mostly void, partially stars

doctor who, hannibal, interview with the vampire, books (she/her)

[li-lovski]

shauna<3

[sjoongki]

STUDIO GHIBLI + FLOWERS

[sibylvanereimagined]

I get this ache... And I, I thought it was for sex, but it's to tear everything to fucking pieces.

[katebeckets]

@pscentral event 37: color challenge

MISS CONGENIALITY (2000) Describe your perfect date. That's a tough one... I'd have to say April 25th, because it's not too hot, not too cold—all you need is a light jacket!

[ggardengirl]

what if we were best friends, and what if i fucked your boyfriend because i couldn’t fuck you, and what if i killed you—haunt me then!—and what if i ate you so i could finally have you all to myself, and what if i ritualized your death so i could consume you over and over again, and what if i didn’t know where you ended and i began, and what if we were both girls

[nataliescatorccioapologist]

Obsesssed with how physical remnants of Jackie live on to haunt the survivors

Her signature butterfly shirt, her #9 soccer jersey, her heart necklace, her bones. These characters cannot help but hold on to a piece of her; to attempt to embody her in some way. She is the definition of haunting the narrative

[headtraumasam]

 "And I remember looking at this picture of Sir Galahad, and, and, and he was kneeling, and— and light streaming over his face, and— I remember... thinking, uh, I could never go on a quest like that. Because I'm not clean. I mean, I w— I was just a little kid. You think... maybe I knew? I mean, deep down, that— I had... demon blood in me, and about the evil of it, and that I'm— wasn't pure?" - Sam Winchester + "The Great Escapist" Supernatural 8.21

@spncreations: PROMPT 1 - FAVOURITE CHARACTER + A QUOTE BY THEM

[siriwsblack]

something something about sam and his ever-present themes of feeling unclean and dark and monstrous, about his life and his body never really being his, everyone else treating him like a monster when all he wanted was to be good, etc etc

[bi4bisamjess]

beloved sweaty freak boy

[siriwsblack]

once again thinking about sam winchester being told that he's going to die if he finishes the trials and immediatly replying with "so?" cause like how does fucking show just throw a line like this and expect me to move on

[mahawavy]

[siriwsblack]

So I got to 02x20 on my spn rewatch, and it's so crazy to think about Dean's djinn dream after having his journey in the last season in mind, cause look at it like this: Dean's thrown into the dream and gets his wish granted and, surprise, his wish is to simply to have a normal life with his family, to have his mother alive and none of the horrors ever happening, to work on cars and come home to a beautiful girl and have family dinners and mow the lawn (interesting to note that john isn't there lol but that's a whole other essay). Anyway, there's a problem in his dream world cause he and Sam aren't close, but up to that point he seems fully committed to staying there and just enjoying the life; he makes plans to mend his relationship with Sam, he doesn't seem to give a shit about not hunting if he has his family. And then he finds out about the people they saved being dead and he just. Decides to give it all up and get things back to the way they were. Because he feels like he can't choose his own happiness over their lives. Like can you IMAGINE wanting something so desperately your whole life, then finally getting it, and willingly letting it go because you care about the world and about people just that much?????? (I mean, obviously if he stayed in the dream he would just have died, but Dean didn't know that at the point, so we're looking at his thought process here) (A similar theme is explored again in 13x14, although not as well executed as in s2, but it shows that Dean's heart's desire stays the same: his family). And it just got me thinking about the last episodes and how Chuck called him the ultimate killer, and how Dean said that's not what he is, and he always saw himself as a weapon but maybe it just took him that long to realize that he was ALWAYS driven by love, not just for his family but for everyone, and then we have Cas's speech: "Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know." Anyway behind the emotionally constipated exterior that man is so full of love it literally defines his entire character, it makes me want to scream my head off thanks for coming to my ted talk I'll just be lying on the floor for the next 3 days or something like that

[siriwsblack]

And don't even get me started on Sam cause i rewatched swan song the other day and it still hits the same more than a decade later... my boy was literally willing to give up everything and subject himself to eternal torture to save everyone else... and how his love for his brother was enough to make him regain control over the literal devil... those winchester boys were just bursting with love even after everything that's happened to them, it's my roman empire

[siriwsblack]

So I got to 02x20 on my spn rewatch, and it's so crazy to think about Dean's djinn dream after having his journey in the last season in mind, cause look at it like this: Dean's thrown into the dream and gets his wish granted and, surprise, his wish is to simply to have a normal life with his family, to have his mother alive and none of the horrors ever happening, to work on cars and come home to a beautiful girl and have family dinners and mow the lawn (interesting to note that john isn't there lol but that's a whole other essay). Anyway, there's a problem in his dream world cause he and Sam aren't close, but up to that point he seems fully committed to staying there and just enjoying the life; he makes plans to mend his relationship with Sam, he doesn't seem to give a shit about not hunting if he has his family. And then he finds out about the people they saved being dead and he just. Decides to give it all up and get things back to the way they were. Because he feels like he can't choose his own happiness over their lives. Like can you IMAGINE wanting something so desperately your whole life, then finally getting it, and willingly letting it go because you care about the world and about people just that much?????? (I mean, obviously if he stayed in the dream he would just have died, but Dean didn't know that at the point, so we're looking at his thought process here) (A similar theme is explored again in 13x14, although not as well executed as in s2, but it shows that Dean's heart's desire stays the same: his family). And it just got me thinking about the last episodes and how Chuck called him the ultimate killer, and how Dean said that's not what he is, and he always saw himself as a weapon but maybe it just took him that long to realize that he was ALWAYS driven by love, not just for his family but for everyone, and then we have Cas's speech: "Everything you have ever done, the good and the bad, you have done for love. You raised your little brother for love. You fought for this whole world for love. That is who you are. You're the most caring man on Earth. You are the most selfless, loving human being I will ever know." Anyway behind the emotionally constipated exterior that man is so full of love it literally defines his entire character, it makes me want to scream my head off thanks for coming to my ted talk I'll just be lying on the floor for the next 3 days or something like that

[rodrickheffeley]

we have never been back like this before

[slyvxon]

[siriwsblack]

rewatching the doctor falls and bawling my eyes out at the "who I am is where I stand and where I stand is where I fall" line because this finale as a whole is such a perfect conclusion to 12th's whole arc, the man who spent his first season trying to know if he's a good man, who ended his second season trying to be the man who wins and to beat all the laws of time and death for someone he loves, and then to actually die fighting a losing battle which he knows it's a losing battle, this time not because he wants to win, but just because it's kind; because, in answer to the question that has haunted his whole run, he is, in fact, a good man, even when there is no hope or witness or reward, he falls where he stands being who he is and that is the doctor; I think s9 specially dealt a lot with a theme that had been ongoing since the end of s7, of The Doctor as a title and as a promise, which he sometimes he struggles a lot with, something he can be "on a good day if he tries very hard", and the duality of that and the "real him", who can't quite keep up with the promise, who chose his face specifically so he can remember it, so I think it's so interesting that s9 ends on the note of "the doctor is no longer here, you are stuck with me" and s10 ends with "I am not a doctor, I am the doctor, the original you might say" because it really gives a sense of his character being fully realized and of him being in peace of who he is and closes everything so beautifully.

[grntaire]

HELLLLLL YEAH!!!!!!!

[abyssalmermaiden]

I'm trying to be just a skeleton but there's some conflict or other I can't figure out with the mod so I'm stuck as a skeleton in panties???

[oscillatingdichotomy]

Don’t wanna be indecent