My Unending Encounters With Depression

Not all the time! Duh!

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My everything! Chelli @kurkurre and mate missing! ❤️ . . . . #family #familyiseverything #mybackbone (at Marredpally,sec-bad)

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You wait for a sliver of hope, and when it is thrown into your deep dark hole, you cling onto it and get up! . . . . #mentalhealth #depression #mentalhealthawareness #howamifeeling #bipolardepression #mentalhealthmonth #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz @howamifeelingg @serenity.stuti

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Just going back home after meeting my doc. He is a blessing in disguise. Never have I felt so comfortable with a doc that i muster energy to get out of bed and go visit him. Because I know he would treat me with gentle affection, say the right words and give the right meds. He also helps me put my wandering thoughts at bay. He tries to explain my condition and tell me which medication is for what. I really don't care about that with him, because I know he ll do right by me, in knowledge, experience and affection. He says I'm his daughter. Well, I don't know about that, but he is definitely a father. I am a very hard person to convince given my situation and what I have been through. But, he makes me believe each time that this is temporary. He said I have bipolar mood disorder type 2, because I am mostly on the depressed side. Time to deal with it, accept it, and enjoy little and bigger things in life like friends, family, food, love, instagram and doodles 😘 . . . . #mentalhealthmonth #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #howamifeeling #dépressionisreal #bipolardepression #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz

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Just going back home after meeting my doc. He is a blessing in disguise. Never have I felt so comfortable with a doc that i muster energy to get out of bed and go visit him. Because I know he would treat me with gentle affection, say the right words and give the right meds. He also helps me put my wandering thoughts at bay. He tries to explain my condition and tell me which medication is for what. I really don't care about that with him, because I know he ll do right by me, in knowledge, experience and affection. He says I'm his daughter. Well, I don't know about that, but he is definitely a father. I am a very hard person to convince given my situation and what I have been through. But, he makes me believe each time that this is temporary. He said I have bipolar mood disorder type 2, because I am mostly on the depressed side. Time to deal with it, accept it, and enjoy little and bigger things in life like friends, family, food, love, instagram and doodles 😘 . . . . #mentalhealthmonth #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #howamifeeling #dépressionisreal #bipolardepression #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz

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Depression is not always because someone died or you failed an exam or a heart break. Sometimes, there is no reason. If there is a reason, it is sadness and if it lasts for a very long time, it is PTSD. Yes, there may be triggers for depression but there isn't always a reason. There are no tragedies in my life. I have a beautiful family and had an illustrious career. The only problem is that i suffer from depression. If you ask me why or what happened, I don't know. I caught depression like you catch cold or diabetes. Or cancer. I am simply fighting it to live another day. I'm not alone, there are many others out there who can't move on in their life yet cuz they are stopped or paused, by depression. It's a real disease. I'm proud because I'm not giving up the fight. . . . #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #selfhelp #selfcare

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Depression is not always because someone died or you failed an exam or a heart break. Sometimes, there is no reason. If there is a reason, it is sadness and if it lasts for a very long time, it is PTSD. Yes, there may be triggers for depression but there isn't always a reason. There are no tragedies in my life. I have a beautiful family and had an illustrious career. The only problem is that i suffer from depression. If you ask me why or what happened, I don't know. I caught depression like you catch cold or diabetes. Or cancer. I am simply fighting it to live another day. I'm not alone, there are many others out there who can't move on in their life yet cuz they are stopped or paused, by depression. It's a real disease. I'm proud because I'm not giving up the fight. . . . #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #selfhelp #selfcare

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I hate this uninvited guest. 😒 . . . #depressed #depressiontales #doodlesofinstagram #duckface #cryface #arttherapy #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz

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Subbu boy!

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Monday grumpy morning eh!? 😻 . . . #doodlesofinstagram #mondaymorning #mondaygrump #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz

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Duh!? 💋 . . . #doodlesofinstagram #loveofmylife #loveyourself #duckface #wacomnextlevel @wacomanz @justanotheragency

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Duck giving fucks! 🦆 👆🏽 . . . #duckface #doodlesofinstagram #duckfuck #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz

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Dang dang!

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Treating myself to a bit of happiness today. Everyone deserves some. 😊 . . . #happygirl #depressiontales #mentalhealthawareness #mentalhealth #bubblebath #doodlesofinstagram #pennepasta #hamburger #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz (at The Park Hyderabad)

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3:00am : cheat meal schezwan chicken noodles

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Grumpy tummy

I can't sleep because it's been long that i ate, i cried and I'm trying to sleep unhappily in an unfamiliar place.

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7:02: egg whites for dinner

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Depression. Period. Period! 😑 swipe left! . . . . #doodlesofinstagram #depressed #pms #pmsproblems #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness #menstrualcycle #wacomnextlevel @justanotheragency @wacomanz @clueapp