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fundamentally can’t take it! diné | 21

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Conversing with my dad about politics is genuinely debilitating to my psyche I had to cry, take a walk, and ask the ancestors and land to deal with him accordingly when the time comes because he is a traitor to his own people!

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This post drove my gf to such insanity that we had to have creamy cajun pasta tonight

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childhood friend got me drunk the night before our graduation and omgggg bro i swear im feeling the love…. im objectively a loser fr but that shit don’t even matter when i know my real ones got me always <3333

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so i actually never did my midterm paper but guess What im expected to pass still

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Im kind of yearning for realz this time and it’s so fucking humiliating I don’t know why I ever had the urge to feel this way

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just tell me to die bro

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tbh i don’t rlly like the recent attitude ppl have adopted about bringing children into this world. yes it’s fucked up and not worth it for a variety of reasons but don’t act like that should be applied to everyone. that’s simply never been a reality for my ppl cuz we’re taught that to exist today means someone at least 7 generations back thought of us and prayed for us to be here. no matter how dire the circumstances r or become ill always remember and b grateful for that! lots of folks r too quick to accept things as are, which is understandable, but Like damn my bad some of us still have hope for the future after being thru the worst lmaooo. the most loving kind and gentle mother i know today has gone thru shit the average westerner cannot comprehend. is it so hard to imagine that some groups of people need to have a sense of continuity if they’re actively trying to be wiped off the face of the Earth? whatever i just think we r blaming the wrong people. As always

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Took sum pics that I know will be dear to my heart and others today and if they don’t develop right I’m killing myself

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Drinking a tall vodka soda for Lenin tonite

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im busy 8-430 tmrw and then my bsf works 5 til close so I can’t even smoke with her in commemoration oh my godddd it’s all pointless

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a lot of the people i see consistently at the food bank always end up being mechanical / nuclear engineers at the national labs OR some type of military which kills meeeee im sorry

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just made bro realize the connection between parliament and dr dre… i tell u man i really feel like im doing the lord’s work sometimes

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smoking my last cigarette in my apartment to this i do not gaf anymore

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My boy squiggle cooked up this beat for me

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i gave a 5 year old my best of Sade cd today cuz she literally asked for it knowing nothing abt it LMAO. i gave it up hoping that she listens to it someday knowing that music can be so beautiful<3333 idk she saw my stack of cds in the car and compared it to having a big slice of cake. i love children.

i like to think im indoctrinating the youth one album at a time….

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it’s all in your head homie

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god bless my cousin fr i’m annoying as fuck and she accepts that wholeheartedly… one of the only people willing to dissect and discuss the heteronormative standards that plague them w me