Piscean Dualities.

Poet,Skald, Wordsmith. I try to see light in the never ending night, but I have no moon and the stars died long ago. They/them

[skald-oceanus]

I've been used,

abused and reused,

pushed back and forth between a son and a whore

and no my trauma is not fictional,

and I can't take it anymore.

traded blood for water

cool to the touch

but I've never felt hotter

pain inside, than when I found out everything was a lie,

so I drowned out my life with pills and a knife

told myself I wasn't worth it so why even try

no one cared

no one was there

I was scared

it wasn't fair

to sum up everything wrong

with a diagnosis, dropped in your palm

when I was young and because of that

you bullied me for fun.

wishing for a daughter

but instead got a son

institutions looking more likely

is that what the doctor prescribed me?

hindsight not 2020 for the blind,see

I was in front of your eyes

with a clever disguise

or so I thought

but the trenchcoat wasn't store bought

so over time instead of growing into it, id rot

cus it wasn't for me it was bought,

but for you cus I thought

I could make you proud,

be apart of the loving family

the way stories made it sound

but over time, between the beer and the wine

the two of you burned us all to the ground

no hope to be found

it takes a village

but we lived in the pound

[skald-oceanus]

The land between us may rise,

a distance between.

But it is still your beauty,

in my dreams I see

Your name upon my lips,

a sweet taste.

The sway of your hips,

as you dance on my waist.

You caress my face,

and set my soul aflame,

and my heart starts to race,

everytime i whisper your name.

the voice of the valkyries,

and Freya's most beautiful rose.

why you're with me still baffles me,

but ill show my love, through poem and prose.

[skald-oceanus]

here i stand,

in love with you,

and all that you do.

here i kneel

subservient to you

I will take command

if you but tell me to.

here I hold

the leash in my hand,

only to show that I understand,

it must be your choice

to be apart of my plan.

here I stay

in your loving arms at night

to awake to a new day

here I lay,

to watch you sleep

and be there should you need,

me or my love waiting happily.

here I will be

if ever you need me

whether times of distress

celebration or regress

it shall be,

as you wish princess.

[skald-oceanus]

Rise and fall,

kingdoms do.

Here and there,

for me and you.

The winds will blow,

over hill of snow,

to coldened sea,

a soft light there'll be.

For on the tide,

the moon will rise

the cold will hide

to a warm surprise

of love and hope inside.

[somebodyssongbird]

I wouldn’t ask for you To meet me under covers I wonder if you know There are no rules for lovers

Did you make lines to cross? Were they drawn in the sand? Were they passed down Like family jewels Or golden rings on hands?

No handbooks for hearts Bodies aren’t black and white Driving in the dark All these roads blink yellow lights

We’ve been friends We’ve been more We have both loved others Kiss the labels off my lips There are no rules for lovers

[skald-oceanus]

There are times when you see me,

buts most times you don't

for you look only on the surface,

the waves lapping the sand,

tide stopping at your feet.

I am under the surface,

hidden in the depths

surrounded by treasures

made by my own hands.

I am under the surface,

waiting for you to dive in,

to swim with the fish,

the ones I call friends.

I am under the surface,

the moon shining through the waves

shows beauty in scales,

and magnificent reefs of love.

I am under the surface,

waiting to welcome you in.

to the beauty of the sea

for there are times when you see Me.....

but most times you dont.

[skald-oceanus]

Silence and violence.

There is violence in silence,

the silence before the storm.

the violent waves upon the shore.

the crack of thunder, as hearts beat no more.

Violence and Silence.

there is silence in violence,

the silent scream from a broken form.

from the violent bruises of the day afore

ears ringing as the bottle hits the floor

Silence and Violence.

Violence and Silence.

Silently waiting for peace again

violent bruises of betrayal upon skin

The Silent will never be Violent,

As the Violent will never be Silent.

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[skald-oceanus]

I give up, I give in

Love is something I don't see happenin

I've been cheated and replaced

Forgotten and left to waste.

I just can't believe.

That there's hope for me.

I'm done, fighting,

Begging and trying.

If I was meant for love wouldn't I have found it by now?

I've been used as a toy for entertainment.

I'm better off as a plaything than a partner.

Toys are meant to be used, eventually tossed aside.

So here ill lay, where I've been forgotten.

For how could I stray, there no light to follow

No hope to warm and drive me.

I'll die here in this cold.

With whispers of my hopes and dreams cascading around me.

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“Maybe I am a star, with no one around me. I am a star - distant and dying.”

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