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OOC • Just ducking in real quick to say that, in an effort to get to actually write Strat more frequently, I'm temporarily moving him over to my currently-being-revamped multimuse @lovehurried! I’ll continue stuff from here over there once I’ve got my pages etc redone :)

#ooc.

wnq-writers

There are stories only you have to tell, because there is no one who looks at the world in the way you do. There is no one else who listens to the whispers tucked in a soft breeze or understands the wilting petals whimpering. There is no one who feels the earth in the way you do. You are the one.

Ekta Somera

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#ABOUT • i just don’t want to be invisible.#THOUGHTS • i don’t remember if it was a telecaster or a stratocaster.#OOC + queue.#if this isn't this cryptic bitch i don't know what is

• JEREMY •

“That’s so much easier said than done,” Jeremy complains. It’s so close to whining, though, his childish nature shining through wonderfully. “I really don’t feel like going through all these self - help books to try to start learning dream symbolism.

“As for the radio,” wonderful segue, Jeremy. “I wonder if that’s influencing my dreams? Weird stuff on the radio, weird stuff in my head, that makes sense, right?” A beat, and a thought. “Huh. I think my friend may have lifted it one day, and it’s just made its home on my kitchen counter from now on, actually.”

His grin widens into genuine laughter, at that. “What makes you think I go through self-help books to try and figure it out? Didn’t realise I gave off the impression that I put that much effort into things. I just make shit up as I go along.”

“I mean, you could be onto something there, right? People talk about like, falling asleep in front of the TV and dreaming about the show that’s on because they can still hear stuff. So maybe the radio your friend lifted is doing the same thing. What kind of things are you dreaming about?”

#+ countcapello.#* verse 000. ( undetermined )#+ interaction.#+ jeremy capello 001. ( countcapello )#OOC + queue.#strat saying ' i just make shit up as i go along '#is the most honest he's ever been

absinthundblut

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#LIKES • a silver black phantom bike.#OOC + queue.

LYRIC STARTER CALL • @smilesreturn • Luke Crain Hammer to Fall ( Queen, The Works ( 1984 ) )

He huffs, mouth twisting into something close to a grimace. “What the hell we fighting for?”

#smilesreturn #+ smilesreturn.#+ interaction.#* verse 000. ( undetermined )#+ luke crain 001. ( smilesreturn )#:)#cut to me being nice and NOT throwing demon!strat at luke

forcryingoutbat

Even when Andrew is on the radio, he can’t stop the dramatic movements during For Crying Out Loud

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#FACE • blue eyed ; blond haired ; black hearted.#FACECLAIM • andrew polec.#BAT OUT OF HELL • tba.#DOMINION THEATRE • april 2018 to january 2019.#PRESS & PROMOTION • tba.#ACT TWO • but i won’t do that.#FOR CRYING OUT LOUD • you belong inside my aching heart.#OOC + queue.#and that's on muscle memory

OOC • Hello loves! This is the first post in a queue, as I’ve got one running to keep this blog ticking over. December is looking like a busy month for me (not only because I’m supposed to be having surgery on the 4th), so the same is also true of my other blogs: @lovehurried, @ritahanson, and @iamyourhost

I’m probably not gonna be able to check IMs all too regularly, so if you want to chat / plot / write with me the best place to find me is D.iscord! I’m illegal potato vodka princess#6207 there, just let me know your URL here if you add me.

I hope you’re all doing okay, and that December treats you well! ♥

#OOC + blog admin.#OOC + psa.#OOC + queue.

forcryingoutbat

Eventually, I’ll get round to properly GIFfing this video, but for now, here’s these two I forgot I made

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#FACE • blue eyed ; blond haired ; black hearted.#FACECLAIM • andrew polec.#OOC + queue.#idiot

teenagecrush

We are just friends that speak like lovers and that seems to be enough for two teenagers who are scared to love one another.

(via teenagecrush)

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING : thoughts.#& zephyrine ‘ zahara ’ akenzua. ( fevergrow )#:)

LYRIC STARTER CALL • @turnabouterror Original Sin ( Meat Loaf, Welcome to the Neighbourhood ( 1995 ) )

"You know that it’ll never be enough.”

#turnabouterror #+ turnabouterror.#+ interaction.#* verse 000. ( undetermined )#+ phoenix wright 001. ( turnabouterror )#we love nick here

forcryingoutbat

For Crying Out Loud from Bat Out Of Hell in New York

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING : face.#BAT OUT OF HELL • tba.#BAT OUT OF HELL : new york city centre. ( august 2019 to september 2019 )#BAT OUT OF HELL : video.#BAT OUT OF HELL : boot.#BAT OUT OF HELL • act two.#ACT TWO : for crying out loud.#& raven falco. ( altarshine )

LYRIC STARTER CALL • @smilesreturn • Rhys Strongfork The Sharpest Lives ( My Chemical Romance, The Black Parade ( 2007 ) )

“Leave this alone.” For once, perhaps surprisingly, he’s actually trying to help. “Trust me, it’s better for you if you just pretend you don’t know anything.”

#smilesreturn #+ smilesreturn.#+ interaction.#* verse 001. a sinner before the gates of heaven. ( canon )#* arc. those stars are on fire. ( lost )#+ rhys strongfork 004. ( smilesreturn )#i've genuinely missed these two SO MUCH

vivienvalentino

Linda Cardellini and Jason Segel in Freaks and Geeks (1999)

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING : desires.#& raven falco. ( altarshine )

LYRIC STARTER CALL • @altarshine Leaving LA ( Tim Minchin, Apart Together ( 2020 ) )

There’s an energy to him sometimes which feels like a spring that has been wound to tightly, that’s different from his usual boundless energy in a way only those who know him best can truly identify. He leans against the window, the smog-covered world beyond it met with a pensive, dissatisfied expression.

“There’s too much light for stars, anyway.”

#altarshine #+ altarshine.#+ interaction.#* verse 000. ( undetermined )#+ raven falco 005. ( altarshine )#i have no direction for this #other than the fact this one line has made me think of strat for over a year now #& who can he be existential around if not miss raven ?

chaoticbabyg

The best reaction to when someone is crying.

#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING • a desperate all american boy.#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING : about.#JAMES ‘ STRAT ’ BANNING : thoughts.#there's too many people to tag here this is strat with like #everyone #& the lost.#& raven falco. ( altarshine )#& thomas ‘ tink ’ caldwell. ( fevergrow )#& zephyrine ‘ zahara ’ akenzua. ( fevergrow )#& joanie ‘ valkyrie ’ clark. ( justahighway )#& dylan ‘ liebeswooosh ’ peralta. ( wholeworldturning )

tiffsmemes

book meme / he forgot to say goodbye, benjamin alire sáenz

do you promise?

i’ve been thinking.

just come by.

go home and rest.

make a list.

i could’ve made up a lie.

you’re up early.

and you just can’t bring yourself to say i’m sorry.

what are you thinking about?

you feel warm.

you can cry.

i won’t cry. i’m done with that.

it just hurts to see you that way.

i miss you.

feeling better?

knock it off.

in other words, fuck everybody else.

here. eat this.

crying does that.

why does it hurt so bad?

well, there’s a lot to be sad about.

i said you hurt me.

you know, that feeling, the one where you think an angry animal crawled inside your body during the night and got lost in there and then got really scared and mad and was trying to scratch its way out.

i’m not that special.

you know, take care of myself.

and i wasn’t patient enough.

why do you need to protect me?

i know you and i didn’t always, you know, get along.

you’re all i have.

i think i’m catching something.

you know, i don’t think i’m a very happy person.

does anyone have a normal family?

i think i’m okay. maybe.

i’d always been kind of a fuckup.

did you have a good day?