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I'm losing my mind
bless whoever is watching this scene for the first time and getting their trajectory of life changed
i can do this because i am a reporter. i will have to stab a dagger into the hearts of the people i love and hurt them. i will have to disappoint them and make them uncomfortable.Ā
i know we were all feeling upset and betrayed on heedo's behalf during ep13, but can we just talk about how MISERABLE yijin was??
heedo was rejected on multiple occasions throughout the episode, she knew that yijin loves her even though he made it clear that he wouldn't (or maybe i should say he couldn't) have a romantic future with her. she asked him, "is this kind of love unacceptable?" and had to accept the fact that she was just as likely to lose everything as she was to gain everything. but she went out with her friends. she continued practicing with yurim. she continued logging her matches and making notes of what she could improve. she won a team match and continued living her life with a smile and the attitude of a winner.
yijin on the other hand literally welted before our eyes. his smile disappeared, he had dark circles, he was drinking every single night. he was struggling at work, he didn't have any friends to turn to for a distraction, we could see the life draining from him as the episode progressed. and the crazy thing is that this isn't surprising at all, this is the same yijin that was super distressed when heedo ignored him for literally two days back in episode 9, the same yijin who went out of his way to get her to talk to him and stop avoiding him, the one who questioned his place in her life and warned her never to put him through that again. he's the same yijin who listened to heedo's voicemails on repeat just to attain a moment of peace during one of the most difficult and emotionally draining phases of his life. he may have spent the whole episode saying "no," but we could see the toll it was taking on him to be so close to heedo but remain so far.
he couldn't move his gaze from her lips because he WANTED nothing more than to give in, he got jealous when she spent time with another male fencer, he was disappointed when he didn't see her waiting for him outside his door, he spent every possible opportunity trying to get transferred to another department or, at the very least, another sport so that his struggle would come to an end and he could finally give in to what he wants more than anything in the world. and at the end of the day, that's exactly what he did. he threw caution to the wind and gave himself and heedo the chance that they had earned.
People keep saying that why didn't Heedo tell Minchae about her love story if Yijin is her appa but honestly how do you even start without embarrassing yourself?
He broke the peeing boy statue? Caught me in a nightclub as a highschooler? We broke into school at night and played with water? Snuck into my gym late at night? We were caught at my home at night? I confessed when I was trying to meet an online stranger?
You'd definitely not tell this story to your very impressionable teenage daughter and would just tell her that you were neighbors š
baek yi jin becomes kim do hee?!!!!!!
a wonderful person noticed that the newspaper article about yu rim and hee do on the right of this poster is credited to REPORTER KIM DO HEE. as this is a recent poster that depicts how yi jin appears in hee do's writing, and how she appears in his, the most likely conclusion here is that "kim do hee" is a pseudonym for baek yi jin. the fact that the name switches up the syllables in hee do's own is further evidence of it being a pen name made up by yi jin.
in conclusion, BAEKDO ENDGAME was hinted in the promotional posters!!! it was there the entire time!!!!!!
anyway, can we just appreciate how far heedo and yijin have come just in 2009?
yijin, the boy who lost it all in 1998 and was working at a manhwa store, so depressed and lost, in 2009 being the head ANCHOR of UBS news.Ā
heedo, the girl whose fencing team was dissolved in 1998 and was told by even her mother to quit fencing, becoming a gold OLYMPIC medalist?
and they got there because of not just their hard work, but because of their faith in each otherās abilities and the way they rooted for each other. thatās love you guys!!! thatās pure fucking love!!!! they made each otherās lives BETTER!!!!
not only heedo is the light at the end of his tunnel, she sees him at his lowest moment and continues to love him. you see in yijinās eyes that he is sad, lonely, ashamed but also a bit hopeful to see her there. he starts crying more, when most of the time it was heedo the one needing support when she cries. heedo sees him in the most vulnerable way possible, after he said hurtful things to her and after she learned what their relationship could lead them to, and still you know sheāll choose to love yijin regardless of it all. god!!, thatās why we had so many years to establish their friendship, thatās why she will always cheer him up. i just have no words.
You know what elevates 2521 above other shows? We all know that Heedo was going to show up at the end. But she showed up with a stepladder and paint. She was there to fight back and fix the problem. That awful graffiti pushed yijin to his breaking point and there is she is, a balm to his soul and tools at hand to find physically fix things. Whenever yijin wants to run away and thinks he canāt take it anymore, heedo reminds him thatās heās not helpless or alone
Wherever you are, Iāll make sure my support reaches you. Iāll take care of everything. See you then.
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āAku mungkin tidak selalu berada di sampingmu untuk mendengar setiap ceritamu, Aku juga mungkin tidak mencari tahu status dirimu di ruang maya, Maafkan aku kerana tidak mampu membalas kebaikan yang pernah aku terima darimu, Maafkan aku kerana menjadi sahabatmu yang seperti hilang dibawa arus angin. Sunyi dan sepi. Aku hanya mampu mendoakanmu, dari jauh. Aku hanya mampu menangis dalam rindu kerana kita jauh. Semoga Allah sentiasa menjagamu kerana kamu sahabat terbaik yang dikirim Tuhan untukku.ā
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my favourite thing is when someone says āi think about you a lotā or āi had a dream about youā or āi was just about to text youā or something because the fact that i occur to someone when Iām not talking to them or anything is the best thing i just
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I would like to talk about the last 5 min of this episode. I was wondering how the squad didn't find it wierd that Heedo and Yijin were going to be alone, in his apartment, at midnight. It was surprising how no one questioned it, with Seungwan hightailing out of there at 5 min to midnight , insisting others leave with her, while looking at Jiwoong and Yurim . Yurim, who lives 20 min bus ride away, left at the same time, saying she wanted to spend time with her mom. She didn't even ask Heedo to come along with her, and was returning her "bye" until Jiwoong asked Heedo if she wasn't leaving. Even then, she accepted the explanation pretty quickly, shut the conversation down and left promptly knowing Jiwoong would follow her too. This is the same clingy Yurim, who'd wait at the bus stop with Heedo for no reason. Same Yurim who was wondering why Heedo was getting out of Yijin's car in ep 4. And it just struck me. THEY KNOW! Except Jiwoong, who is probably starting to figure it out and is tactless, Seungwan and Yurim definitely have known for quite a long time.
Seungwan is not dense to pick up clues. The scene where Heedo and Yijin walk into the broadcasting room, she isn't surprised that they are together, holding hands and clinging to each other, she is just curious that he is wearing a uniform. She knows Heedo listened to his tapes, that he called her when he disappeared and how they are always holding hands.
Yurim has knows Yijin the longest, and knows how he acts around girls he is into. She probably saw Heedo confessing, Yijin lifting her in 3 different occasions, the talk about him asking her to trust him. She probably even knows that Heedo went to have dinner with Yijin! She is perceptive and could easily tell that Yijin and Heedo sounded close back in ep 3. Her being dense doesn't align with how she was shown previously. They definitely left them alone on purpose.
I'm pretty sure Heedo didn't stay back to kiss Yijin but because she didn't want to be alone or leave Yijin alone and cause she likes spending time with him. They have been alone a lot of times, but Yijin almost always dissipates the tension between them. He could have, if he wanted to. It was Heedo who tried breaking the tension by switching on the TV. It was working until Yijin said "I'll be fine with whatever happens now" and you could literally see the thought forming in Heedo's head. " What do you wish to do if the world ends now" with Heedo replying nothing really. You could see him relaxing at this cause he has come to believe that Heedo always speaks her mind and nothing is going to happen between them anymore and gives his usual heart eyes smile. But she learnt that actions speak louder than words, and in she goes.
I am one of those who feel that he should definitely reciprocate. It's weird how everyone's calling Heedo pure and him protecting her purity/innocence which is really absurd cause you can still be all that while being in love. That took a lot of courage and Heedo shouldn't be doing the heavy lifting always.
i have mastered the art of stressing out and not caring whatsoever simultaneously
Rasa mcm lama tak menulis kat sini. More than 2 years I guess? After A, terus tak bukak2 dah though I do receive occasional notifications.
Canāt say Iām doing extremely well, but I am well Alhamdulillah. Survived through the pandemic and all.
So⦠till next time?