ not in the papers anymore.  but .. i dunno.  guess i can't tell you how to live your life.  just be careful that you don't fold into yourself too much, okay? .... well, now i guess i really do have to roll out of bed. haha

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Eh, So Yi.

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You heard right. I figured it’s time to calm down just a little. .. When have I not treated you like a princess? .. Of course. I haven’t changed; I’ve just decided to be a little more quiet about it. I’ll pick you up. It’s been a while since I’ve had the opportunity to escort a princess around. What time would you like to go? Early lunch or late?

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huh.  you and i both, myung.  things have been nice lately.  quiet, but that's ... i think that's what i needed right now.  though, really --. you don't really have to become a hermit to calm things down and you know it.  did something else happen while i was gone, or did you just decide to outcast yourself for no reason in particular? .... mm, never.  i was just reminding you that i won't accept anything less ~ ... yeah.  i'm glad.  i was a little worried about you, md.  .. hm, okay.  why don't you surprise me? ~ just show up like you used to. haha

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i really don't like the new itunes.

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Eh, So Yi.

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Why would I ever have a reason to hide from you, of all people? You wouldn’t have to beg for any bit of attention; you’d be practically ushered inside, princess. …. Something of the sort. I guess sometimes I’m a little too.. memorable. Coffee? Lunch? I haven’t gone shopping in a while.

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i don't know, md.  you're pretty much a hermit nowadays from what i hear; who says that i wouldn't be turned away at the door? but if you say so ~ you better treat me like a princess. <3 .... you are ---... just like i remembered.  wow, i really missed you, myung. mmmm, shopping sounds fun! and food should always be accompanied a shopping trip, so we can go out for lunch, too.  if you're up for it that is ~  should i swing by, or do you want to pick me up?

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1. ) Do you want a boyfriend or girlfriend?mmm, i don't think want is the right word. more like i'm not looking? haha, if something happens, it happens. if not, i'm okay for now. it's nice being free.

2. ) When did your last hug take place? nammie hugged me when we got yogurt the other day. otherwise, i think i've gone without a hug for a long time. 8c when i think about it, that's actually kind of lonely. oh well. uw u

3. ) Are you a jealous person? ... i can be.

4. ) Are you tired right now? park soyi? tired? did you forget me in the year that i've been gone, han myungdae? no, i'm not tired. full of energy, as usual ~

5. ) Do you chew on your straws? no?

6. ) Have you ever been called a tease? lots of times. uw u

7. ) Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? once. i hope i never have to do that again. that was one hell of a weekend ........... ah, memories.

8. ) Do you cry easily? i guess it would depend on the situation. usually i don't cry much, i guess.

9. ) What should you be doing right now? mm... putting clothes on? but my pajamas are comfy, so. = w=

10. ) Are you a heavy sleeper? sometimes ~

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Eh, So Yi.

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I will admit I’ve been hiding but you could always stop by. … Yes, I do believe my number was changed after you left. There were a few little issues. I’ll send it to you in a moment… Mad? I’m not mad. But if you keep away for much longer I will be. Let’s catch up.

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who am i to say that you even want to see me if you're hiding out from the rest of the world? please.  i'm not going to show up on your doorstep begging for attention, myung. you know me better than that. ........ haha, oh dear. <3 having trouble fending off the hearts you broke? but i totally understand.  i'll wait for it, then. ~ ... mmmm, fine.  since you seem so impatient, i suppose i can indulge you today if you'd like. <3 my schedule seems to be pretty empty, so...  do you want to do something? c: