I Can Be Whoever You Want

Student || Musician || DivaHey there! I'm Elliott Gilbert, though you may know me better by my stage name, Starchild. I'm a student at NYU, and in my junior year, and far more importantly, I'm a member of the best band ever, One Three Hill. Currently single, but also not looking, so don't get your hopes up. I'm always open to chat about anything, or offer advice, and especially, to talk about music, so hit me up!

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Getting To Know Each Other // St. Starchild

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Jesse gave Elliott a look of playful unamusement when he told him to ask nicely. “This again,” he muttered, shaking his head at him. “First you make me say please in bed and now this.” Of course he loved Elliott’s look. It wasn’t obnoxious or in any way weird. It was sexy in every way possible and he wasn’t going to deny that. “I’m sure there’s little you can do that won’t be hot to me, so,” he shrugged. “Hmm…” he hummed at his comment. “Well, you’re sexy. Dangerously, so. Your hair not only is hot, but is silky to the touch. What else… your body. It’s like you were designed for total sexual pleasure. Your cock… while it might make me a little worried about fitting that inside me later on, it makes my mouth water just thinking about it. What else, what else…” he continued, tapping his finger against his chin. “You’re smart. Crazy talented. Sensitive. Sweet. You’re the total package. How’s that for flattery?”

He was glad that Elliott didn’t want to rush  because he was still nervous about it. Even if they didn’t really know how much time they had until Rachel got back, he still wanted to take his time and enjoy this with him. “Maybe I am addicted. I guess the first step is admitting, right? But that would mean I have a problem, and I don’t see it that way.” Biting his lip, he watched as he unbuttoned his pants, knowing that the sight of him going down on him will be one to never forget. “God, I want you,” he whispered as he reached his hand over to run through his hair.

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Elliott just chuckled quietly at Jesse, "What can I say? I'm not remotely above using sex to teach you manners and the finer points of flattery. I think my rewards are more than worth it, so..." But then, Jesse was speaking, going above and beyond everything that Elliott had expected of him and he felt himself flushing in response to the words, leaning in to press soft kisses to every bit of Jesse's skin that he could reach, lips lingering against his neck and jaw line with a low, happy hum. "Mmm, and I did promise you everything, didn't I?" He mused, licking his lips a little, "Because God knows...Talk like that and you deserve it, babe. Pretty sure you can talk your way into my pants whenever you want, if you keep that up..."

He smirked a little, laughing outright when Jesse admitted that he didn't see a problem with the addiction to Elliott in bed. "Mmm, no, definitely not a problem," He agreed softly, unzipping Jesse's pants slowly. "And you've already got me." Elliott promised quietly, gesturing for Jesse to lift his hips, and sliding down his pants and underwear, when he did so. "So how about we just skip to the part where I give you what you want, hmmm?" He mused, hands running down Jesse's sides over his shirt, as he settled himself between his legs. "Cause I've got to say....I've missed this." Elliott confessed,tongue teasing over the head of Jesse's cock. "Love making you fall apart like this."

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Jesse really couldn’t wait to see Elliott in his nerdier look. “Bring it on,” he said as he ran his hand up and down his side a little. “Though, the glam rock thing suits you. Never really went for guys who wear makeup before, but when you do wear it, it’s hot as fuck,” he had to admit. There wasn’t much that Elliott did that didn’t turn Jesse on and it was a contributing factor into why Jesse just couldn’t stay away from him. It was weird because he had been so stuck on Rachel for so long that he never let his heart go anywhere else. Now that he had both Rachel and Elliott wanting him, he was in a deep mess of feelings that he had no idea how to even sort through. But tonight, he wouldn’t. Tonight he could be selfish.

Pulling off his jacket before he got into bed, Jesse tugged Elliott with him to keep up that close contact he was craving since they had sex earlier. “Still can’t believe you let me fuck you in that empty apartment,” he muttered as he ran his hand over the side of his face. “That was amazing.” Biting his lip, he smirked a little at Elliott’s words. “Maybe you can start by blowing me, and we’ll go from there. You can’t rush these things for a first timer,” he said as he moved Elliott’s hand down his body to his belt.

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Elliott just smirked a little at Jesse in response, unable to stop himself. “Ask nicely and maybe I’ll let you offer commentary on what I wear. Though I’m glad you like the makeup…. That’s not going anywhere. Its a part of me as much as music is. Might have had to ditch you if you said otherwise,” Despite the words his voice was warm and playful and he couldn’t help but grin a little at Jesse. He felt comfortable around Jesse, happy, and he didn’t plan on giving that up. “The fact that you think its hot though… Well that’s all I ask of you.” He leaned down to kiss and nuzzle at Jesse’s shoulder. “Remember, babe….Flattery will get you everywhere.”

He leaned into the touch to his cheek with a happy hum, looking pleased with himself and at the look on Jesse’s face. “Neither can I. Can’t believe I’d let you do it again, either.” But Elliott knew all the same there was little Jesse could ask of him that Elliott wouldn’t gladly give. “But don’t worry, I wouldn’t dream of rushing you.” As he spoke, the young man unbuttoned Jesse’s pants. “But you know babe, you could just admit you’re addicted. I already know everything I do with my mouth is amazing. ” He trailed off with a wink. “Its how I make my money you know.”

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Jesse crinkled his nose at Elliott at his comment. “Oh yeah, the total badass look makes everyone think you’re a totally nice guy,” he said as he poked his chest playfully. “I think it’s the smile, though. You can put on the act all you want, but when you smile, I see what’s really there,” he said with a little bit of pride in his voice. He and Elliott weren’t so different and he understood it a little more than many others would when they just encounter someone with a personality like theirs. 

When they got to the place Elliott shared with Rachel, he tried not to look around so much in case there were pictures or other little reminders of her that could make him feel worse. “We’ll play it by ear,” he suggested as he made it into his bedroom and saw the bed. He knew that Rachel slept on that bed as well and paused for a moment at the thought. “Right now, I just want to be with you,” he said as he kicked off his shoes and climbed in bed. Grabbing Elliott’s jacket, he tugged him down with him. “You’re right. The bed is really comfortable,” he murmured as he ran his hand down the sheets. “Maybe tonight is the night I let you…” he whispered teasingly. “Maybe…”

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Elliott laughed easily at that, "Mmm, hey. There are days I dress down and I'm more nerd than badass," He teased, "My wardrobe is uhh....Quite the mix, babe. I just prefer glam rock to all else." Still, he flushed at Jesse's words, ducking his head to try and hide it when Jesse was commenting on his smile and making warmth flutter through his chest. It really wasn't fair, that Jesse could fuck him somewhere they'd get caught without complaint, but then he could make Elliott blush with just a few words.

"Mmm, I can work with that," He murmured, letting Jesse tug him to the bed, before he was sliding off his jacket, letting it fall to the floor as he shifted closer to Jesse, stealing a soft kiss before he smiled at the other man. He couldn't help but smirk a little at Jesse's words and his actions as he settled at Jesse's side, "Told you it was. I mean...How could I ever resist a comfy bed?" He quipped, voice light and warm as he leaned in to press another tender kiss to Jesse's lips, "Or you, in any way. Say you want me, and I'm yours however you want, Jesse. It's as simple as that.

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Jesse flinched when he felt Elliott pinch his side and leaned into him a little more. “Mean,” he mumbled before Elliott explained his feelings on what he did or didn’t deserve. Not wanting to argue over who was right about it, he simply nodded and decided to just spend the rest of the day enjoying his time with Elliott and throwing caution to the wind. He didn’t know how long it would last or if the guilt would bubble up again, but right now he had to just go by feeling alone and turn that part of his mind off if he could. Luckily, Elliott’s place was nearby and they could go there for a little while before he had to go back into the real world. He wasn’t sure if it would make him more guilty, seeing Rachel’s things around, but he wouldn’t let his mind go there. 

"What does taking care of me properly entail?" he asked in amusement as they crossed the street and made their way over to the apartment building he lived at. Throughout the walk, he had his arm around his waist, holding him close and loving the contact. Before he met him, he had never seen him actually having a relationship with a guy that extended past sex, but the more time he spent with Elliott, the more he could see the potential. Following him up to his building, he waited for him to unlock the front door and show him up to the apartment where they would be spending the next few hours together.

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"Never said I was nice," He shot back without missing a beat, "People just see me and think I am.... They're normally wrong." He shot Jesse an easy smile, hoping to ease the mood a little and in part, because it was pretty true. He was nice, to people he liked but Elliott was also a master of playful snark and teasing, and he had absolutely no qualms about admitting it. Why would he, after all? Jesse already had some idea of what he was getting into, there was little to no reason to hide it.

"Mmm, that depends," He murmured, keeping an arm around Jesse's shoulders as he walked, in part to help keep them both grounded, and in part just because Jesse seemed willing to do this, and because he wanted everyone to know the man at his side was his, at least for the night. "You said you need someone to hold you, and I can do that." He promised, "I'll gladly just keep you close all night long. Or...I mean, if you wanted it to go that way...I'd let you fuck me in my bed. Or I could take you. Ride you, if you want me in a little more control but don't want to bottom yet..." He shrugged, nonchalant as he unlocked the door, let Jesse inside, before shutting and locking it as well. Elliott tugged off his boots as they entered, gesturing for Jesse to follow him to the bedroom he shared with Rachel, and made a mental note to change the sheets, if things fell into sex again. "Tell me what you need me to do for you Jesse, and it'll happen."

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It was times like these that Jesse didn’t blame the people who hated them. Sometimes he got pissed off when he was called selfish, but he knew now that it wasn’t so far-fetched. Elliott was being so great with him right now and he really didn’t deserve it. His own guilt was making him feel worse and he knew it would only get worse as this went on. As they held each other on the street (something he wouldn’t have previously done with any guy before), he felt some of his worries start to subside. Elliott was good at the comforting thing, even if he didn’t deserve it right now. “I don’t deserve either of you,” he whispered in all honesty. 

Feeling Elliott’s lips on his forehead, he couldn’t help but smile at the tenderness. He was usually the one delivering those types of kisses and comforting words and it felt so nice to be on the receiving end of it all. With Elliott, he could let go and just let himself be held and comforted. It felt so nice. “I don’t want to think of this right now,” he finally whispered. “I just want to go somewhere with you and lay down. Relax. Have no pressures or anything. Can we do that?” he asked as he finally looked back up at him. “Do you think she’s gonna be home any time soon? I think your place is closer, right?” he asked as he remembered when Elliott told him where he lived. 

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Elliott huffed quietly at Jesse's words, one hand shifting to squeeze his waist and then, pinch his side just hard enough to be felt. "Excuse me? You don't get to decide that, Jesse. I get to, and Rachel gets to, and you're stuck with us until one of us says otherwise, but that's it." He said softly, "And right now, I'm still pretty sure that we're in agreement, here. Perhaps I'll ask her properly another day, but still. For now, I'm assuming I'm right." Despite the pinch, his words were low and gentle, and his touch shifted to be just as soothing, uncaring of the people who watched them or even just shot passing glances their way. Jesse was his only priority right now, no one else mattered at all.

"Well, lucky you...Rachel should be gone for at least another few hours." He mused, pulling out his phone briefly to check the time. "And yeah, our place isn't far at all, and I mean..As a college student obviously my main concern was getting a nice, comfy bed." He tipped Jesse's head up as he spoke, to steal a quick kiss and nuzzled their noses together lightly, figuring that in that moment, how Jesse felt about PDA was less important than showing affection and that he didn't mind the stress of it all. "C'mon babe, let's get you home, I'll take care of you properly, then." He promised, giving Jesse a comforting hug, before he dropped his arms and shifted away.

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Jesse walked with the pride he was feeling so obvious in his strut. His head was high and he felt like he could take  on anything right now. There was a special sort of rush to having sex somewhere where they could potentially get caught and face consequences. And hearing Elliott say just how much more than amazing it was wasn’t helping his ego deflate very much. “Stop being so cute,” he muttered, letting go of his hand to reach up and run his hand up the back of his head and mess up his hair a little. 

But the mood could only stay light for so long. Soon enough, the rush was subsiding and he was hit with the fact of the matter. He wasn’t severely hurting anyone just yet, but he knew there was potential to and the longer he went out with both Rachel and Elliott, the more tangled his emotions would be. “I’m sorry,” he whispered as he stayed in close. “I don’t want to hurt either of you. Rachel has always been…” he started, but didn’t finish. He didn’t want to hurt him even more by explaining just how strongly he always felt for her. “You’re amazing,” he whispered. “And not just in bed. I’m happy when we’re together. And I get excited by the thought of seeing you again.” Sinking his head back on his shoulder, he sighed again and closed his eyes to block out the world around them for a little bit. “You’re stuck with me, too,” he murmured, grabbing onto his jacket a little.

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Elliott shook his head at Jesse's words, fingers rubbing soothingly over his neck as Jesse tried to explain how he felt, for Rachel and himself. He wouldn't have asked Jesse for this kind of insight, honestly, because the things that he was saying and the things that he didn't, all spoke volumes to Elliott. He didn't need to know what was going through Jesse's head to want to make things better for him, so he figured that he'd do his best to help make him feel better. It was the least he could do, knowing that he and his roommate were the cause of Jesse's stress and hesitation, unable to blame him, right now. He'd known since he'd found out that Rachel and Jesse had history, that it would be hard, even if it had only been a few hours.

"Shhh, babe. You're not hurting either of us, got it? I know what you feel for me is confusing, but that doesn't make it any more or less than the ones you have for Rachel. And I'm sure that Rachel would agree with me, too. I'm pretty sure that you'd agree that she's more than amazing enough to think that way." Elliott pressed a quick kiss to Jesse's forehead, "And I'm glad I make you happy, Jess, and that you want to spend time with me. Cause you make me happy too, and I love spending time with you, okay?" Elliott's fingers slid back up to Jesse's hair, toying with it tenderly as he nuzzled into him lightly. "If the time comes that it's no longer sexual between us, well...I'm still going to want to be around you. But until that happens? Or at least for the night... Just try to enjoy, okay? Just be with me, just for one more night. We can think about everything else, come morning."

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Jesse licked his lips as they made their way out of their forbidden sex spot, having a feeling that they might just return here and do it again if the apartment continued to go unsold. He smirked when he tasted Elliott on his lips again, finding that the taste made him want him all over again. For now, though, he could wait until later on. Right now he was more than happy just holding his hand and walking down the city streets with him as they continued to get to know each other. He could tell that he had found something special in him, and while that made things problematic for his situation with Rachel, right now he just wanted to enjoy his time with him and see where it went.

"Good. I was kind of shooting for making you feel amazing and I’m glad I hit that goal," he said as he tugged him along. The thought of being on top of Elliott like that really had him biting his lip because he had never imagined himself in such a position before. "That’s either going to hurt like hell and kill me or blow my mind with pleasure…and kill me," he said jokingly. "Oh, Elliott… you’re really going to make this love triangle thing extra difficult," he said as he stopped them and reached up to smooth out his collar. "I want you both," he muttered. "I’m a selfish bastard who wants everything and I know I can’t do that. It’s not fair to either of you. But… I don’t know," he muttered, leaning his head against his shoulder with a deep sigh.

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Elliott chuckled softly at that, letting Jesse pull him along, "Mmm, you kind of maybe completely overshot 'amazing'." He teased, raising a brow at Jesse's words and the fact he truly seemed to be enjoying the thought. He'd expected as much, of course, but the sight of Jesse biting his lip and looking so tempted, had him half tempted to drag him back to Jesse's so that he could take advantage of that, no matter how sore he currently was from earlier. It would probably be worth it, honestly, especially because he fully intended to just crash at Jesse's, and take advantage of the fact he wouldn't have to move, when they were done.

"Mmm, well," He murmured as Jesse stopped him and Elliott rest a light hand on his waist. "I'm not going to pretend it doesn't hurt... But I would take care of you. I'll make sure it blows your mind, no matter what." He promised, smiling softly at Jesse when he leaned into him. He lifted a hand as he did so, fingers stroking lightly through his hair and down his neck with a low, soothing hum. "You don't have to know now, okay? You don't even have to know soon. I don't blame you for wanting us both, and I don't think either of us could hold it against you." Elliott pressed a light kiss to Jesse's forehead, "And while I'm not sorry for making it hard? I promise that either way, until you decide well...I'll do my best to make it worth all the confusion and chaos." He leaned into Jesse a little as he spoke, while his free arm wound around the other man. "You're stuck with me, at least, for a little while longer." 

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In the darkness of the unlit room, he could see Elliott’s face as he came undone. He felt so good knowing that he was the one making him feel this way. Feeling his release on his tongue and down his throat was a different sort of feeling unlike any other he had experienced with anyone orally. And he’d be lying if he said he didn’t love it. Swallowing everything he had to give, he gave his cock one final long suck before letting go and pulling himself up so they could get ready to go.

He discarded the condom he had used and started pulling up his jeans and re-buckling his belt. “So,” he murmured as he reached out to straighten out Elliott’s jacket and do what he can to make him look like he didn’t just get totally fucked. “Come on,” he said as he pulled him into a light kiss before heading back out to the sliding glass door where they could go back onto The Highline and head out. “That was really good, by the way,” he said as they walked away from the breaking and entering zone. “Maybe by next time I’ll let you top,” he said with a light smirk.

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Elliott just let Jesse pull away as he leaned against the wall, fighting for composure and trying to sort himself out because honestly, he just didn't want to move any time soon. But he had to all the same and was well aware that, quickie aside, they really couldn't be here, it was time to move. So he tugged his jeans back up, made himself get ready and let Jesse straighten him out and make him look presentable, because honestly, Elliott didn't care much at all. If he hadn't done so, Elliott would have probably just left, looking like hed just been fucked, without a complaint.

"'Really good,' he says to the guy who's kinda shocked he can feel his legs right now." Elliott countered with a light, teasing smirk as he followed Jesse back outside. "I'd kinda go as far to say far beyond just good, babe, I mean seriously." He reached for Jesse's hand, lacing their fingers together because after that, he wanted to be close to Jesse. "Mmm, wouldn't mind topping next time, though. Or you just riding me, if you still want to physically be on top." He added, "Just, you know....Not gunna complain about sex with you." He teased with a wink.

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The thought of Elliott finishing in his mouth had fueled him to hurry up and have his own orgasm because he just wanted to get there. The fact that he was so eager to be on his knees and receive that sort of thing was a little bit of a surprise to him, but he didn’t care about it right now because his arousal took up most of his thoughts right now. Just as he was about to come, he grabbed Elliott’s face and made him turn back into a bit of a sloppy kiss. Groaning against his lips, he gave him a few quick thrusts before he was done for. “Fuck…oh babe…fuck…” he gasped in his release. 

Pulling out of him, he stumbled back a little in the haze of it all. But he knew he had to take care of Elliott before he could allow himself to really relax. So, he sank down to his knees and grabbed his hips to turn him around. He wasted no time and took his cock in his mouth again to finish this as they had started. Only this time, he had no mercy and bobbed his head with such fervor. At the same time, he stroked him where his lips couldn’t reach to really bring him over the edge. At this rate, he’d be coming soon and he’d get exactly what he wanted before. And he couldn’t fucking wait.

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Elliott gave a low, startled gasp that morphed into a groan as Jesse maneuvered his head to kiss him hard. The touch was unexpected, despite it all, but Elliott matched Jesse's kiss the best he could, keeping up with him he best that he could. "Jesse!" He hissed, eyes rolling back for a moment as he felt the other man tense behind him with release and Elliott had to do his best to fight off his own intense need to come. He was sure he could hold off for a few more moments at least, but there was no denying it was hard, either.

The sight of Jesse on his knees Elliott's breath away, though and he had to lean against the wall for support as he worked to wrap his head around how it felt now to be empty and aching when a part of him wanted so much more. But then, Jesse was taking him into his mouth, and Elliott lost himself to the warm heat of his mouth and the feeling of his hands on Elliott's skin, driving him out of his mind. His hands clutched at Jesse's shoulders for support, grip too tight, but he didn't care in the slightest as a few moments later he found himself coming hard, body shaking and trembling against the wall as Elliott came, working to keep his knees from giving out from the intensity of his pleasure.

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Jesse let out a guttural groan as he started pushing into him a little faster. Part of what excited him about Elliott was how much he could keep up with him. And for a bit, he wondered how well he’d fare in the opposite role. Could he let Elliott dominate him in the way Jesse was doing to him right now? There was a little curiosity as to how it would feel. Hearing him moan and express just how good it felt did make him a little jealous. How could he deny himself that kind of insane pleasure because he was afraid of letting a man get the upper hand? Not to mention the pain. There would be pain at first, no matter how slow they went. What if he couldn’t take it? Did he want to come off that weak in front of him? All these thoughts rushed through his mind both when they fucked and when they spoke about it. All he knew was that he wanted to try at some point and he was glad that Elliott wasn’t pushing him.

"I love fucking you," he admitted against his ear. Even if they were supposed to be two people on a regular date right now, it wouldn’t be true to them if they had denied their desires and the right opportunity to make something this hot happen. That was part of the charm. "I’m gonna come soon like this. And… I want you to come in my mouth after," he whispered. "Can you do that for me?" he asked as he tightened his hold on his hips. 

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Elliott echoed Jesse's groan as his thrusts grew harder and faster, leaving Elliott just to take everything that he gave him, which he did eagerly, loving every moment of it. He was entirely unaware of the way Jesse's thoughts were turning, or how he was contemplating things. It was when Jesse spoke again that Elliott managed to focus more on sensation, trying to cling to what Jesse was saying, as well as the fact that despite it all, he was closer to the edge than he wanted to admit, strung tight and flushed with pleasure. 

"Well...Well good then," He managed to grit out, one hand leaving the wall as he braced himself with the other, so that he could cover the hand currently on his hip, threading their fingers together and squeezing it. "And you....God, Jesse," He trailed off with a moan, biting his lower lip hard and working to keep focused on his lover instead, "You should know by now.... I can do anything for you that you want," He panted out harshly, rocking back against him slowly. "So yes, fucking hell, I can do that," He promised, "I'm....God I'm close too."

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Elliott’s whimpers were so fucking hot, making Jesse harden even more while fully inside of him. His assurance that it was alright to keep going was still taken a little cautiously by him at first. Figuring he’d work his way up there, he reached around him to wrap his hand around Elliott’s cock to give him something extra while he was fucked. It was a little difficult at first, given the position they were in and the fact that Elliott was taller than he was, but he made it work so he was pumping him at the same speed of his thrusts. 

"You like that?" he whispered before biting down on his shoulder through his clothes. He didn’t really care right now. Picking up the speed of his thrusts, he groaned as he relished in both the feel and the sound of skin meeting skin. It was so erotic and something that he would never forget no matter what. It was impossible to forget something this hot and out of the norm of regular bedroom sex.

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Elliott shuddered when Jesse's hand wrapped around his cock, eyes fluttering shut on a low, eager sound as he basked in the sensation, torn between rocking back against his thrusts or bucking forward into the strokes. He knew it was awkward for Jesse, between the angle and everything else, but all the same he was grateful for it, and the distraction from the mild discomfort of the situation as a whole, and the lack of stretch and lube. With everything combined it was easy to lose himself to the pleasure of it all, and ignore the pain.

"O-of course I do," He whispered, voice breaking on a whimper at the bite. "Haven't I...Haven't I told you that I love everything you do to me? How you make me feel and..." He trailed off with a groan as sensation overwhelmed him and words escaped him for a few long moments. He knew he'd never be able to forget how Jesse made him feel like this, nor would he want to. It was just too good. "Just...Just as much as you like fucking me."

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Jesse had always taken pride in knowing how to make a woman come undone with pure pleasure, and he was now really excited to know that he could do the same for a man. He really must be a sexual genius of sorts. And it wasn’t like his lovers were complaining. Hearing Elliott gasping and moaning was only feeding his ego and arousal for what was to come. While he was really enjoying the rim job he was giving him, he was starting to feel like his pants were getting a little too tight for his liking and he knew that he had to be inside of him soon or he’d go crazy.

He knew that no amount of preparation would make the sex hurt any less for Elliott because they weren’t taking as much time as they should’ve and there was no extra lube involved. But he made sure to at least be gentle about it at first because he didn’t get off on causing pain. “Stop me if it’s too much,” he whispered against the shell of his ear as he saw his hands ball into fists. Wanting to make him feel better, he kissed along the back of his neck. “I’ve got you, babe,” he whispered as he gave his hip a squeeze. “Push back onto me a little more now…”

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Elliott nodded at Jesse's words, but he had absolutely no intentions of stopping his lover any time soon no matter the discomfort. But the attention to his nck and the hand on his hip was good, easing his own discomfort a little, and Elliott just whimpered and moaned a little. "S'okay," He rasped, voice a little slurred from how overwhelmed that he felt, though it was still instinct to rock back obediently against Jesse, body accepting the intrusion eagerly, despite the discomfort.

After a long while, he felt himself adjusting, the discomfort and pain slowly bleeding into the pleasure of Jesse inside of him and against him. The small amounts of tenderness, the way Jesse worked to soothe him and help get him focused on anything other than the aching stretch. "Mmmm, Jesse...." He breathed, eyes falling shut as he hesitantly rocked back against Jesse, driving him a little deeper into his body. "We're...we're good. Move, babe, please..."

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"You must be so glad that I made us come in here, aren’t you?" he asked as he sat back on his heels a little. It was a little risky to be breaking and entering, but there was an excitement to it that he loved. And watching Elliott falling apart for him all by his hand and mouth was making it even more worth it. And while he had found the blowjob to be more than enough for him right now, he definitely wasn’t complaining when Elliott asked him to fuck him right then and there. If he was aware of the fact that it would be a little rougher than before and still on board, then he was really all for it. "I guess we have a deal, then," he said as he reached up and took his hand. 

Jesse always knew he was a kinky guy, but he never really realized it extended this far when he was on his knees rimming Elliott’s ass and loving ever second it. And while he was telling him not to stop, he didn’t know how much longer he could go without just dropping everything and fucking him. But he indulged him a little while longer to give him some more of that satisfaction. “Okay, are you ready for me now?” he asked as he pulled back and reached into his wallet for a condom he had on him. Pulling himself up, he started undoing his pants and dropped them quickly. All the foreplay with Elliott had made him hard and ready to go, so all he had to do was slide the condom on. When he was ready, he grabbed Elliott’s hip and lined himself up. “Ready for me?” he asked before starting to slowly penetrate him.

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"I...I'm starting to see the benefits," Elliott managed, as Jesse slowly reduced him to nothing but low gasps and moans. His knees felt weak, his body ached with need, and all Elliott knew was the need for more of his lover, preferably sooner rather than later. Rimming had always been a fast way to reduce him to a gasping, begging mess, in part because of the fact that it left him so available to his partner, but with it with Jesse, someone he knew and was starting to trust more than most others, that feeling alone was going to drive him to an early end if this continued, or so he thought, at least. 

"R-ready," He agreed, bracing himself against the wall, in part for support, and in part because he knew he wasn't all that stretched out, that it was going to ache and burn, and he'd be sore later. But none of that had him doing anything but relaxing at the hand on his hip, and nodding at the question, as Jesse pushed inside of him. "Fuck," He hissed, hands curling into fists at the stretch that left him breathless and the burn that came from the fact that really, condoms needed more lube as far as he was concerned. "Oh my God, Jesse, you-" He broke off with a soft whine, head falling forward as he tried and failed to find composure as pain and pleasure bled slowly together.

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Jesse wasn’t too sure what his tolerance was for deep throating, but he thought he was doing pretty well so far. Elliott didn’t seem to be complaining. “You don’t know what it does to me to discover I have a new talent. Especially one I can use on others like this,” he said after letting go of his cock with a loud pop. “I’m having lots of fun,” he said before going in for more. Through the whole thing, he couldn’t resist looking up at Elliott to watch him writhing in pleasure. He had the same impulse to watch whenever he went down on a woman. It was no surprise that he totally got off to watching others in ecstasy that he provided. 

He pulled back again when Elliott changed his mind about letting Jesse fuck him. And with the way he was saying please, he didn’t think he could deny him. “Just so you know, there won’t be any lube aside from what’s on the condom,” he reminded him. Wanting to make this as easy on him as possible, he gestured for him to turn around. Spreading his ass apart, he started running his tongue around the tight bud, wanting to lubricate him in any way that he can. He knew it would feel good, too, so that was also an added benefit.

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Elliott was certain that Jesse was getting off on taking Elliott apart, just as much as Elliott himself was enjoying everything that Jesse did to him. When he pulled off completely,Elliott was left there, panting hard and trembling a little at the heat that thrummed through him, the want that he felt for Jesse that was currently overruling just about everything he felt. "You can make it up to me later," He pointed out shakily, turning around and bracing himself against the wall. "I need you now, Jesse. Need you so bad."

It was instinct, to spread his legs with Jesse's urging to turn around, exposing himself to Jesse. He hadn't been sure what he'd expected, but Jesse's tongue at his entrance, teasing at the sensitive skin wasn't it, and Elliott's groan was low and shocked, body aching with pleasure at the contact. It wasn't often, that Elliott found himself willing to expose himself like this, but with Jesse's warm hands spreading him wide, and his tongue teasing over the tender skin, Elliott had no problems with just losing himself to the pleasure. "Fuck," He hissed, arching into the touch as his fingers scrambled for purchase against the wall. "Don't...Don't stop," He pleadd quietly, "Feels so...God, you feel so good Jesse."

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Jesse was kind of glad that Elliott went for grabbing his shoulders instead of his hair because he was sure that if he would have kept at tugging it, he would have walked out with obvious sex hair. And as someone who was a bit of a perfectionist with how his hair looked, he’d be really anal about it for the rest of their time out. Pulling back for some air, he smirked up at Elliott, loving how that smug coolness was replaced by utter pleasure. “This is so much fun,” he said as he gave him a few more strokes. “Having your pleasure in my hands… in my mouth,” he said before going back in for more. 

He nodded a little, giving him a muffled “Mhm,” when Elliott asked if he was pleased by being the first to have this kind of power over him. “What can I say? I’ve got talent,” he said as he pulled back and stretched his jaw a little. When he asked for more, he wasn’t sure what that entailed because he had made it clear that he didn’t want to fuck out here. “What do you want, babe?” he asked as he ran his hand up and down his thigh.

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Elliott made a low, quietly pleased sound when Jesse's fingers stroked him, hips arching into the touch now that there was no risk of choking Jesse in the process. The contrast between Jesse's hands and mouth and how he alternated them made the young man squirm as he tried to sort out sensations, at a loss for how to handle it when everything had him reeling from sensation "Y-yeah, fun," He gasped out, "That's...That's the word I'd use."

The gentle touch to his thigh had him shivering a little, and Elliott looked down to Jesse with dark eyes, making no attempt to hide just how affected he was by every little touch. "Not gunna lie," He murmured, "There's enough privacy here, that I'd let you fuck me," One hand brushed lightly over Jesse's cheek as he spoke, fingers skimming briefly over his lips. "I just....I need something inside me?" He confessed, flushing a little, "Please, Jesse. Don't worry, you can still do whatever you want to me later."

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Jesse looked up at Elliott with wicked delight when he explained that he had gotten what he wanted in turning Elliott on so easily. Now he could reward him. “Good answer,” he said as he gave him another stroke. It was so exciting to be doing this in some place they broke into. He was pretty sure nobody would catch them, but the excitement of there being a possibility added to the experience. “I’ll have you know that you are the only guy who I have ever enjoyed blowing as much as I do.” It wasn’t his first time, but it had been a brief thing with any other guy he was with because he didn’t like not being in a position of power. But as he worked over Elliott’s cock,he knew that he was still in control even if he was on his knees. 

Hearing the moans that left Elliott’s lips turned him on more than anything. They only fueled him to take more of him in his mouth and go faster. Elliott had been so good as a bottom before that he wanted to show his gratitude by doing something like this for him. “You taste so fucking good,” he whispered before licking him up from the base to tip. 

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Elliott felt himself flush a little when he was informed there'd been a right answer and that he'd given it, pleased with himself at the knowledge. That, combined with Jesse's mouth on him, and the knowledge someone could so easily come in and find him completely at Jesse's mercy had Elliott gasping and aching beneath the assault, barely able to keep himself from pulling at Jesse's hair in a plea to get more. He did manage to refrain, though, and instead his hands shifted to Jesse's shoulders, where he clutched at the fabric there instead, eyes falling shut on a desperate sound.

"Would it...uhhh, make you feel better," He panted out, legs spreading a little, both to brace himself against the wall, and in invitation for more, "If I told you that no one's...No one's made me fall apart like this. You're uhh...really, really good with you're mouth," He whimpered, arching into the touch when Jesse licked a long line up his cock. He felt dizzy with want, well aware that any boundary he'd set earlier was as good as gone, if Jesse said so. He wanted to give the other man whatever he wanted, and didn't care about silly things like getting caught, or risks. "Jesse please," He breathed, "More? I'll be good, give you whatever you want, but God, I need more."

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Jesse smirked when he heard Elliott gasp his name. That always turned him on, coming from anyone he was pleasuring. And now that they had found a place to fool around in without the risk of being watched, he was ready to really show him how much he had been craving him all day. “I know you do. I can feel it,” he whispered as he continued to rub his cock through his jeans. “I wanted to get you hard just thinking about me and I think I succeeded,” he said as he kissed down his neck and nipped at his pulse point, eager to leave a mark like had promised before.

And then he did something that he didn’t usually do for anyone. He dropped to his knees and got to undoing Elliott’s belt. Pulling the zipper down after unfastening the button, he grabbed his jeans and tugged them down along with his underwear underneath. “There we go,” he murmured when his cock sprang free. Wrapping his hand around it, he looked up at him as he gave it a few starting strokes. “Let me take care of you real good, babe,” he whispered before darting his tongue out to roll around the head. Just a taste drove him to the point where he couldn’t hold back any longer and he quickly took him in his mouth halfway as he started bobbing his head slowly to get him started.

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"Y-you think?" Elliott managed to gasp out, arching into the attention to his cock and groaning outright, when Jesse kissed and nipped at the sensitive skin of his neck. "Let me tell you," He panted out, "You more than succeeded. Wasn't even a question," Elliott continued, fingers threading briefly through Jesse's hair, to hold the other man close. He knew Jesse wouldn't be pulling away any time soon, if anything, he was certain that he would rather just give Elliott everything, to hear him scream, but still, Elliott needed him closer. He needed anything and everything Jesse would give him, there was no way to deny it.

A quiet, desperate cry escaped the young man and his hips bucked forward when Jesse wrapped a hand around him, to stroke him slowly. Elliott hadn't been with anyone aside from Jesse for quite a while, and he knew it had to be written all over his features, with how quickly he was falling apart at Jesse's touch. "I...O-okay," He whispered, fingers threading into Jesse's hair to hold him, though he made no motion to actually control what the other man was doing to him. "Considering how good you are with your mouth, I've got no doubt you-" He broke off with a whine and a low cry of pleasure, head lolling as Jesse took him into his mouth and began bobbing his head slowly, sending pleasure rolling through Elliott.