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TW: this is my vent blog. cw: 196lbs gw1: 175 gw2: 150 gw3: 135 ugw: 100

[skinnyaesthetically]

Hi this is my vent blog so pls dont report!! Sorry in advance, I'm a horrible person which is why I have no friends but I'm trying to improve. And hopefully things will get better. . .

[medusabutmodern]

my heart goes out to anyone who was made to feel stupid for caring too much. anyone who was laughed at or "cringed" at for being themselves. anyone who cried silently so they don't be a burden. anyone whose love was taken for granted. anyone who feels unsafe in their own bodies. to anyone who felt devastated because others failed to be humane enough. it's not you, it's them. i hope you find a way to love yourself again. you're not alone. you're important.

[whatswithyourfood]

I wish I knew a person with eating disorder irl so we can go out and only eat our safe food in small bites and share all the Ed memes and thinspos

Best of all , neither of us have to fake anything when eating

[skinnyaesthetically]

Basically dated, fucked and left a guy who then messaged me and my bf asking to be friends and when I was obvious not gonna to go back to him he was like let me ruin ur online friends by telling them lies and getting u kicked from their discord... Uh I didn't need you or your shit friends anyway. Imagine getting most of what you really wanted and then being that mad still lol.

[swi-t]

Men love to talk about how much it sucks to be put in the friendzone but can we talk about how it feels to be a woman and realize that you didn’t have an actual friend? You just had somebody looming over you, waiting for you to agree to fuck them

[teachagainstfascism]

i just have this persistent feeling of “i’m not doing enough” combined with “i don’t have the energy to do anything” and it just really fucking sucks

[skinnyaesthetically]

Whenever I'm in a bad mood I make Barbie snap memes

[error-lbs]

I love that we all just follow each other. Scrolling through my dash and seeing like 7 people reblogging the same post from each other honestly gives me a cozy sense of community.

[losingitnormally]

Do not count calories from vitamins or medications. They do not count. Do not count them. They are minuscule, they do not break a fast, they will make you stronger so you can continue your weight loss (if that is what you are working on)

Do not count calories from vitamins or medications.

[secret-in-my-locket]

Why is my ass getting bigger. This wasn’t part of the plan

[sukiiichu-deactivated20231111]

“are u okay” no mf wristbones and collarbones are all i can think about

[stonedwildflowers]

The nice thing about having a purging problem, is that it gives you a lot of time to think.

Oh wait, all my thoughts are embarrassing.

Wait

No

Stop

Help.

[skinnyaesthetically]

I'm not unhappy. Me? Nope.

[a-bonetopickwithmyself]

sending love for every person struggling with an ED right now. This shit sucks, and you are valid in your ED no matter what other people may say <3

[skinnyaesthetically]

I wish you all good luck in the hunger games

[skinnyaesthetically]

I hate so called professionals who don't take you seriously. I had a "doctor" tell me drink more water when I asked for more information about the medication side effects. I'm finally getting a sleep study done only because my bf was in the room when the male doctor said "oh lose 20lbs and save some money" (wtf I've lost over 36lbs and I still snore and stop breathing) I honestly think it's a form of discrimination towards overweight people in medical care.

[aj024]

Literally. 😂