l u x u r y e l i t e

HW: 204lbs CW: 198.8lbs LW:154.9lbs GW1: 174lbs GW2: 154lbs GW3: 132lbs GW4: 121lbs UGW: 99lbs

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[trauma-blog]

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[rosespell]

[guitarplayermrs]

[patroclusdefencesquad]

i love this app because sometimes you think you're the only person who feels a certain way and then you log on to tumblr dot com and see a post that perfectly articulates that emotion and it has 50k notes and you're just like. good to know!

[allisonrw96]

Every now and again I think of this Sarah tweet and just stare into the middle distance.

[macnazer]

I am really thinking of deleting my entire phone book no one answers when I call and no one calls unless they need something.

It doesn't help that I don't actually answer or call anyone 😅

[friendlyishloner]

I'm so fucking scared of the future.

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

It’s like I’m back in 2013, listening to the same songs I used to and writing on tumblr like the only coping mechanism I had.

Is this a dream? Or did I go back in time? Am I re living my past?

What kind of misery is this. Over and over again.

[trixiesol-blog]

[shebloomedbutwontforgethepast]

And after a while you just stop. You stop watering your plants. You stop watching netflix. You stop reading. You stop replying to your friends as fast as you used to. You stop buying yourself nice things. You stop putting an effort into how you look. You stop taking care of yourself like you used to. You stop sleeping. You stop eating healthy foods. You stop petting your dog. You stop socializing.

You stop with everything. You find yourself sitting in your room for hours on end, without doing a single thing. Days feel like years. And you think you can’t do it for much longer.

[wishing-for-deathx]

I look at others and I feel so sad for myself. I’m just existing. And they are living. They are able to move on and get ahead in life but all I do is stay stuck in the past and suffer

[sadallthedamntime-blog]

[depression-took-over-my-liiife]

[yousaveeveryonebutwhosavesyou]

[stay-close]

“Do you ever lay in bed and realise how not okay you are?”

— Unknown

[brokenflicker]

"I'm not lazy, I'm just tired. and I don't mean because I've been working hard. Not at all. I'm tired from forcing myself to get out of bed everyday. I'm tired of distracting myself from the thoughts in my brain. I'm tired because all my energy is put to surviving and people don't understand that because all they see is how unproductive you are."

— depression is a disease and it's tiring