getting there

18 - not pro! ugw 115

[sapphicsoph-deactivated20201011]

soph’s dream house; a moodboard

i was tagged by @honeygrandpa (thank u so much for tagging me!!!) to make a moodboard of how i would like my dream house to look like

i tag: @plantsandfreckles @blacktearsmusic @java-plum @glitteryflower @greenteaharry @amaryllis-daydream and @theresasmess !!!

[aphrodites-bones-deactivated201]

[downpounds]

I can’t wait until I’m thin and can get back into dating. I want someone to look at me and think “fucking hell she’s gorgeous” and come over to me.

I want to be noticed, I want to be valued, I want to be admired.

I want to be an object of lust and jealousy.

[the-undead-and-dying]

💚Stay Safe💚

[favoritebutterfly]

[youwillloseit]

The fact that I think I’ll be happy all of a sudden when I’m skinny is kinda hilarious but imma keep telling myself that

[mybodymylifee]

Reblog if you’re interested & I’ll msg!

Starting tomorrow (March 1st), I’m going to be going on a fairly healthy diet (1,200-,1,250 calories + exercise + counting macros) in order to prepare for summer break in a way that risks cheating much less than say, 600 calories. I was wondering if anyone would want to join me, and we could work together to both be a little bit healthier + also lose weight together. We’d risk cheating a lot less this way, and it would be much more sustainable!

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• 15-25 yrs old (willing to make exceptions)

• Interested in eating very healthily

• Willing to workout 4-6 days a week

• Vegan / Vegetarian / Pescatarian

• Female

• You have an ED (this is a must)

• Will keep in contact daily (this is a must)

• Willing to do weigh-ins every other week

• Will definitely make a hard effort to stay on track and do this as healthily as possible!

• Is not judgmental / mean (another must)

• Will meal prep food with me (optional, but this makes it easier to eat healthily & is fun)

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I could really use someone to help me out, because I usually wind up quitting on day 4 or 5 😂 I have about 3-4 months in which I want to lose at least 20 lbs, so let me know if you want to join me! I’ve listed my preferences for a weight loss companion below; reblog if at least 3 apply to you! (Majorly determined & serious people only, please!! No quitting! ❤)

[skellytonns]

All of these apply to me! And I have similar goals :)

[tae-sucker]

normal people: imagine being rich 😍

people with ed: imagine getting into a car accident and being in coma for 1 month and the nurses forgot to feed you so you wake up at your ugw 😍

[thiinmiint420]

ok but actually

[120-kcal]

Guess who’s gonna binge again cause she has no self control💃🏻

[stay-superior-dumbass]

You know what I’ll miss about being fat?

ABSOLUTELY NOTHING

[sundaymonet]

i love this wayyyy too much

[skinofm]

eating disorders are weird because they make you want to avoid eating as much as possible but simultaneously food is the only thing you can think about every second of the day

[ana-elisabeta]

[ihategaypornitsfuckingdisgustin]

Yea

[flowerais-deactivated20211031]

when you think you have nothing left you still have the moon, sunsets, your favorite music, paper to write on, warm clothes, new starts and your cute self

[parentless-suggestions]

Someday I will have my own place. My world won’t be confined to my room. I will stumble sleepily through the house in the morning, opening the blinds. I will sit out in the backyard and look at the stars. I will go out whenever I want to. I will survive long enough to have that.

[alienform]

Like, I wanna be this together person. Fit and skinny with a tidy, well decorated house, who’s on top of their to do list and reads long books while sipping fancy coffee

Instead I decompose on the couch every night and I’m rotting from the inside out