Awakening
A new thing has been happening to me lately. It feels like the Lord has woken me up. A couple weeks ago, I visited a new church that meets on Saturdays (not for theological reasons). There, there were several words spoken over my life…they were prophetic. Since then, everything has come true. Every word. God has brought new people to my life, the peace of God rests within me wherever I go. It feels like scales have fallen from my eyes and I feel comfortable in my skin.
My anxiety is disappearing. My road rage!! It is going away. My anger. I no longer struggle with certain sins I used to. It is like the Lord is wiping me clean.
Today, some high schoolers said very rude things to me and egged my car. The egg got all over my car, on the inside and outside. And all I could think was…I wonder what would cause them to do such a thing. I prayed for them, sincerely hoping whatever goes on in their lives would heal.
A change has happened inside my heart. I have been in the church for many years. I have had spiritual experiences. I have felt the Lord. I have studied the Word. I was faithful for many years. But now…He is changing me on the inside. I struggled with really dark thoughts for a very long time last year. On New Year’s Day, I gave my heart to God, and I have changed. And two weeks ago, He moved again and my life has changed even more.
I don’t know how else to describe this, but my life has changed, and it is because of Jesus Christ. I am going to get baptized again on Sunday. It is a rededication. I don’t take baptism lightly. This is a very big deal for me.
I just thought I’d share my testimony on Tumblr. Those who know me have known that I have been a follower of the Lord for many years, but a new fire has been lit. I am pressing in.
May the fire never die.











