Skylar

19 ~ she/they

[skylaraiden]

finished writing my diary entry on my new crush at 3:33 AM and i’ve decided i believe in angel numbers now

[skylaraiden]

the only way i could ever get a tattoo is if it’s being done by a really pretty woman who tells me every five seconds how good i’m being and that i’m such a good girl

[skylaraiden]

shoutout to that one latina woman with the truly ginormous tiddies who sat across from me on the metra a few weeks ago

[skylaraiden]

"how long did it take?"

"it was... uh... born to die and blue banisters... so like... 90 minutes in neurotypical time?"

[bpdohwhatajoy]

[skylaraiden]

spent the past week or so researching BPD and i’m like 90% sure i have it

chronic emptiness, not knowing my own values, unstable friendships, impulsive decisions, being clingy af, having a constant fear of losing friends, being physically incapable of feeling wanted, yeah that’s basically me

[echoesofsaturn]

as my final act of love, I will swallow every "please stay" and turn it into silence so you don't feel trapped by my ache

[echoesofsaturn]

"slut era" i say as i rot and decay in my bedroom and watch the years pass me by as i miss out on core experiences other people my age are having while i think about the past

[veve-the-522nd]

if i don’t get a gf this june im suing cause this ain’t fairrrr

[skylaraiden]

i don’t usually paint ever but i had a random burst of inspiration and stayed up till 4 am last night making this

[skylaraiden]

i have just been informed that there is an episode of Star Wars: The Clone Wars in which Ahsoka gets her ass slapped by a female Mandalorian commander. this is an actual thing that appeared in a cartoon network tv show. i have now watched this scene about twenty times.

season 4, episode 14, 7:45. you're welcome.

[skylaraiden]

my past two weeks:

my college accidentally assigned me to a male dorm and i spent all night emailing the housing department trying to get it fixed

i lost both my debit and credit cards and had to beg my mom for cash so i could live during the week it takes to ship the new ones

i had a falling out with a friend of mine (that i have a massive crush on) in which she said she wanted to stop hanging out

this resulted in me sending her a full 27-text love confession in the middle of the night. she blocked me without responding. i cried.

i got hit with a cant-get-out-of-bed level cold

i had to open a bottle of pepto bismol with a hacksaw because i couldn’t get the lid off

i still can't get a fucking job

[skylaraiden]

does tumblr know about this movie? like everything about it feels so aggressively tumblrcore but idk if it's actually crossed over

for those who haven't seen it it's basically like a cross between goodfellas and the outsiders in which the gay stuff from the outsiders is canon

[skylaraiden]

how much lesbian hornyposting do i have to do before i stop getting random DMs from hideous hundred-year-old beasts asking to be my sugar daddy

[skylaraiden]

this bitch listens to the worst fucking butt-rock imaginable i just know it

[skylaraiden]

idk if anyone else has actually seen this movie but i need fanart of these bitches so bad

[skylaraiden]

to anyone who sees my account i promise i don't usually hornypost this much i've just been in absolute heat this past weekend for some fucking reason