[sioneferjane]

When they released Multo last year, I was so broken that it became my number one song in all music platform,

When Multo Stripped Down Version was released this year, I am this broken again.

What the heal.

[sioneferjane]

It's Multo season again.

[sioneferjane]

[sioneferjane]

It’s been a while

Maybe you are wondering why I am back.

Yes, you saw it right. I have updated my Tumblr account. I don’t know how long I’ve been MIA, but last night, I suddenly had the urged to update this account which took me up until 5AM.

To be honest, I felt lost these past few weeks. I don’t know. Maybe about the workload? The environment? This discord “friend”? Or the random events. But really, I feel like I am no longer myself.

Parang hindi na ako, Ako.

Then I thought of one thing that will make me be myself again is going back to who am I— the frustrated wanna be blogger who don’t know how to blog properly and just want to rant on her so-called blog account. Yeah. Maybe that’s why I’m back.

I remember last year. I was busy planning on how I am gonna fulfill my travel blogs, but life happens. Here I am, typing on my laptop, sitting in my work from home-office chair, and ranting about life. It really sucks to be in this shoe. I am not asking for a prince charming who’s going to save me from this chaos. I am more than a Disney princess. I am a queen, and I know I can do this BUT DAMN. Haha.

Anyway, life update:

l am in a new company (which has been shared in my Wordpress account only, sorry for that) and I’ve been here for more than a year already.

I already have braces and it fucking hurts.

I also started playing Valorant, a computer game, but I still play mobile legends from time to time. I am a game player and sports guild member handling Mobile Legends and Valorant in our company. I am this active kaya ganito nalang din ang stress ko. I have also found new friends in Discord because of playing Valorant. Unfortunately, they are no longer active as of writing. I miss playing with them, though.

I am starting to go crazy. With lots of things happening right now, I am proud that I am still functioning. I just want this chaos to end and be back to normal, hopefully this year. May God bless me.

I think that’s all for now. Hoping to give you guys a travel blog this year but let’s see.

[leahgardner-art]

matcha latte with soy milk 🍵

[woundsoflove]

“I have found the paradox. That if you love until it hurts, there can be no more hurt, only more love” -Mother Teresa

[unusual-suspects]

[qvotext]

Sometimes people don’t understand the promises they’re making when they make them.

John Green

[perfectquote]

“She was the kind of person who took care of things by herself. She’d never ask anybody for advice or help. It wasn’t a matter of pride, I think. She just did what seemed natural to her.”

— Haruki Murakami

[classycookiexo]

[sioneferjane]

Hello

It's a rainy morning everyone. And today, Bruno Mars is right— I don't feel like doing anything and I just wanna lay in my bed.

It's been a while since I posted an entry here. I already forgot how to blog and I forgot that this account existed as my rant blog. So why I am here? Of course, to rant! Another day, another rant. Haha. I don't know if you feel it too but I am at the point of my life where I am so demotivated. I don't know if it's because of the transition, the workload, the promotions or just me being unmotivated. I don't know.

This is my (safe) haven and people are allowed to be sad sometimes, right? Oh well, I know this phase won't last. Sooner or later I will feel motivated again. Especially once the fiscal year ended and Ber-months come. Oh my! I'm so excited haha.

[1cupids]

[mitten]

[perfectquote]

“The universe created you for a reason, now go out there and find out what it is.”

— Nikita Gill

[sioneferjane]

[andrewbreitel]

[thefilmhoardersdiary]