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Remember our discussion on how this scene is about Katsuki coming to terms with Izuku’s weaknesses, not his own?
Katsuki already acknowledged his own weaknesses after Deku vs Kacchan 1. He stopped looking down on his classmates a long time ago, and we know that. That’s how he’s able to defeat Monoma in the cavalry battle and Uraraka and Todoroki and everyone else in the tournament. His friendship with Kirishima is proof that he can build equal relationships with his classmates.
So do you really think this little kid is supposed to represent a younger Katsuki?
No. That kid is Izuku.
Katsuki‘s advice in this scene is heart-warming for the audience because he hasn’t put words to it before. It’s nice for him to say out loud something like this just to confirm that he knows this truth.
But his words here aren’t the character development he gained from Deku vs Kacchan 2. That part of Katsuki’s development is showcased through his actions, not his words.
Katsuki is reaching out instead of keeping to himself. Katsuki is speaking from the heart to earn trust. He’s trying to save people.
So how is that kid Izuku?
Well, why don’t you tell me what his quirk is.
Don’t know?
That’s because he never uses his quirk. We don’t even know if he has one.
All the kids in that class attack the remedial student heroes except this kid, who is somehow their leader. The kid even scoffs at the notion of violence when Katsuki suggests combat. All the other kids are down to fight heroes, but this kid acts like he’s better than all that.
Refusing to use his quirk? Avoiding direct combat? Looking down on everyone else?
Sounds an awful lot like what Katsuki accused of Izuku in Deku vs Kacchan 1.
That’s right, this kid is giving us Katsuki’s perspective on who Izuku is. So then, why would Katsuki want to tell Izuku, “If you keep looking down on everyone, then you won’t notice your own weaknesses”?
Because accepting weakness is how to get stronger.
Izuku can say as many times as he likes that he doesn’t look down on Katsuki, but why should Katsuki believe him? Izuku’s actions don’t always match his words.
Whose fault is it in the practical exam that the two are incapable of teamwork?
The anime cuts out this moment where Izuku realizes Katsuki somehow knows All Might’s weakness. From the beginning, Katsuki has the correct strategy for dealing with All Might, but Izuku doesn’t acknowledge it. Even worse, Izuku gives no good reason why they should run away. All he says is basically, “Kacchan, you can’t defeat All Might.”
And he’s wrong, as they go on to prove.
They’re not able to work as a team until Izuku admits his weakness, that he can’t think of a way to win. At the same time, he admits Katsuki’s strength, that Katsuki can think of a way to win.
Izuku does look down on Katsuki sometimes. The mistake Katsuki makes is assuming Izuku is doing so consciously, because Izuku never says the other part out loud, not in a way that acknowledges his admiration of Katsuki without looking down on him…
…until Deku vs Kacchan 2.
And suddenly Katsuki realizes Izuku has the same problem Katsuki himself once did: Izuku hasn’t noticed his own weaknesses.
If Deku vs Kacchan 1 teaches Katsuki how to acknowledge his own weaknesses, then Deku vs Kacchan 2 is when he learns to accept weakness, be it in himself or in others.
Going back to our discussion, I concluded with Katsuki’s strategy for victory:
[Katsuki] hasn’t heard what he wanted, but he accepts that he has to grow stronger in order to prepare for when the OFA secret gets out. He’ll follow All Might’s advice and do what he has to do to be ready, and he’ll hold Izuku to the same standard. When the time comes, Izuku cannot lose.
[…]
He’ll grow. He’ll get stronger. He’ll take All Might’s advice to heart and become the ultimate hero who wins and saves. He’s planning their victory strategy, and he’s making sure they’ll be ready.
If there’s one thing Katsuki’s a genius at, it’s victory.
If Kastuki is a potential weakness for Izuku because he knows the secret of OFA, then anyone else who learns the secret could also become a weakness. Even if Katsuki becomes strong enough to take care of himself, Izuku is still vulnerable via All Might or anyone else who knows about OFA.
All Might was unable to protect Katsuki in the Kamino Ward arc, and that led to his downfall. If Katsuki wants to surpass All Might and Izuku, he has to make sure Izuku doesn’t meet the same end, and he has to do what All Might couldn’t.
Katsuki has to be strong enough to protect anyone else who could be used against Izuku.
(the last third of the post is under the cut due to manga spoilers)
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sometimes i think about if hanako remembers meeting nene at the star festival in the 1960s…
the full illustration of tsukasa that i drew for @jshkflowerszine, a flower-themed JSHK zine!💜
the flower is aconite, to represent caution and death
day 3: mermaid scale/red string of fate🐟
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My dream for the election is that it’s definitive. I want a 2012-style Election Day where everyone built it up beforehand to possibly be close but then the results start rolling in and it was like “Oh, nevermind. It’s obviously Obama. Everyone go to bed.”
I just want voters to put a stake right through the heart of Trumpism so that it crumbles to ash before our eyes. That’s the dream.
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How Emet-Selch Recognized Azem, and Why He Still Fought Them
It’s often been debated on whether Emet-Selch recognized Azem’s soul in the Warrior of Light, and why he fought his old friend anyways in Shadowbringers. Of course, in Endwalker, we learn that Emet-Selch does recognize Azem’s soul in the Warrior, but their souls aren’t exactly the same due to the sundering.
But what was Emet-Selch’s game in Shadowbringers? Was his attempt at an alliance with the Scions a farce? And if he did recognize Azem’s soul, why was he so confused when he saw Azem before their final fight?
Let’s take a look at Shadowbringers and break down some key scenes.
When we first see Emet-Selch in Norvrandt, he’s busy watching the WoL rescue Ryne from Eulmoran soldiers. He’s thinking out loud on how the Ascian plans for the First are on the brink of failure, but when he sees the Warrior and the Scions escape, he begins to think of another plan. “With a soul such as that…” he ponders, implying that there’s something familiar in the Warrior that he notices.
We learn later that he has this recognition because the Warrior is the reincarnation of Azem, one of the people Emet was closest to in the Ancient world.
Through the first half of Shadowbringers, and part of the second half, we see Emet attempting an alliance with the Scions, with a particular focus on judging their worth as equal to the unsundered and worthy of the Ancient world’s legacy as keepers of the Star. Their worthiness hinges on whether the Warrior can contain the abundance of light from the lightwardens, proving their strength.
In short, Emet is saying, “You don’t know it yet, but you were once one of the most powerful Ancients and we defended the world side by side, together. You may look like the Azem I know, and you may have their traits, but are you really them? Are you able to stand with me again so we can save this world and bring back our people, or are you just a poor attempt at a copy?”
He goes about testing the Azem reincarnation by feeding them bits of truth about the past. Hydaelyn and Zodiark were the first primals. The Ancient world was sundered and the three paragons were the only ones who remembered it. On basic history, we see Emet sharing it with the entire group, but it’s not until the others are fixing the elevator of Kholusia that he approaches the Warrior with a more personal conversation.
Emet begins by mentioning hints of their past relationship.
“What? You thought ancient beings like us incapable of crying? Well, rest assured that if your heart can be broken, then so can mine!” He’s gauging whether the Warrior remembers their disagreement during the Final Days. Do they remember Hythlodaeus’ and Elidibus’ sacrifice to Zodiark and how they opposed it? Do they remember that they left the Convocation, and subsequently, Emet’s side? Azem’s heart was clearly broken over the rift, and Emet is saying that the rift broke his heart too.
Emet looks away with sadness as he remembers back to the Final Days. “Back when the world was whole, we had family, friends, loves…” Depending on how the player interprets their WoL’s backstory, Azem could fit into any of these categories. But Emet’s point is that he’s hinting he and the Warrior were once close. He’s looking for a reaction, but more importantly, reconciliation, wondering if the Warrior is going to be receptive with joining him again if they remembered all that had happened before.
Emet finally mentions Amaurot, their home. A home he recreated in the Tempest that he knew the Warrior would see soon. But the kicker is how Emet ends the conversation once he looks at the Warrior. “Not that you would remember any of this.”
He’s seen no hint of the Azem he knew in the Warrior aside from a similar soul so far. Even our own dialogue options we can give to Emet’s speech portray confusion and a lack of any memory of our past life in Amaurot. Emet is disappointed, but not willing to give up just yet. He still has hopes that the old Azem is still in there and will remember.
Emet summarizes his point that he believes the Warrior would like the past, and that if they survive the rest of the rejoinings, they’ll be just like their old self, but “such talk is a pleasure for later.”
The Warrior still has to prove to Emet that they’re like the old Azem, because again, Emet wants his Azem back, not an attempt.
But then comes the fight with Vauthry.
After defeating the last lightwarden, the Warrior succumbs to the light and begins to turn into a sin-eater. As G’raha is about to take the light to the rift, Emet steps in and stops him. He laments his disappointment in the Warrior being unable to contain the light, and states the alliance is off. The Warrior has proven to Emet that the old Azem really is dead and gone, and no matter how much the copy tries, they will never be as good as the original, and if the best of mankind can’t prove their worth, the others won’t have a chance.
But then Emet does something unexpected. He has a chance to wipe the Scions out then and there, but doesn’t. Instead, he takes G’raha (who he’s been fascinated with as he figured out time travel) and invites the Warrior to the Tempest, where the phantom-version of Amaurot lies.
In Endwalker, when Ancient Emet hears of himself inviting the Warrior to the Tempest, he scoffs at the idea, thinking it idiotic that he invited his own downfall.
We don’t get much of a glimpse from Shadowbringers or Endwalker on why he invited the Warrior to the Tempest, nor do we get much of a hint as to what he intended fully with taking G’raha there as a prisoner.
I could be wrong, but I believe there’s a couple of insights to garner from these actions, and they both had to do with Emet wanting to reunite with Azem.
First, taking G’raha. It was clever of Emet to keep G’raha alive so as to learn the secrets of time travel. But why would Emet want to know that? Would it be to go back to the real Amaurot and warn of what was to come? Probably not, as the Ancients didn’t know it was Meteion and dynamis that was causing the Final Days. However, Emet could guarantee saving two of his closest comrades. He could stop Hythlodaeus from sacrificing himself. And though we don’t know Azem’s fate aside from being sundered, we can assume that Azem died, either during the sundering, or after, when the people’s minds were wiped. Emet wanted to bring the old Azem back. He was convinced that if he had his old allies - his real friends - back, the three of them could save their world, or come back to the future and bring the old world back.
Second, inviting the Warrior. Emet insisted they come alone, without the Scions, but I believe it was his hope for one final attempt at convincing, to see if they’d somehow see the light (no pun intended) and join him. Perhaps if they actually saw Amaurot, talked with its people, and even met their old friend Hythlodaeus, then maybe, just maybe they’d see the truth.
But as we saw in Shadowbringers, just before the final battle, the Warrior refused to join.
Cue the final battle, where Emet-Selch reveals himself as Hades. The Warrior is nearly gone, consumed by light, but Ardbert reaches in at the last minute for them to join. And once their souls unite, that’s when Emet sees something that shocks him.
He sees the old Azem.
He’s taken aback by it at first, thinking it a trick of the light. Then he refuses to acknowledge it. His entire journey in Norvrandt has been gauging whether the Warrior of Light/Darkness is truly Azem or not. Until now, Emet has firmly believed that Azem’s reincarnation is nothing but a copy. An attempt, but not the real deal. But here, the Warrior shows the truth. They are Azem, even with pieces of their soul missing. They are still the same wildcard that drove the Convocation bonkers with their antics. Still the same inspiration that would look death and defeat in the face and yell, “Come at me, bro!”
And after Emet’s defeat, just before his death, he had one final realization: the Warrior was still the same friend that he once knew and loved.
“Remember us,” he pleads with his final words, for now the roles are switched. He spent thousands of years trying to find Azem, but now it would be up to Azem to find him. But it’s also about passing the torch. Despite losing, Emet still attained one final victory the other Ascians could not, and it’s also why he mentioned in Ultima Thule about his ideals being unbeatable.
He did get Azem to remember. To remember Amaurot, their people, their legacy, and most importantly, their friendship. To remember their duty as Azem and to protect the Star. And as we saw in Endwalker, we did see a bit of reconciliation between the three friends. Despite their differences in the First Final Days, in the end, they were back together again, if only for a little while, standing side by side once more.
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Important rules/tips I've learned as an adult that helped with anxiety
If people are mad at you, it's their responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess
If they're mad at you in secret anyways, they're the ones in the wrong, not you
If people don't like what you're doing, it's their responsibility to tell you
If they say it's fine when it's really not, they're the ones in the wrong, not you
People are allowed to be wrong about you
If they are wrong about you, wait for them to bring it up, because if you try to, you will inevitably overcorrect
Some people are committed to misunderstanding you. You will not win arguments against them. Yes, even if you explain your point of view. They do not care. Drop it
The worst thing that will happen from a first-time offense is being told not to do it again. Maybe with a replacement if you broke something
You can improve relationships and gauge willingness to talk to you by giving compliments. It's like a daily log-in bonus and nobody thinks twice about it
Most things are better after you sleep on them
Most things are better after you have a meal
Most things are better after you shower
Your brain makes up consequences that are irrational. If the worst DOES come to pass and someone acts like they do in your head, they are overreacting, and you are entitled to say "what the fuck"
If your chest hurts after you feel like you've made a social error, that's called rejection-sensitive dysphoria. It means your anxiety is so bad that it's causing you physical pain, which is a good indicator that you're overreacting. Tense yourself, hold it for 20 seconds, let it go, then find a distraction
If you're suddenly angry at someone after you feel like you made a social error, that's also rejection-sensitive dysphoria. You are going to feel annoyed about it for awhile, but being genuinely pissed off is your anxiety trying to find something to blame to take the responsibility off your shoulders, and getting scared because it can't justify itself. Deep breaths, ask yourself how much you ACTUALLY want to be angry at that person, then find a distraction
"Sour grapes" is more healthy for you than stewing. Deciding you don't like someone who's perpetually annoyed with you, won't talk to you, etc. makes letting go of anxiety over them easier
If people don't like you, they will find reasons to be annoyed with you when they otherwise wouldn't. If people do like you, they will find reasons NOT to be annoyed with you when they otherwise would. People do not ping-pong between the two
You DO have to make a conscious choice not to think about something. If you're having trouble circling back to it, say out loud that you're done thinking about it and why. Then find a distraction
When you're upset, part of you is going to want to make false bids for attention (suddenly texting differently, heavy sighs, etc. but when someone asks you about it, you tell them it's nothing). Do not listen to it. You gain nothing from it except more misery
People like to help people they care about. It makes them feel good about themselves
If you think you're insufferable for needing help, see above. Yes, really. They get a serotonin kick from it
If you think you're insufferable for mannerisms you have, you either have to consciously choose not to do them, or accept that they're part of the package that comes with you. Being apologetic about existing does nothing except make you more miserable
If you do things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it makes it easier to do them when you hate it
If you avoid things you don't like when you feel meh about it, it reinforces and magnifies how bad it feels when you hate it
Seriously. Read those last two points again. If you can make yourself make a phone call when you've got nothing to lose, you will slowly lose that panic you get when you have to make a phone call you haven't prepared for. You do have to CONSCIOUSLY take that step
Hobbies that make you care for something get rid of that nagging feeling that you're not doing enough. Go grow some rosemary
If you don't engage with your hobbies regularly, you will feel miserable, and anxiety will spike
Hobbies are things that give you a bit of happiness. They do not have to be organized or named to do that. Go be creative in something. Play with coins. Make up lists. Start a new WIP
No one cares what you look like
If people point out things they don't like about how you look unprompted, they are being rude. You are entitled to say "what the fuck"
People who like you will find you pretty to some degree. Minor things about your appearance go completely unnoticed. Literally, scars and dots and blemishes do not register to someone who likes your company
You looking at yourself in the mirror is 10x more closely than anyone is going to look at you
If you're anxious about your body type, and you're creatively inclined, make/write an oc with that same shape. Give them nice things and make other characters love them. Put them on adventures. You'll start to see yourself in the mirror more kindly
You care about wording and perfect lines/colors way more than anyone who views your work ever will
Sometimes when you're upset, you're going to feel like not eating. Do not do that. Not eating makes you more miserable
Same with things you normally enjoy. Denying yourself helps no one. You are punishing yourself for being sad. Stop it
Both of these will take conscious decision to break the habit of. Make yourself do it anyways, and it will slowly get easier
And again, to reiterate: If someone is mad at you, it is THEIR responsibility to tell you, not your responsibility to guess
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My mother grew up within biking distance of Bill Watterson in Ohio and would like everyone to know:
“Snow Goons” like this are very real
If anything, Mr. Watterson has toned down the scale and horror of some them.
Before I get into what just happened to me, can I just say how insane it is that even in 2023 there are vending machines that just drop a bottle of soda 5 feet onto the floor before you can drink it? A ludicrous design flaw
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my mom texted me a facebook screenshot of this today and said ‘sounds like something you would say LOL’ like u have no idea mom
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its the last month of 2023 so i’m just gonna say it: what the absolute fuck was that