My name is Sky!! (or at least on the internet) My pronounces are she/her but i don't mind any!
My ult group is stray kids so I'll mostly blog about them, I bias Bang chan, but everyone just bias wrecks me anyways. I knew Stray kids in their Gods menu era but only became a fan at 5 star era.
But I do also stan enhyphen, TXT, seventeen, ATEEZ(still trying to get into more but im pretty much a baby in these other groups.)
I do art but I don't really plan to blog or post anything on it yet but will do when I get the motivation to blog on it! I don't write or create fanfiction but I really love reading them though
Also I might not post Skz all of the time:]
(follow me on instagram @_skyunn.09 if you wanna chat more and be friendsâŒïž)
Let's all make ourselves as little guys! Everyone is welcome to join!
little guy maker / ăĄăŁăĄăăăĄăŒă«ăŒ
my third picrew :0 (first two were years old, ive since deleted them)
please credit @reelrollsweat on tumbl
Hwang Hyunjin with Street by Street from Laufey for the fall series
Genre: Angst, somewhat hurt/comfort?
Warnings: crying, nothing rlly
Wordcount: 1k
Fall series masterlist
a/n: this song requested by my pookie @skyberrybahng. Here we go with hyunnn, lemme know how yall like it, i dunno exactly how i went with this one. but yesss, have a cozy fall! <33
not proofread
âIâm taking back my city, taking back my life.â
Yes thatâs what youâd do now.
After your and hyunjinâs breakup you avoided him in the best ways possible. If you had to go grocery shopping youâd drive to the other end of the town, and for work you only took your car. And besides that, you didnât go out at all. Since hyunjin was only living two streets from you the possibility to meet him was just too big.
 It wasnât that you two broke up in such a awful state that it was super traumatic. But that was the thing that made it so horrible for you. You saw it coming weeks before, everything slowly breaking. When heâd call you clingy and annoying for the smallest things, when heâd not make any time for you anymore, or snap at you also if you didnât do anything wrong. Until it just reached the point where your relationship seemed to be nothing more than a burden to the both of you. So at the end it was mostly just agreeing to being not a couple anymore. He wasnât able to deal with his life, so he let it out on you, and you were hurting because of the way your relationship was going.  You knew it could have ended way worse, and other people would be relieved that the break up was without much anger and fighting at the end. But as i said, that was exactly what hurt the most for you. Months of hurt and misunderstandings, that maybe could have been fixed with a long, calm talk, but instead just led to a numb break up.
You knew you couldnât keep living like this. Doing everything to avoid hyunjin, totally minimizing your social life. And for some reason you woke up today, and wanted to change this lifestyle. After all you couldnât be a social wreck just because of a man, that wasnât even a part of your life anymore. So you picked out your clothes, and then headed out for work. It wasnât far away from your apartment but it was the first time you were walking since the breakup.
The streets were holding painful memories. The little cafe you worked in when hyunjin and you first met, the bookshop where you had your first book date with him when it started to rain all of a sudden. You remembered every little detail. His cute dumpling laugther making the rainy day brighter, the books he was reading to you, and how he slowly brushed his fingers through your hair, your head on his lap, when you were telling him some of your favorite quotes. But that was at the start. Way before everything started to crumble.
You pierced your gaze away from the window of the bookshop, slowly going your way again. Everything in this little town was reminding you of him in some sort of way. The park you used to have picnics together. The convience store you always went to with him. The cinema where you started crying because of a sad movie, and how he then just scooped you into his arms and comforted you as if something tragical happened. But that was probably what you needed. You had to remind yourself first that all this was in the past, to let go. You wouldnât regret any of these times with him. But you wouldnât regret the break up either. You always knew that heâd move on before youâd do. He was just like this, and you would be lying if youâd say you didnât stalk him a bit after it ended. He seemed happy. Often heâd be in instagram stories of his friends, on parties or random hangouts. It always stung in your heart. But you saw clearer now. He moved on, and you would do this now too. This town wasnât just his. And you would make him know now.
Later that day, felix, one of hyunjinâs close friends texted you something about how he saw him making out with another girl at a party and he felt the need to tell you or something. For a second you thought about just blocking him, but felix was always a nice guy, always being kind to you. So you just thanked him and said bye.
 And if you were being honest? You could almost thank hyunjin for that, because that was what you needed to finally move on. Youâd been sitting at home all day, except when you were at work, since the break up, pushing the knife only deeper by yourself, in never ending self pity the last months. But now, this last little push from him, was all it took. You ripped the knife out, and now, you would heal. That was the promise you gave yourself.
 And later when hyunjin would pass by you on the streeet with the girl on his arm, youâd just greet him with a bittersweet hello, and walk by. How you would probably do it with every other person on the street. You saw exactly that he had a guilty look on his face, and that the girl was a bit hesitant, but you just walked by. One month ago you would have gone home and broke down, but now it couldnât hurt you anymore. You were claiming back this city. And oh, not just this city. Also your life, that hyunjin seemed to take with him when you two fell apart. But you were taking it back, brick by brick, no matter what it costs.
And one day, he would be the one that would walk by you, with no one by his side, And heâd see a confident, happy woman, that didnât even seemed to notice him. And the grieve and pain that you now left behind you, would slowly catch up to him.He knew it was mostly his own fault it was like this now. But still, he wished he could cry in your arms, like he used to when he was frustrated. That youâd just come over and hold him until the storm in his mind and his heart would be calmer. But instead heâd go home, and sit in his apartment, that was suddenly way too silent and empty if youâd ask him.
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