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AHH I’m so SORRY it’s been forever! I’m ok! There’s a lot that’s happened in the past couple months. I’ve been working like nobody’s business, I had a bday (like 2 days ago) saw nct dream, twice, and pixy! Got really into hockey. Got really into batman/DC comics (don’t ask) (not movies or live action shows) it’s a Lot. It’s been mostly work tho.
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Ah I just saw your rb, yeah aight: gimme that spectrum bb, with as many idols added in as you can think of that fit the prompt
ok. so I know I said send that ask in. however. Now I got thinking and I believe that the reason my brain pivoted and didn't fulfill the og prompt might've been bc I couldn't see them settling down while at the height of their career. Especially the more fuck boy ones. Overall, keeping a relationship while one party is on tour is so difficult. Kpop tours are a lot shorter than western tours. I know from personal experience that it requires a lot to make a relationship like that work. and don't get me wrong. It can work, it's just so difficult, especially the more successful and busy you are. Not an ideal situation for a relationship. Not in that specific genre/industry anyway.
I did mention that, for a few of them, they may have regular people, like a pool of people, in different cities that they go and hang out with and fuck. The ones I see that could probably Have a relationship would be tyong and joong. Like I said, they are the type to have muses. They're lowkey sensitive, tyong needs someone to distract him, to make sure he's doing ok emotionally and spiritually. Someone he can trust, who cares for him. His relationship would be gentle. Childhood friends vibes, so in tune with the other person. his s/o would indulge in his whims and inspire him. Joong needs a business partner. He wants someone who knows just as much about music as him. he wants opinions and someone he can workshop things with. Someone who is incredibly passionate in what they do. Someone strong willed who can get joong out of his head, or take care of him when he goes too hard onstage, or doesn't sleep when he's working, or forgets to eat. Someone who has his back like he has theirs. Incredibly loyal and steady.
Now, those two can do the full blown Committed relationships but I can see Ten or Jjong being in a casual committed relationship. Not as emotionally connected and with out the feeling that this will end in marriage. Something that's fun and hot. Probably exclusive and most active in-between tours/promotions (which is a lot more time in this universe bc like, western music industry) I'd put beomgyu and yeonjun in here too but like. they babies still idk.
JB and Changkyun have an open relationship w their so if they have one. jjong and ten could also have this. solid relationship, not exclusive. most active in offseason. It is emotional but a huge component is still sexual.
Yuta in 5sos was a thought not so much for the music which is Very Pop but more for the culture with the groupie but not so much hardcore shit. But nah, you right you right. I recognise like 75% the groups you mention and am familiar with 50% but agree with all.
Would love to see Hongjoong and yoongi call some bitches out. They would actually be very fun to get drunk/high with and get them ranting and heated about the industry and politics and the world. I just- ugh. Hot boys getting angry and passionate makes them so much hotter. Got any clips or links on hand for us to revel in outspoken and honest idols with company freedom? If nah, all g, enjoy your buzz without doing research.
Hello, yes. I am now here and sober and have done the things I needed to do today so now i can be here and do this.
The interesting thing about both ateez and bts is that their whole concepts started with a "we represent the youth, we want to rebel against outdated rules and restrictions and live our own lives. we want freedom." bts, obviously, kinda abandoned that concept down the road. ateez, however, is still going strong. Even if the songs themselves don't have anything to do with that message, the meta narrative continues the storyline in that direction. I mean so much of the recent ateez content is underground resistance themed. Hongjoong also has an insane amount of creative control when it comes to concepts and the storyline, a lot of it is his vision. We mentioned the rhythm ta performance from kingdom, the man really said we out here spreading the gospel of resistance. The visuals of the guerrilla video really drive that home. The amount of historical and cultural references are amazing. [x] (joong said workers revolution) Also the bands joong listens too... it’s all there baby. And speaking of bands they listen to/ musical origins. Yoongi is from a very hip hop background which is incredibly similar. (One of my fav groups is Run the Jewels and there’s this great interview they did about the similarities in culture and meaning in both rock and rap [x]) Let’s also not forget lil miss part-timer min yoongi, my working class king. A lot of it is reading between the lines. There’s only so much an idol can outright say. In terms of onhand things i really only have yoongi dunking on exams lmao. I’d have to Search to find the other shit, and for that i am sorry. I’m sure there are also a bunch of lyrics in verses that carry similar sentiments.
Either way, you’re so fucking correct, they are both so hot and I respect them both so much, I wanna be able to go off about industry and music and art and so so so much. I wanna talk about symbolism and artistic interpretation and ways to evoke emotions in different art forms and mediums. Joong wanted to go into film at one point in his life which like, same, and yoongi just knows so much about everything I wanna talk to him about history and humanity and idfk light fixtures.
Thank you for responding to my ask with such depth. Cannot believe I didn’t consider changkyun and taemin. Ludacris oversight.
Would love to hear about what genre you see idols slotting themselves into with producing.
Idk if you like much non-kpop music but even trying to think of western bands/groups idols would fit into is kinda fun. Like yuta in 5sos, dawn in 1975 (still workshopping that), soyeon in paramore… I know that is an entirely different tangent to the original ask and what you said your tangent was.
First off, I LOVE music outside of kpop. I’ve grown up surrounded by mostly alt music (punk, rock, indie) (and also a lot classical) but branched into emo and then some pop, rap, and just all music like i just Love music so much.
Ok so also, to preface this, I just came back from a hockey game where I had one more drink than i normally have (they also were overpouring... like a Lot these things were essentially doubles lmao) so im a lil tipsy so whoops.
(as i’m writing this i am having more drinks this is fun)
Also bc I’m drunk (I’m writing this while halfway thru answering sorry) I’m gonna continue my og train of thought. Apologies. I will reblog this when I’m sober perhaps and actually do the secondary tangent. Also This isn’t necessarily what the idols would choose, but its what i see them doing if they were in that like alt universe discussed before. Where they are all rock/rock adjacent artists. Also might not include all of them. Literally if you want anything specific. Ask. I will answer. I love being asked shit like this.
What originally had started this was me thinking about yuta and taem and how yuta especially gave me hyde vibes. Which like duh, that’s his fuckin dad right there. They literally did a drunk insta live together and it gave me my whole life. Hyde was Super androgynous in the 80s and 90s which is huge taem vibes, also the cross mic stand and some christian imagery idk. it gives. plus hyde has a very distinct voice which both taem and yuta have. Yuta has such a japanese voice. idk how else to put it. its just So japanese rock. Yuta is a man built for that shit. lowkey im sorry but 5sos is pussy shit compared to what i see for my boy yuta. (who has such impeccable music taste like. yuta, hmu i know some jp, all my host sisters are from osaka, i love one ok rock. i like that you’re a perv) Also throwing in some X Japan style for taem just bc he would go to that extreme. If he did rock of course. idk the man is an enigma.
JK, im so sorry baby girl you give me mgk vibes every now and then. If not solo shit he would be in a band like as a drummer or bassist with amazing back up vocals/secondary lead. Kinda like how pete wentz operated but like. More. Jk would be a sleeper hit. I don’t think he’d be lead singer if in a band. But he’d do some fuckboy shit if he were solo. Probably do really intricate shit tho if he played an instrument. The boy likes muse, go watch him do that baseline and tell me otherwise. I DARE YOU.
ok the next person i can immediately peg (ha) is jjong. that man gives me classique warped tour vibes. I’m talking early 00s rock. Taking Back Sunday, Thursday. That vibe. Not screamo. Not metal. but not quite emo. More life than brand new. Solid like young people rock. lead guitarist. obviously. backup/secondary vocal. maybe even lead. That era. (i hope yk what im talking about lmao. rock is my shit. I just saw taking back sunday open for mcr in like nov and ive seen geoff from thursday open for frank iero (quick sidebar thats fun that they both were with mcr/mcr members ha) but yeah im getting Specific. and it’s not a lot of current shit. we goin Back a bit,)
Hongjoong is obviously muse/linkin park. the theatrics of muse. the intricacies. the showmanship. That man is Built for it. I saw muse a few years ago and they had a blimp flying over the audience. you know the next time i saw smthn like that? ateez’s rhythm ta performance on kingdom. Coincidence? yeah. but it MEANS something to me. muse is in his VEINS. BUT the linkin park comes in w the like kinda rap. like linkin park had some kinda rap. joong would prob do real rap. literally just his solo lil cover songs like its all there babey. ateez is essentially already what he would do on his own bc he is so involved in the creative process but idk, the muse vibes exist. a cool hybrid between the two.
The other ones didn’t get like fleshed out immediately and my brain is mushyymushy rn like whoooo im more drunk than i thought this is pure stream of consciousness rn so i couldnt truly tell you about the rest. most of them didnt have obvious rock counterparts i suppose. idols are lowkey weaksauce most of the time. like punk to me is dead kennedys that type of shit. they type where u tell the govt to fucking shove it and call reagan hitler and scream and bash shit. idols, by nature, don’t get to do that. and the type of people who become idols are probably not the type to do that. except hongjoong. hongjoong and suga are like the most outspoken mfs about that. i respect them so much. they pussy poppin on that punk attitude in an industry that expects perfection and obedience. they get their dicks sucked for that one fr.
I want a spectrum of punk!rock to alt!pop kpop bfs. Like yuta and jk on the punk side, jaebum kinda in the middle but more punk I feel, hongjoong on that alt slam poetry end of things, right next to ten. The artisté type vs horny boys who would have had a groupie era in a different world.
babygirl, you are my favorite person in the whole world rn, this is so fun. ask and you shall receive.
To start this off, I accidentally avoided the original request and started to assign the idols which genre of music they would produce in this alt universe and like the vibe of their bands so if you want that, let me know.
To start on the slutty, sex having mfs we have:
Nakamoto Yuta. Lee Taemin. Jeon Jungkook.
These boys get bras thrown onstage and it fuels them. (ahem, Taemin in South America) The type to hang them on their mic stand. (Yuta and Jk moreso than Taem) Now I think Yuta and Jk would be more interested in having sex with their fans than Taem. Taem is the type to want to be wanted more than actually following through and fucking fans. Doesn't mean he doesn't have an insane following of people who want to fuck him though. He would have someone in each city that he could go to if he needed someone, maybe adding a groupie to the mix every now and then. But certainly overtly sexual in his interactions with fans. Moreso onstage than off. When he's in the Zone onstage, he is so fucking hornie with his fans. Little less overt when he's offstage but still cocky.
Yuta and Jk are fucking fans every goddamn night. Yuta is the type to make eyes on them onstage and then pick them up at the bar after the show. Jk is the type to have a security member go up to the fan and ask them to stay later. I think Jk is more likely to have a slightly shorter phase, probably has a fan stay on the bus while they go to the next show, slightly more personal. Probably the type to stay the night, if he can. He's cocky and it fuels his ego immensely, but I think he's a softie at heart and this is simply a part of his life for a period of time. Part of it is probably in a weird sense of competition too. I said softie and everything but that's like. later years for him. First few years of getting popular has him getting his dick wet constantly.
Yuta is in it to win it though. He knows his groupies, probably got bored of a lot of them, likes the ones that adore him and the ones that don't care. He is as likely to pick someone that throws themselves at him as he is to pick someone who doesn't know him or plays hard to get. He isn't just in it for the sex, he likes the chase. He likes proving just how irresistible he is. Very likely abandons ppl in the hotels after the fact. Once he gets his nut, he's on to the next. Not like a total asshole though. Probably leaves like water and painkillers, maybe pays for their breakfast at the hotel. Something simple but like very clear that this is not something that's personal. Far more transactional.
All of them care about the music, and that is a part of why they are in bands, but the sexual aspect was also a large factor in them pursuing this career.
JB
Only fucks a fan a couple times on a tour. Probably pretty impersonal, but like not mean. More likely to fuck a random person than a fan. More flirty than sexual with fans and even then that's mostly reserved for onstage. Man is good with boundaries, likes to be desired and is sexually active but doesn't want to foster insane behaviour so he sticks to mostly non-fans. Doesn't like to use his fame to get him laid. But fuck is he like lowkey pervy, like wtf was he doing with the artistic porn stuck up on his wall. That's why he's higher on this list. Would be a little more known for sex in the public eye.
Honorable mention: Changkyun. I thought of him halfway through and I cannot decide where I'd put him in the lineup. He is a slut for sure but I can't really pin him down as to what he'd like right at this moment. His motivations are fuzzy to me. He sets boundaries like JB, doesn't wanna foster crazy stalker shit. but idk how it would translate to groupies or interactions with fans. He's around here though.
Jonghyun and Ten
These two are more willing to fuck a fan but probably have sex less often than JB. Serious performers who's career comes first, especially on tour. Doesn't mean they don't like to party though. They're both socialites and kinky mfs. Less likely to fuck someone on tour than they are at a party/club. Which does lessen the amount of fans they are consistently fucking, but like all a fan has to do is show up to a club they frequent (jjong more than ten) when they aren't on tour and be hot and they'll probably have a good chance for at least a quickie in the VIP section. Simply due to circumstance/habits, Jonghyun fucks more fans than Ten. Ten is more exclusive. Doesn't mean he ain't down though.
Yeonjun and Beomgyu
Now, you may be thinking. Wtf, these guys don't count? however, I raise you this. They're both cocky as fuck. And, they do both like alt music. Initially I was only gonna have gyu, bc I know he is into a more rock sound and he has alt vibes and brat vibes, but he's still blossoming into who he is and Yeonjun is just so fucking cocky and such a bastard and so talented and idk. this made sense to me. They are both more shy/less interested in the sexual aspects. They like to tease and to be wanted but won't act on it. Don't really do random hookups. They are music first, sex second, just like Ten and Jjong, but they just have lower sex drives. Less of a need to go about fuckin.
Hongjoong and Taeyong.
Now these two are the types to have muses. Everything they do relates to their art, even sex. The muses are any gender and may not even be sexual. Someone that they have a strong connection to that inspires them. Very loyal. More reserved, not very flirty with fans. They don't make a habit of flirting with people constantly. They don't have to flirt. They are passionate and alluring on their own. Sex is something far more personal to them, more emotional, even if it's not vanilla (it's probably not). Their art may be sexy, whether that's music or physical art or dance, but that doesn't mean that they are constantly thinking about sex. They're also less social. Probably don't go to parties that often and certainly not clubs. Go to gatherings more than parties. Not recluses though, they're engaging and fun to talk to, will hang out with the other bands on tour.
I want a spectrum of punk!rock to alt!pop kpop bfs. Like yuta and jk on the punk side, jaebum kinda in the middle but more punk I feel, hongjoong on that alt slam poetry end of things, right next to ten. The artisté type vs horny boys who would have had a groupie era in a different world.
babygirl, you are my favorite person in the whole world rn, this is so fun. ask and you shall receive.
To start this off, I accidentally avoided the original request and started to assign the idols which genre of music they would produce in this alt universe and like the vibe of their bands so if you want that, let me know.
To start on the slutty, sex having mfs we have:
Nakamoto Yuta. Lee Taemin. Jeon Jungkook.
These boys get bras thrown onstage and it fuels them. (ahem, Taemin in South America) The type to hang them on their mic stand. (Yuta and Jk moreso than Taem) Now I think Yuta and Jk would be more interested in having sex with their fans than Taem. Taem is the type to want to be wanted more than actually following through and fucking fans. Doesn't mean he doesn't have an insane following of people who want to fuck him though. He would have someone in each city that he could go to if he needed someone, maybe adding a groupie to the mix every now and then. But certainly overtly sexual in his interactions with fans. Moreso onstage than off. When he's in the Zone onstage, he is so fucking hornie with his fans. Little less overt when he's offstage but still cocky.
Yuta and Jk are fucking fans every goddamn night. Yuta is the type to make eyes on them onstage and then pick them up at the bar after the show. Jk is the type to have a security member go up to the fan and ask them to stay later. I think Jk is more likely to have a slightly shorter phase, probably has a fan stay on the bus while they go to the next show, slightly more personal. Probably the type to stay the night, if he can. He's cocky and it fuels his ego immensely, but I think he's a softie at heart and this is simply a part of his life for a period of time. Part of it is probably in a weird sense of competition too. I said softie and everything but that's like. later years for him. First few years of getting popular has him getting his dick wet constantly.
Yuta is in it to win it though. He knows his groupies, probably got bored of a lot of them, likes the ones that adore him and the ones that don't care. He is as likely to pick someone that throws themselves at him as he is to pick someone who doesn't know him or plays hard to get. He isn't just in it for the sex, he likes the chase. He likes proving just how irresistible he is. Very likely abandons ppl in the hotels after the fact. Once he gets his nut, he's on to the next. Not like a total asshole though. Probably leaves like water and painkillers, maybe pays for their breakfast at the hotel. Something simple but like very clear that this is not something that's personal. Far more transactional.
All of them care about the music, and that is a part of why they are in bands, but the sexual aspect was also a large factor in them pursuing this career.
JB
Only fucks a fan a couple times on a tour. Probably pretty impersonal, but like not mean. More likely to fuck a random person than a fan. More flirty than sexual with fans and even then that's mostly reserved for onstage. Man is good with boundaries, likes to be desired and is sexually active but doesn't want to foster insane behaviour so he sticks to mostly non-fans. Doesn't like to use his fame to get him laid. But fuck is he like lowkey pervy, like wtf was he doing with the artistic porn stuck up on his wall. That's why he's higher on this list. Would be a little more known for sex in the public eye.
Honorable mention: Changkyun. I thought of him halfway through and I cannot decide where I'd put him in the lineup. He is a slut for sure but I can't really pin him down as to what he'd like right at this moment. His motivations are fuzzy to me. He sets boundaries like JB, doesn't wanna foster crazy stalker shit. but idk how it would translate to groupies or interactions with fans. He's around here though.
Jonghyun and Ten
These two are more willing to fuck a fan but probably have sex less often than JB. Serious performers who's career comes first, especially on tour. Doesn't mean they don't like to party though. They're both socialites and kinky mfs. Less likely to fuck someone on tour than they are at a party/club. Which does lessen the amount of fans they are consistently fucking, but like all a fan has to do is show up to a club they frequent (jjong more than ten) when they aren't on tour and be hot and they'll probably have a good chance for at least a quickie in the VIP section. Simply due to circumstance/habits, Jonghyun fucks more fans than Ten. Ten is more exclusive. Doesn't mean he ain't down though.
Yeonjun and Beomgyu
Now, you may be thinking. Wtf, these guys don't count? however, I raise you this. They're both cocky as fuck. And, they do both like alt music. Initially I was only gonna have gyu, bc I know he is into a more rock sound and he has alt vibes and brat vibes, but he's still blossoming into who he is and Yeonjun is just so fucking cocky and such a bastard and so talented and idk. this made sense to me. They are both more shy/less interested in the sexual aspects. They like to tease and to be wanted but won't act on it. Don't really do random hookups. They are music first, sex second, just like Ten and Jjong, but they just have lower sex drives. Less of a need to go about fuckin.
Hongjoong and Taeyong.
Now these two are the types to have muses. Everything they do relates to their art, even sex. The muses are any gender and may not even be sexual. Someone that they have a strong connection to that inspires them. Very loyal. More reserved, not very flirty with fans. They don't make a habit of flirting with people constantly. They don't have to flirt. They are passionate and alluring on their own. Sex is something far more personal to them, more emotional, even if it's not vanilla (it's probably not). Their art may be sexy, whether that's music or physical art or dance, but that doesn't mean that they are constantly thinking about sex. They're also less social. Probably don't go to parties that often and certainly not clubs. Go to gatherings more than parties. Not recluses though, they're engaging and fun to talk to, will hang out with the other bands on tour.
Yuta has his rings and jk has his hand tattoos. I want them both to ruin me with their personalised hands. They’re both just such punk rock band vibed bfs.
dude. Dude. That’s it exactly. I mean I am So attracted to tats and stuff. I grew up as a very alt kid and i have tats myself (some of which i did myself) (i even have some finger tats lmao) i want to get rawed by those men so badly. Rings, tats, black clothes, rock music, all of it. them and also hongjoong. so fucking hot of them.
