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DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD?

BUCKY BARNES X OC

Part/chapter 3

TW:There will be mentions of outaded mental illness terms, mental illness, weapons and violence, and kissing. THE NEXT CHAPTER WILL HAVE SEX!!! Also probably Mischaracterization.

Disclaimer: I am a first time writer so please be patient with me, I plan on doing this in parts or chapters. Also I have nothing to do with Marvel or Disney so don't sue me.

A few months in now, maybe three or four? She was standing over the stove, cooking. Smiling as she stired whatever was in her pan/pot. Bucky was sitting at the kitchen island smiling and talking to her, "so, highschool?" She laughed and raised an eyebrow, her back still facing him. "Whadya mean 'highschool'?" "Well I wanna know what it was like for you, what you were like." She nodded and sucked a cheek, "I actually barely went to highschool." He tilted his head, keeping his smile "did you go homeschool or drop out? I won't judge, where I'm from most boys dropped out at thirteen." She laughed and shook her head, "No I didn't drop out dummy, I....I took my classes in a hospital. A...behavioral hospital I guess you could call it." He got up to help her plate what she was cooking, "oh, gotcha...mind if I ask what for?" She shrugged "Something was wired wrong up in my head, but that whole deal was actually the main reason me and my parents didn't talk." He nodded as he walked to set the plates on the island, "so...what was it-" she cut him off. Really quickly. "Did I ever tell you I have a record player?" He raised an eyebrow, "no you didn't but thats nice." She nodded and took her apron off before wiping her hands off on a dish towel and setting it on the counter. She started walking with a quick pace down her hall, "I'll go get it!" He just nodded, thinking how weird it was. Not the record player, he liked record players. But everything else. She came back rolling this record player to the wall with a few records on its side. He walked over and checked them out, "oh you've got some good taste, Frank Sinatra, Bing Cosby, Ariana Grande." She laughed as he looked through them, "yeah I've had most of them for years, the Ariana Grande one I got from the grocery store." He chuckled, "Can I play one?" She smiled and stood straight, "knock yourself out." She plugged it into the wall while he pulled out a frank sinatra record. When he put it on she walked back to the island to eat her dinner.

(I had to cut this chapter in half or tumblr wouldnt have uploaded it)

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Tumblr keeps messing up my posts💔💔💔

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DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD?

Bucky Barnes x OC

PART/CHAPTER 2

Disclaimer: I am a first time writer so please be patient with me, I plan on doing this in parts or chapters. Also I have nothing to do with Marvel or Disney so don't sue me.

TW:There may be slight mentions of mental illness, weapons and violence, kissing, and in later chapters NSFW content. Also probably Mischaracterization.

A nice Italian place, a candle, some wine, and a first date. They were laughing over somethinf stupid before Bucky cleared his throat, "So um, I never asked how old you were." Leanne wiped her mouth with a napkin before putting it down, "right, sorry, gosh um I am thirty-two." His eyes widend for a second "damn you look pretty young for your age, are you into all the skincare stuff and allat?" She giggled a bit and gave a downward smile as she shrugged "eh sorta, I like makeup and all that but sometimes I'd rather just use some baby wipes to get it off. It's terrible for my skin, I know. I'm defientley one of those people who sees a ton of skin care stuff online and buys it then never uses it because I'm lazy" she laughed softly and so did he, "I'm actually pretty bad with the internet, technologies not really my schtick." She nodded "Yeah I can tell from how you text!" They both laughed. He felt good, he'd been anxious at first but thank God he'd went up to her in the shop. This was nice. This dinner, this date, this girl. He smiled and leaned forward on the table "so, you're name. Usually whenever I hear 'Leanne' it's the middle name of someones grandma." He teased, "Usually whenever I hear the name 'Bucky' it's an overweight, gas station, beaver. But here you are" she shot back and intertwined her fingers. He put his hands up and pulled back from the table "alright alright you got me there." She looked at her plate before talking "but uh really my name is from my grandma." He burst into laughter and rubbed his face as she giggled before he sighed. He looked over the table for a second before realizing, she'd had a few drinks. Almost as many as him and...she was fine. She caught his eye and spoke "I've got a pretty high tolerance, my 20s were a crazy time." He nodded and shook it off before smiling again. He felt like that had made it awkward so he asked a random question off the top of his head, "so um are you a family lady?" She met his eyes and rubbed her neck "um yeah sorta, I mean I like kids and all I just don't want them and I...I was never too good with my parents." He nodded, "ah, I'm sorry. They must be some jerks." She chewerd her lip before talking, "dead actually." His jaw almost dropped, he felt like total crap. He rubbed his face "oh shit I'm, I'm so sorry Lea I didn't mean to-" "No no, don't worry at all. I actually hadnt talked to them since I was 14 so its not a really hurtful thing." He chewed his lip, shit he'd made things awkward. He just nodded and cleared his throat untill she talked again "Sorry...I'm...I'm just a very open person." He shook his head, "it's fine I swear I just felt like I was..yknow messing this up, I haven't been on a date in a long time." She picked at her fingers "me neither....lets just...talk about something else, whats your favorite show?" They had a great night and he walked her home, smiling while he stood in her doorway and she held his flesh hand. "I had a great time tonight." "Me too...I wanna do this again." She nodded before leaning in a bit and when he didn't pull back she wrapped her hand around the back of his head and pulled him in fore a quick kiss. He kissed back and she pulled away looking down and giggling slightly, blushing a lot. "Text me um...Text me when you get home." He nodded, he couldn't hold in his smile as he stepped back from the doorway "Night Lea." "Night Bucky."

A few weeks later, they'd had some nice dates. A few good calls. Things were going well. She was currently in the shop writing off inventory until Bucky tossed someone through the window, she screamed before he yelled, "DUCK!" She immediately dropped to the ground right before sams shield came flying in and hit the plant shelf behind her. It came falling down and Bucky almost jumped to stop it from falling on her but she grabbed the side to hold it up. He stared for a second in shock, it looked heavy and it was almost as if she read his mind. "It's lighter than it looks I swear!" He nodded before tying whoever he had thrown insides hands behind their back. "I'll pay for the window." Later that night she was cleaning up the shop when he walked in and cleared his throat, walking behind the desk, "need help?" She carried a large pot to the back "I got it." She shrugged as she walked back. He nodded and put his hand on the plant shelf, giving it a tug. The damn thing was heavy as hell and earlier it had plants on it...he stared at it until she came out, "my place?" He cleared his throat and nodded, "um yeah yeah." As they walked out he looked back at that shelf.

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I deadass just wrote all of part two and then saved it as a draft and Tumblr deleted it.

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DON'T YOU KNOW THAT YOU'RE BETTER OFF DEAD?

Bucky Barnes x OC (or reader if you replace the name)

Disclaimer: I am a first time writer so please be patient with me, I plan on doing this in parts or chapters. Also I have nothing to do with Marvel or Disney so don't sue me.

TW:There may be slight mentions of mental illness, weapons and violence, kissing, and in later chapters NSFW content. Also probably Mischaracterization.

He was just walking into a floral shop with sam, not anything that special. Sam's sister needed flowers, a friend's baby shower or something? Sam talked to the girl at the counter, she was really smiley. Pretty. Long brown hair and blue eyes. Whenever Sam walked back to Bucky he groaned and spoke in a hushed voice, probably so the employees wouldn't get pissed off at the comment, "Said it's gonna take at least thirty minutes, man I don't know what damn flower arrangement takes thiry minutes." Bucky nodded a bit, not turning to look at sam, "thought they were pre-ordered." "They were!" Sam realized how loud he had been and looked around before whispering "they were...but aparently They ain't even started the damn thing and- are you listening? You look stupid." Bucky nodded and turned back to him "yeah I'm listening, obviously." Sam just nodded "mhm...think floral ladies pretty dontcha?" Bucky nodded "Am I wrong?" "No you ain't, but hey its about time. I was starting to think you'd been leaning towards me a bit too much" Bucky raised an eyebrow at him before Sam raised one back, "Go say hi." Bucky turned completely to him and whisper yelled, "Are you crazy? I'm not gonna hit on a girl while she's working." Sam crossed him arms, "I never said 'hit on her' I said 'go say hi'....and then hit on her." "Sam." "WHAT?! Man I'm just saying a guy like you probably needs a lady friend to look after him." Bucky shook his head, "Steve I haven't ask a girl out in over 70 years." Sam rubbed his forhead before straightening up "twenty dollars." Bucky nodded and took a second to think "Twenty dollars and we get lunch." Sam smiled "I thought I was Cinderella, alright deal." Before shaking his metal arm and patting his back. Bucky walked to the counter where the girl was writing something down until he walked up and she looked up with a smile "oh hi can I help you?" He nodded, "uh yeah I was just . . . I'm here with a friend and was wondering if you maybe, wanted to go out some time?" She laughed and straightened up, "Excuse me?" He held his face in his flesh hand before gesturing with it, "sorry that was a really bad start, I'm James." He held his hand out and she took it, tilting her head just barely with a smile "Leanne." He tilted his head as well forgetting he was gripping her hand "Leanne, nice name never heard it before." She nodded as she spoke "Thanks, wish I could say the same to you, James." She chuckled a bit before clearing her throat, "You're um...still shaking my hand." He pulled back immediately "Sorry sorry, Bucky um." She held in another laugh "Bucky...?" "Shit, sorry, I meant everyone calls me Bucky." She nodded "We'll it's nice to meat you Bucky." He nodded and looked around "Nice uh shop, you just open?" She shrugged "yeah just a month ago." He kept nodding and cleared his throat "So um about the dinner thing I was just-" She wrote something and handed it to him "I'd love to James but everyone calls you Bucky." He slowly reached out and took it before nodding "right um...thank you- I mean cool...nice...I'll go stand back over there with my friend thats here." She nodded and giggled before waving and leaning back onto the counter. Then heading into the back to check on the arangement for Sarah.

I'LL BE WRITING MORE SOON, AND TRUST BY CHAPTER 3 OR 4 I'LL HAVE A BIG PLOT TWIST!!!!

Thank you soo much if you've read this far I appreciate it, this is my first ever fanfic so much love!😚

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I AM GOING TO WRITE A BUCKY BARNES FANFIC