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[undo-my-scars]

[imoffsoon]

[traced-veins]

[depresseddisneyprincess]

one of the worst things about depression is that you can have such a good day but deep down still be so fucking sad

[asoftwrongness]

It’s okay that you’re not who you thought you would be

[loggednightmares]

Please :) stop :) staring :) at :) my :) scars :)))))

[numbtheskull-deactivated2023030]

[oldaerivaille]

[childlikemperor]

did anybody else grow up bein that one friend who was in the group but not really IN the group??? like your friends would go places and throw parties and not invite u n stuff????? idk that really fucked up my self esteem hbu

[loggednightmares]

I don’t care about anything as much as I used to and that’s really sad

[unsends-deactivated20170829]

i’ve lost my youth and young adult life to mental illness and those are years i’ll never fucking get back and it’s not poetic it’s fucking devastating

[the-sad-boy]

Even after all this time, I still struggle.

Late night thoughts - 30/04/2017

[suicide-is-my-father]

[gothflavored]

what depression is really like:

not showering regularly

not bushing your teeth regularly

living in filth

caring about your grades but not enough to do anything about them

thinking about suicide more than graduating

considering suicide whenever any problem arises

tired

no motivation

no energy

walking is so hard

sometimes even talking is too much work because you’re so god damn tired

laying in bed for hours because you’re too tired to move

feeling nothing but sometimes everything

knowing you’re not alone but still feeling alone

that constant mindset of, “Who cares? I wont be around much longer anyways.”

[the-sad-boy]

[inritum]

[expressivedepressive]

The problem with suicidal thoughts is that they’re not just there when your sad. You’ll be there, chillin, reading a book or talking to a friend and you’ll think ‘This is nice. But do you know what would be better? Death.’

[after-crisis]

@lumos-vs-nox   This is referred to as “mild suicidal ideation“ or the desire for suicide without substantial action behind it. It often happens when someone deals with prolonged mental health issues and suicidality at a young age. When you’re young, we go through a period where our neural pathways completely rearrange- the things that happen to us at that time will influence these changes. In a way, suicidal ideation becomes an ingrained coping mechanism. A sort of “well at least suicide is always there for me”. Your brain is part-muscle, it remembers things, it learns, it’s super great at adapting, this is just a reflex. It doesn’t mean you are weak, it doesn’t mean you aren’t in recovery.

thank you for posting this, you turned a feeling many people have into words!

[fragilecrushed]

this is what healthy people don’t get

[sunshinedaisieswindmills]

this is so important SO IMPORTANT

and i didn’t know this until right now and it like changed my whole outlook on my illness and recovery 

[thesunwillrise-wewilltry]

this is so important everyone must read this, whether this is something you struggle with or not. bless you for posting this.