Mac Nazer

これが人生さ

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Allures 💙

I am owed closure

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I got to the point where this doesn't even come close to how I feel. I would kill myself in a heartbeat if I wasn't scared of death and what comes next I don't want to go to a worse place it is so bad living like this but eternal damnation would be so much worse.

I divorced my wife I can't see my kids I don't have a single friend in my life because I pushed them all away and my family don't understand or believe that depression is real. I cry so much and so hard in my bed that my heart feels like it's going to stop from the pain. I tried to find someone and I thought I did but again I pushed her away by shutting myself off.

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It's my birthday 🎂 and the only thing I wish for is I wish I was never born 😊

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Down my own personal black hole again.

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2019 Fashion year in review. (via @rover_thecat)

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