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they/them not pro ♡ active june 2021

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psa sugar free jello monos are only a good idea if u want to shit ur brains out

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i’m feeling motivated ig. it’s been two days where i fasted for 24 hours. hopefully i can keep up the streak and eat at 6pm tomorrow

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i love you so much but you make me so fucking sad

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same person still making me feel the same fucking way

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i fasted for 24 hours and then ate mashed potatoes and then puked up the mashed potatoes... i think its safe to say that my eating disorder is back in full swing

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heyyyy eating disorder relapse so fun. i hate myself. i gained so much fucking weight over quarantine like bruh when i go back to school ima look so fucking fat like i’m genuinely considering just switching over to online school permanently so i don’t have to deal with embarrassing myself

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i ate two bagels (540) and tmi but i am explosively shitting right now after not pooping for like a week.

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haven't eaten anything in 24 hours. i'm really bad at fasting but this was surprisingly really easy.

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re reading winter girls.

"i can't tell the difference between being hungry and being lonely. both are something that i have become very accustomed to."

12 year old me was a different breed ☠️

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cocaine seems pretty nice right about now

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i hate myself. like i'm pretty sure i've like seriously developed binge eating disorder and i've gained so much fucking weight and i don't know what to do. anytime i try and bring it up with my doctor or dad i just get brushed aside or made fun of. like even in this community it's looked down upon because it makes u fat. but i literally don't know how to stop. i'm just so empty and the only way i know how to fill that emptiness is with food.

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i switched over to ed twitter cuz i wanna trigger myself more lmao. the bitches on hard edtwt are sooo proana and toxic its fucking crazy but its also perfect because i need to get skinny. 

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me rn.

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awkward moment when you got an eating disorder over 4 years ago and youve only gotten fatter

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youve heard of super size vs skinny and youve heard of mukbangs but have u heard of prozd  https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14KZGYclY1o

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bruh at this point i dont even have anorexia. im just a full on binge eater 

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i went and looked at my old musically account and like bruh i look so fat in the face now. like what. it’s so noticeable and i’m kinda freaking out a bit and i think this might be enough to stop me from binging so much cuz like fuck i’ve gotten fat.

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i cant do it. i cant lose weight. i cant stop eating. where did all of my willpower go