I Can’t Pick A Style To Save My Life

“Now I’m stared at by Chrysanthemums the size of Holofernes head”-Plath, Sylvia “Leaving Early” —————————————————— • 18 • She/Her • Poet •

[tulipsofthemorning]

[timotaychalamet]

Cruel Intentions (1999) dir. Roger Kumble

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

Have you ever gotten together with a friend even after you stop being friends?

Then you understand why you stopped being friends in the first place.

This lifestyle, her lifestyle it didn’t fit with me. Often times when I’m lonely I think of her, wanting for her once more.

However I am thankful for the circumstances that came about, or else I would be stuck in that violent cycle of hate, jealousy and sorrow.

[coquette-club]

[feral-violet]

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

Boredom and boys

Are

Honey to bees

Snow to Winter

And

Autumn to leaves

[rienafoutre]

[ttulipas-deactivated20230702]

𝐭𝐭𝐮𝐥𝐢𝐩𝐚𝐬.

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

Something inside of me scratched at my throat screaming to be let out.

That kind of ripple that runs up your throat when you need to cry but you can’t.

All I know is that I desperately needed to scream, to cry my heart out, although nothing horrid had happened.

I just needed to feel real and present.

[ddoevly]

I've been spending a lot of time in bed lately

[fleursdecersier]

I want so desperately, so obviously to be loved. and to be capable of love. i am still so naïve; i know pretty much what i like and dislike; but please don't ask me who i am. a passionate, fragmentary girl, maybe?

[kalevit-deactivated20230107-dea]

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

I have finally accepted the fact.

That I will never be happy in any career I chose.

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

Ivan looked quite terrible, then again he was Ivan the Terrible.

His sullen eyes stared right back into mine, a tired look etched upon his face. At that moment I seemed to understand. Just like Ivan at that moment, I was paranoid…

[8u88le]

Pink soap

[crosstheaegeansea]

[ pink art ]

[0dizzy-lizzy0]

I put more thought into looking like a woman, than any other woman I know.