I Just Wanna Be Skinny

ACTIVE JUNE 2023 I AM PRO RECOVERY Sw: 119 GW1: 105. GW2: 90 LW: 84 Cw: 112. Height: 5’5 Message me And we can be friends :)

[purpleskiesandcryingovercals]

i'm a poor excuse for an anorexic

[billiane]

I’m a poor excuse for an *any category you can think of*

[mewsick]

im a poor excuse.

[dainty-lil-fairy]

im poor

[skinnydream2022]

All of these things

[skinnydream2022]

I just had a bad day today and I’m so anxiety ridden I can’t sleep . I feel horrible about myself and so fat and like I’ve lost control of everything. All my friends don’t really care for me they all just care about themselves and not how their actions can affect people . Im sick of life in general so at least if I can control my weight and be skinny that will be something I can be proud of

[brydiemack]

[skinnydream2022]

It’s so painful just to feel so much sadness and unhappiness about yourself and your life.

[skinnydream2022]

It’s not even funny how much weight I gained, I don’t have a scales because mine broke and I don’t know how to ask for a new one without my mother being weird about it.

I just have lost control and I hate how I look and how big my thighs are gone and I feel so ugly, I just need to get to it and motivate myself by just drinking so much water and filling myself up.

[cafe-solo]

[starve2skinny]

Some thinspo to remind me of why I’m fasting rn lmao.

[skinnydream2022]

I’ve realized that nobody cares if you eat or now if you’re a “normal” weight, they only care if you’re underweight. It’s like the minute I got to a normal weight everyone stopped caring weather I ate or not. It really hurts because it’s not like the thoughts left my head but they thought they did. I feel like the only way I can get people to realize I’m really unhappy is if I’m underweight. I of course hate myself so much and cry about it but I never do anything and it’s time to change, instead of feeling shitty about myself

[sw155lbs]

[50kgsparadise-deactivated202110]

I just woke up and I'm already tired and ready to sleep again.

[sdkniasasdlkniw]

This is my best friend. At the moment she’s being kept alive by tubes and needles because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

Does she weigh 90lbs? No, she doesn’t. Does it look like her eating disorder is “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”? Do you think her situation sounds “less severe” because she’s not “that thin”?

Tubes and needles. Constant supervision. Pain, anger, agony. Hunger, thirst, suffering. Dizziness, constipation, freezing cold. Passing out in front of other patients and staff. Painful injections of vitamins and whatnot. Nurses who’re force feeding her, who’re forcing fluids into her body because her eating disorder is currently stronger than she is.

90lbs or not, without treatment - my best friend will die.

Would you have walked past her on the street and thought she even had an eating disorder at all? Probably not, because people keep believing you can measure or estimate a persons physical and mental health state based on the silhouette of someone’s body.

You can’t.

Never underestimate someone’s eating disorder just because they don’t look “that thin” to you. Being “thin” is just one of MANY symptoms of an eating disorder and it’s far, far from the most important one. Anyone can struggle and if someone you know struggles: don’t assume they’re alright just because they don’t look “that thin”.

Eating disorders come in one size; MISERABLE.

[lil-fxck]

!!

[brokenbarbie2002]

this

[eat-my-self-esteem]

Share the fuck out of this!!

[bxnesdream]

reblogging this again because it’s important and we should always know that eating disorders don’t give a fuck about sizes. it’s a mental illness.

[skinnydream2022]

I hate my friends so much they hate on everything I like and I want to kill my self because I dread going into school everyday because I have to be with them. Like I want to cry because the only person I actually like in my life in my mother. I hate everyone else and it hurts l because I used to be able to talk to my friends about stuff but now they just make everything about them. Its like they don’t care about anyone but themselves. So now I have no one to talk about stuff with and I’m starting to shut them out. And yes I’m shutting them out because they are being so self centered and that they don’t care about me . And my friend keeps bringing up a book I love and talking about how much she hates it because she knows it annoys me and she hates on everything I like.

[eclecticpandas]

[foreverbutneveryours]

[be-artistic-deactivated20230306]

[isolychee]

🌹 reblog to lose 10-15 lbs in september this year 🌹

[trailorparkdarling]

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[skinnydream2022]

I’m sick of wearing long pjs because I’m insecure I want to be skinny and the clothes are so loose that I don’t even worry about that anymore

[angehlical]

[skinnydream2022]

I spent the summer well the first half being successful and dropping to around 109 pounds but my scaled is broke so I don’t know what I am now but def higher and I’m so fucking stressed. I’m back to school in a couple of days so it might be easier to eat less and I just hate myself I’m constantly bloated and I hate it