luxpvrk :
lux knew that siwon couldn’t help being loud, as it was obvious the boy was drunk and had a great time at the party. the younger had come home in a similar state many times before, but that was before every small thing that happened turned into a huge argument, for no apparent reason. it felt as if he had to walk on eggshells 24/7 in order to not piss someone off, which was pretty hard when the other boys continued provoking each other, and then expected him to pick a side. choose. every decision he made in life seemed to be the wrong one. it wasn’t fair to be put in a position like this.
“i don’t want to sleep yet,” lux yawned, rubbing the sleep out of his eyes with his fingerstips. the younger boy snuggled up closer, hoping the other would put his arm around him. “maybe later.” he didn’t want to think about the ‘hard stuff’ anymore. no, he just wanted to be happy, and for everyone to get along. why was that so hard? “are you alright?” lux inquired, noticing that the other’s tone of voice had changed slightly. “are you sick, or…?”
“Are you sure?” Siwon questioned, after hearing his boyfriend’s yawn. He didn’t want Lux to think he had to stay up with him when he looked so tired already. Glancing down at his boyfriend as the other boy snuggled even closer to him, Siwon wrapped one arm around him, just quietly enjoying the moment. They didn’t get to spend many calm, peaceful moments alone like these lately and he missed that. “I am, just feel lightheaded. And tired as well. Can’t be entirely sure but think I walked here.” He said softly, in a hushed tone as he was still worried about being too loud.
He tried to think back and remember how he had gotten home, but wasn’t able to. The barista was able to recall something else, however. “Oh, I saw one of your friends at the party! That one that’s really tall and has light brown hair? Can’t remember his name now but he asked about you. He was nice, he got me a drink.” Siwon rambled. “How was your day?”








