Skinikitti

5’5 Hw: 178 Cw: 126 Lw: 118 Gw: 110 Ugw: 100

[rubyyredcheryy-deactivated20250]

「 introduction 」

first off i want to say that i am pro recovery and that i encourage and support everyone who wants to recover

about me: ⋆ age 20 ⋆ she/her | asexual ♠ ⋆ european (german) ⋆ vegan ✿ ⋆ not pro 4na & anti fatphobia!! ⋆ homophobes, fatohobes, racists & minors dni!! My stats: ⋆ cw: 43kg/95lbs(bmi 14's) ⋆ gw: 40kg/90lbs(bmi 13.5) ⋆ ugw: none

I'm new to tumblr so i'm not entirely sure how everything works yet ^^' My twitter is rubyyredcheryy

reblog/like to be mutals ✦ I follow back ♥

[lild3m0nsworld]

[theconcealedweapon]

[lordandgodoftheobvious]

The thing that everyone really needs to understand about this is that, under the capitalist mode of production, this is correct and rational behavior. The problem isn’t that we have a bunch of rich people who all just so happen to be evil; being evil is what makes you rich.

[not-nat-13]

Am I the only ones who's super afraid to weigh myself, cause I hate to think that I'm working so hard just to barely lose anything, or worse...... possibly gain.

[selfdestructive-probably]

whoever the fuck invented arm fat will be speaking to my lawyers

[skinikittii]

Tw: Sh

Binged last night… cut myself last night and then had nightmares, woke up and cut myself even deeper because I hate myself for binging… august is not starting so great but I can get back on track today… I’m gonna try to fast

[bip0laranrax1k]

Why is food the only thing that keeps my body alive but also the reason I wanna die? Like bro I don't need you 💀💀💀

[eerieforestcreatures-deactivate]

Food log:

[skinikittii]

I’ve been wanting to die for as long as I can remember

[skinikittii]

Asking my sister how to make food acting like I wanna learn how to do it but really I just wanna know how many calories she’s putting in it

[skinikittii]

I convinced my dad to get me a bike!! Idk why but walking makes me so anxious, probably because you can only walk so fast before looking like you’re speed walking for your life and then I just think too much about it and get self conscious but if I bike I can lose weight faster by exercising!

[skinikittii]

I didn’t realize how much thinner my legs actually were until I gained weight. Man I want to fucking kill myself

[skinikittii]

I weighed myself early so I can scare myself back into restricting

[skinikittii]

Who knew all I needed to do to be good at math was develop an eating disorder

[toothfairywrldd]

worst fucking feeling is when you were severely anorexic and then managed to recover but then you fucking relapse since you look so disgusting i cant believe i let myself ruin the body i worked so hard for

[skinikittii]

I hate binging one day because that makes my stupid ass binge the next couple days, I binged on 4th of July, then restricted the next day then binged again last night… so i am drinkin an espresso to hopefully shit it all out and then I’m gonna try to liquid fast. I know people say not to restrict harshly the next days but fuck it man I was doing so well I don’t wanna ruin all my progress cuz I decided to eat like a fat bitch

[skinikittii]

I have a love hate relationship with my boobs, they aren’t big by any means maybe a B cup, some days I’m like 🧍‍♀️ okay they’re there, other days I’m like please ✂️ get the fuck off me