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unstoppable force (wanting to be the kindest version of myself) vs immovable object (all the anger and hatred I have inside myself)

Lost 3 pounds since Monday, 500 calories a day is going to kill me but I don’t care

weighing myself was the worst thing I could have done this morning. holy shit.

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you are stronger than the urges.

lainna

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2023 g0als be likeeee

Repost to reach yo g0al w€!ght!

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PLEASE BODY EAT THE STOMACH AND THIGH FAT NOT THE BOOB FAT PLEAAAASE

velvetgurl

ok i decided not to be so emotional and overreacting

velvetgurl

failed

skinny-capricorn

my new roommate said that her last roommate had an eating disorder and then talked to me about her clean eating and weight loss goals and how she buys clothes that are a little snug to motivate her to lose more

and like honestly? i have anorexia but this is why i constantly talk about the dangers of the “health and fitness” industry and diet culture bc we have essentially normalized certain symptoms of disordered eating but it’s ok if it’s under the guise of health i guess???

like how is calling it “clean” eating NOT a way to moralize food

how is intermittent fasting NOT the same thing as skipping meals

how come when i buy clothes that don’t fit, it’s something i have to tell my therapist about because it means i am putting pressure on myself to fit into them, but if a “normal” person does it then it’s just motivation for them?

where is the fucking line???

and more importantly when are we going to start acknowledging that the entire world is pro-ana but that’s too harsh of a description so we slap some health buzzwords on it to make it palatable

when are we going to take responsibility for encouraging disordered behavior instead of labeling those of us with EDs as the crazy/imbalanced ones

your fucking Whole30 or keto or whatever “clean” diet you’re on is just as restrictive as the diets we create for ourselves due to our disorders. but we are the crazy ones, right

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Fucking repost.

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emjaydee03

“…the entire world is pro-ana…”

hahaha it’s the new year and I’m back bitches. gonna be skinny by summer I swear. bought some fat burner pills from the grocery store, and I honestly think they might be cleverly disguised laxatives.