so iโm at an average height and weight and still am at a healthy BMI, but when my friends say things like โyouโre so skinnyโ โyouโre a twigโ โyou look fine why worry?โ anytime i complain about my weight itโs so hard to explain like
i want my ribs to jut out
i donโt want my thighs to touch at all
i want my collar bones to look like they could hold water
i want my face to hollow out
i want my spine to show each vertebrae
i want my hands to be bony and dainty
i want to look sick
i want to look like i actually have this fucking disease
i may not be โfatโ but i sure as hell am not skinny. until i look like a damn skeleton i feel like it wonโt be enough.





















