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Also a little update on my mental health:

Today I couldn’t go to the gym because I had an anxiety attack because a lady took my boyfriends parking spot at the gym and he got out and told her there is a waiting line for parking spaces. I was so stressed out by second hand confrontation I stayed in the car for 45 minutes. My anxiety didn’t leave until dinner

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Reading the thinspo tag is giving me actual anxiety because I’m so ashamed and guilty of how much I’ve eaten since Christmas

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Kinda wanna kill myself, kinda wanna break up with boyfriend? Kind of want to get liposuction

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Things anxiety caused I made this so I won’t forget anything at the doctor tomorrow, since this is kind of my diary I’m posting it here. Im on the verge of crippling anxiety.

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48 hour fast complete let’s see if I’ll make it to 72. My boyfriend wanted Mac and cheese so I made him that and had two bites so prob 40 cals but I’m still counting it as a fast.

I discovered matcha tea holy shit does that keep me energized and it’s loaded with catechins which helps prevent fat absorption and a metabolism booster (probably why I’m pooping so much)

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So because of my 2 day binge I actually had energy at the gym today and I hit 240lbs on the leg press today!!!!!! And 120lbs on the squat rack!

Anyways I’m 24 hours into a fast.

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Weight loss supplement Alli

Have any of you guys tried it? In America it’s over the counter but it doesn’t ship to Canada 😢 it’s supposed to work wonders.

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Binged at my Christmas party. Won best dressed tho

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48 hour fast complete

broke it with crandberry bliss bar 300-350 calories but oh well it could be worse.

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Instagram.com/moonly.plant

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Crazy what a difference of 10 lbs can make on a 5’3” person

Not a before and after just comparing one of my low weights to my highest weights

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How I lost my hunger

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First real binge in almost 2 months. Literally lost count of the calories way over 2000 my stomach hurts I tried to purge but my finger were shoved as far down as they would go and nothing was coming up

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I was trying to do a 72 hour fast and broke it with 300 calories at around 44 hours but I’m not super upset because I was sooooo weak there was no way I would be able to work. And I already dog walked for an hour -200 calories and I plan on taking my own dogs out for a walk in a bit -150 calories.

Starting another fast right now. I’ll plan for 48 but try for 72

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24 hour fast complete

Now I have to make it to 48 and then 72. I had one bite of homemade Mac and cheese I made for my boyfriend so 20 calories?

I walked dogs today and burned 280 calories and then went to the gym and burned 200 (not including weights)

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