Grrr Vampire Graves x Reader won't leave my head
Cw: gender neutral reader, blood and injury, monster au, creepy behavior
It starts simple. You get hired by Shadow Company and accept. It's good money and the engagement rules are a lot looser, than when you were still serving.
The Company works like a well oiled machine and you fit right in. The other Shadows are well trained, obedient. Not quite what you expected, but easy to fall into. Off duty they are still disciplined, but much more relaxed, as if they finally able to really goof around and have fun.
It does strike you as odd, how personal the other Shadows are with Commander Graves. Sometimes it's like they can read each other's minds, working much quicker and efficient than you. It feels like all the others always know what he wants or needs, before he even says it. But they assure you, that it's just like that, because they worked together much longer. You will also establish that bond, they tell you.
The masks are what really irks you, even on the longer run. Sure, you wear one as well, because everyone does and you were given one when you signed with the Shadows, but their insistence on always keeping them on feels off. You fight side by side, go through drills together and share a living space, yet few of them ever take off their masks around you. Some even sleep in it, and shower only late into the night.
They don't seem to sleep that much either, on the contrary. The Shadows seem more active at night, and resent the sun, often wearing caps or sunglasses when they step outside during the day.
It feels like everyone is in on a secret, but you. You can hear them whisper when you pass by, feel stares on your back, that feel almost predatory. Graves is the worst, in that matter. He never speaks that much to you, just check ins. How you like the Company, the other Shadows, if you have any issues at all.
No matter how many times you let him know that everything is fine, really, he keeps on boring, sneaking in little questions about your personal life. Do you have many friends outside of work; where is your family; how much contact do you keep with outsiders?
You begin to wonder if he wants to start some inappropriate relationship, when he pulls you aside more often and keeps you close during missions. It gets creepy when you think you see him lurking close by, stroll through the hallways at night and your things go missing.
It gets to a point where you sleep badly and your performance declines. Just this one last job, then you would renegotiate your contract, maybe even leave. The issue is, you don't get that far.
You're not really concentrated, operate sloppily for the entirety of the missions and it backfires. When clearing a room, you overlook an enemy. It happens too fast to register, then you're on the ground with a knife stuck between your ribs.
The helicopter ride back is blurry as you fade in and out of consciousness. Your tac vest is off, but nobody makes a move to work on your injury; you can hear your squad leader radio Graves. The other's stare at you with a burning intensity. In your dazed state, you wonder how you never noticed the lack of shine in their eyes. How thickly corded their muscle is. Under the red light inside the helicopter they look inhuman, uncanny.
Graves looks off as well, when the heli lands on the tarmac, he's not as calm as before. Almost on edge, as he jogs over to the stretcher you're being pushed on. His gaze is wild, frantic as he takes in the blood slowly oozing from your wound. He walks closely to you, a hand on your shoulder, until you get settled into your cot.
You don't have the energy to ask why no one is caring for you, or taking you to medical. The injury makes the racing of your heart worse, when more Shadows come in and stand around you, like they're witnessing something great. Maybe they are.
"Fuck, you smell so good. All f'me..." Graves whispers, fingers roaming over you lightly. He feels cold, too cold to be normal. Then, he tugs the knife out and you scream. You scream and you keep on screaming, even as the other Shadows hold you down to keep you from violently thrashing.
Graves is on you, licking up your blood. His eyes meet yours and you realize for maybe the first time, that he isn't human. None of them are. They're too perfect, too pretty, too sharp. Something else had laid under their skin this whole time and now, that his dull gaze and bloodshot eyes meet yours, you understand you walked into the wolf's den. That was their secret.
Even as your Commander lets off on lapping your blood, it doesn't get better. You feel like you should run, some deep instinct urging you to get away. But you can't; you're injured and held down. The other's are on you in a minute and Graves' gaze has changed. "Don't worry." He soothes, a palm running over your cold and clammy forehead. "This won't hurt too long."
Has he always been like this? Has his skin always been too pale and clean? Have his teeth always looked that animalistic, like canines? And his eyes? Oh god, they're not even really blue, not anymore.
There's no more time to dwell on it, on him, on the Shadows swarming you like starved animals, before he grabs your jaw to keep you still and bites. His teeth puncture your carotid artery and the world stops. It tingles first, then it burns. More fangs pierce your skin, every free inch.
It's unbearable and then, it's gone, all dark.
You have no idea how much time has passed, when you wake up. A nagging voice in the back of your head reminds you of your injuries. And that dream. You feel fine, but realize you shouldn't, not with what happened.
Slowly, like a storm rolling in, static fills your head. Voices, ones you recognize as the other Shadows, getting ever louder. You groan loudly, and rub your temple, before you find the strength to open your eyes.
The room is empty, save for your Commander, who stands at the foot of your cot and stares. He smiles, too sharply, but you feel connected to him now. There's a link between you, like a string keeping you together.
Images flash in your mind, quick and fractured, but somehow you understand. It gets quiet, like a crowd of people holding their breath. Blood and teeth, sharp canines and superhuman strength. Speed, a hunt for prey, and you and Graves and everyone else, connected somehow. No one has to say it out loud, you se it, feel it, know it. And they do too. You‘re one of them now, a vampire.
Graves nods, a barely there gesture, and licks his teeth. They still shin with what once was your blood. He doesn't speak, but you still har him. "You're finally home, soldier. Welcome to the coven."
You want to answer him, but something distracts you. There's a yawning emptiness in your stomach. It feels like a hole is ripped right through you. Graves steps aside and flicks his hand for you to follow him. Approval and congratulations fill your thoughts, voices of people you know, other Shadows roaming somewhere, but out of reach and somehow still there. Yet you only want to listen to him. He smiles in that way, that lets you know he knows how you feel. "Let's do something about that hunger, hm?"