fight like a girl

Blair Finley Rutherford. Secret agent turned weapon. After a mission with her partner and lover, Jacob Wolfe, she was taken from her sniper perch before he could get to her. All Jacob found was far too much blood belonging to her and no body. | She was ruled dead, though the people who had taken her - HYDRA - revived her and put an implant in her brain. Even one misstep and she was nothing but pink rain. She remembers everything, remembers Jacob, but is expressly forbidden to find him. So, she must comply.

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"Are you hungry? I was thinking some fancy, or really what Americans call ‘fancy’ restaurant." 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"Sounds lovely t'me.  When'n where?"

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"Next time, we’ll steal the tyke away and take him to Chuck E Cheese, promise." 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"It's a date."  He said with a slight smile.  "Where're you takin' me on our firs' one though?"

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

Jacob slides up into the bed with her, careful of any wires. “I guess I didn’t know a better way. It… It kept me from following you into the dark and I know that doesn’t mean that I should praise it or anything… that’s not what I’m doing, I just.. I’m rambling because I have no defense for myself but I’m pretending I do.” 

[singingxcagedxbird]

She leaned into his chest.  "I understand why ya did it.  Yae dinna need t'explain yerself.  I want ya t'get help, love.  Can ya do tha' fer me?"

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"You did, dove, I asked you on a date. Can’t take the tyke, though. It’s Da’s rules." 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"Och, here I was hopin' tae have our date at Chuck E Cheese.  'Nother time, then."

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

He glares at the marks on his arm when she finds them. He didn’t want to have this conversation, not yet, not when he’d so soon gotten her back. “It’s… it wasn’t your fault, darling, it’s not as if you meant to disappear.” He assures her, not wanting her to blame herself for this. 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"I'm still sorry yae felt ya had tae handle things usin' those."  She said softly, stroking her hand through his hair.  "Here."  Blair scooted over in the bed so he could fit with her.

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"That kind of a response makes me nervous, dove. I believe I just asked you on a date.” 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"Aye, jus' makin' sure I heard yae righ'.  I'd love tae go on a date wit' yae."

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"You are. You’re safe and no one is going to ever hurt you again." Jacob whispers, wrapping her gently in his arms to avoid all her wires, placing kisses against her temple, her cheek, her shoulders, everywhere he can get to. "I love you too. You’re safe." 

[singingxcagedxbird]

She leaned into him, checking over his body still.  Blair didn't like what she found on his arms: track marks.  "Och...Jake..."  Blair pulled him into a hug again, pressing her face into his shoulder.  " 'M sorry I wasn'a here.  I love ya."

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"S’rude, I’m not lazy." He murmurs, turning over on the chairs he’d pressed together by her hospital bed. "Well, hi, beautiful. Did you sleep well?" He teases as if this were just another day and she hadn’t just woken up from what they were all sure was going to be a coma. He was so glad to know she remembered his name, which ruled out brain damage from the procedure. 

[singingxcagedxbird]

She did her best to yank him into a hug, nuzzling his shoulder.  "I'm really free.  An' alive.  An' yer here.  Oh, baby, I missed ya so bloody much."  Blair practically sobbed, smoothing her hands over his body to check him for wounds.  "I love ya."

[singingxcagedxbird]

[ fasciculumangustia ]

She'd known there was a chance she wouldn't survive the procedure but there was always a chance.  She'd carried live explosives around in her head for so long that it felt good when Blair woke up to only one eye.  No more orders, no more pain, no more anything.  "...Jake?"  Blair called out hoarsely.  The woman turned her head and he came into her line of sight.  A happy sob left her and she reached for his hand.  "Wake yer lazy ass up."

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

"I will." He promises even if he can’t because he doesn’t have their son and his father won’t let him see him. 

[singingxcagedxbird]

"I have tae go.  I jus' got orders.  I'll check th' dead drop at midnight tonight."  She squeezed his hand.  "I need ya tae be strong, love."

[damaiiiste]

[weloveshortvideos]

If you’ve got a boo boo, wash it, kiss it and plaster it!

[singingxcagedxbird]

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She was still adjusting to life as a free woman.  While she wore the small eyepatch under her glasses, she found wearing them made her feel comfortable so they were more or less her constant companion when she walked around outside.  She had Junior in a stroller and was trying to go for a simple walk but nearly bowled this poor man over.  "--Oh, 'msorry, sir.  I've horrid depth perception, still gettin' used tae dealin' with it."

[singingxcagedxbird]

"Yer 'ware'a whatcher askin' me tae do, righ'?"

[new-safe-space]

[fasciculumangustia-deactivated2]

He doesn’t say anything in response to her question at first which might be answer enough but he doesn’t want to frighten her into thinking he’s dead or something. “He.. He’s good.” He stammers.

[singingxcagedxbird]

"That's good.  Please...please tell him I love him?"  There was more to the story, she knew, but they had no time.

[singingxcagedxbird]