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Sir’s Carrd
If you want to know what my main is about, the carrd I use for that is here. This place is a more chill version of my main.
My Picrew came from here.
Hello all
Lots of love to everyone has supported me, my fics, and my silly posts over at @sirdiabolical
I'm going to be leaving this blog behind. Life is too time consuming. Without getting into it, I'm very ill and it's not going to go away.
It's been fun, but every time I look at my works and my blog I feel guilty for starting something I couldn't finish. When I started this hobby, I didn't even have a diagnosis. I had some occasional symptoms. Four surgeries later, this is no longer the case. I may post again in the future, the occasional update. But I'll make no promises, I don't want to let anyone down.
I wish you all the best and all the love. Don't worry about me, I'm doing this so that I'll be okay in the future. Trust in my disappearing that I'm doing what's best for me, and I'll be a lot better in the long run.
I won't be responding to any replies or to any DMs. Please don't reblog this post.
Live your best life.
Vintage Jayce and Viktor, in their early days
"I guess I never really faced my fears before"
mutually assured destruction
Arcane fic prompt:
Season 2 Act 2 spoilers
While searching through Vander's memories, Viktor accidentally pushes too far and overbalances, falling, falling in a dizzying kaleidoscope of memories not his own until he abruptly lands in a heap.
When the world make sense again, three dizzyingly familiar faces look at him from the bar of The Last Drop.
Okay, if I write this, *if* (pointedly does not look at my ongoing fics), it's going to be Vander/Viktor. It has to be.
I will take this rare pair fic count to four.
ARCANE 1.03 || 2.06
Pretty please tag me in that edit if you do make it! <3
I will!! I post them on tiktok but i can post them here too for you and tag you there <3
Thank you!!
My vibe predictions for Viktor in Act 3: Hard by Poppy
This blog randomly returning as an arcane blog is not so unpredictable if you are a mind reader who can read my mind.
This blog randomly returning as an arcane blog is not so unpredictable if you are a mind reader who can read my mind.
Analysis: Arcane S2 Act 2 - What are the "flickers" hitting Jayce?
One of the few things I haven't seen analyzed based on Arcane 2.05-2.06 is what exactly is going on with the flickers, twitches, and overlaid versions of Jayce Talis we see?
Obviously, all analysis runs the risk of being laughably debunked on Nov. 23 but at the risk of making a fool of myself with the analysis and the potato quality of the screenshots I'm using, let me offer a theory.
So, remember at the end of Arcane Act 1 in 2.03 when the Wild Rune got all trippy and Jayce got "multiplied"?
Well now let's take a look at the "twitches" when Jayce keeps getting these little interruptions after he comes back in 2.05.
There's a slight shadowy overlay of himself that's merging with his image.
And when he first arrived back, three images of him merged into one, I just don't have as good a screenshot of it.
Anyway, so, what I think is happening is that every time Jayce is hit by one of these "twitches", it's one more split off dimensional version of himself returning to his body.
In theory, if his time in the Wild Rune involved time or dimension hopping, each of these split off versions of him is living in a different variation of what could happen in a different dimension or was experiencing a different time loop.
If that's the case, the reason Jayce "stutters" every time one returns is he's being hit with all the knowledge each variation has. That could include other attempts to fight Viktor, more knowledge about the void creatures, or even variations where Jayce died merging with his conscious, depending on different multiverse/time travel tropes, this is very much a few leaps of speculation as to what it does to him.
But it's clearly unbalancing and his demeanor actually changes a little each time one hits him. If anything, he seems to have a brief moment of horrible disorientation when they merge (or re-merge) with him, followed by his overall demeanor actually getting a bit steadier and more determined after he's regained his equilibrium.
Now throw in the freakout he has right before shooting Viktor. It does indeed look like Jayce is having a meltdown, or that part of him is resisting killing Viktor, all overlaid with him right before he shoots.
But I'd offer a third option: these are glimpses, shadows, of other variations of this event where Jayce did resist killing Viktor, or was angry when he confronted him, or had other, overpowering emotions unlike the relatively determined but emotionless version we see here.
The overlays are all the different emotions Jayce has experienced while reliving this moment over and over again in different dimensions or time loops. They're all flickering back into his body, one by one, leaving us with the Jayce we see who is exhausted and traumatized but otherwise seems determined and steady and does not hesitate before shooting Viktor.
I would argue, this because we are seeing glimpses of Jayce's past emotional attempts to attack Viktor, or not to, times where he was talked out of it, times where he was angry, times where he was emotional, all led to failed attempts that doomed the world. Maybe he has failed so many times because he was reluctant, or Viktor talked him out of it, or he was angry.
But this time, he just does the job. But we have a whole history of the times he didn't literally merging and overlaying with his body while we watch.
Anyway, I know I've made about 10 different leaps of speculation here, we really don't fully know what's going on yet but...
TL;DR, I think the visual stutters are other lives Jayce has lived returning to him, one by one, which at first disorients him but then gives him more information about different variations he's lived every time.
The Birth and Death of a Dream: Viktor and Jayce parallel
Spoiler Arcane season 2 arc 2 below the cut.
The only scenes we got wherein Viktor actually expressed any emotions were the scenes in the cosmos. On the ground, within his Herald Era, he always has the same expression: calm, tired eyes, eyebrows slightly furrowed, mouth thinned.
Meanwhile, in the cosmos, we see him actually reacting to the things he comes into contact with: Vanders soul, Jayce's actions, etc. Look at him: his wide-eyed wonder, his almost childlike, innocent curiosity, his search for answers.
THAT is Viktor. This is him as we knew him in s1 act I, where he and Jayce figured out hextech. Where they levitated. Where they explored and discovered. And his eyes! Theyre gold! Those are Viktors eyes!
Maybe, without his deteriorating physical body to hold him back, Viktor can finally focus on that which he always loves: science.
"Scientists seek discoveries", and he still does!
Yes, his mind-body-soul-heart connection was, well lets say muddled at best (which does bring up my fav philosophical question of "where does the [sense of] self end?", but that aside), but he was still There, at least in some form.
jinx: *makes an ableist joke towards viktor*
viktor: *immediately deadnames her*
they deserved more time together lmfao