Sl8ter

I’m not real

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You think you know but you never do

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I get jealous easily because I know there’s nothing special about me

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Honestly just leave me alone you don’t understand me you never have and you never will

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I am the sole victim of my own terror

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Be the person you wish was there for you

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no matter what i do all i can think about is death

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He’ll never know how much I think about him

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I don’t want you to worry but it would hurt me even more if you didn’t so I don’t know what I want anymore

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I’m so alone

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I’m never going to amount to anything so I rather end it now than continue living in eternal misery

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I’m going to die and I don’t know what comes after that I just know I’ll be gone and they’ll be happy

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I have nothing genuine in me to give

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It feels like the world is quietly erasing the only proof I have that people actually like me

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I can never get it right, I never will

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I’ve felt numb since February

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I never wanted to end up like this

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I don’t want to “become” anything.