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[holyisthenameofmyruthlessaxe]

Don’t Let Me Be Lonely: An American Lyric, Claudia Rankine

[slampora]

hm.

[slampora]

don't vwant to feel bad anymore.

[slampora]

seadvweller hate is so cute.

[slampora]

sometimes i don't knowv if he vwould still choose to be vwith me if he knewv i vwould turn out to be like this.

[slampora]

i'm. not a good partner.

[slampora]

i don't knowv howv to stop feeling bad.

[slampora]

blugh.

[slampora]

really surprised people havwen't started sending shitty anons about howv i only evwer talk about jet, yet.

[slampora]

need me a freak that vwill lay on me for 5 hours.

[slampora]

i'm just. going to lay dowvn.

[slampora]

you knowv, at least before i had a job i could sit through my vweird emotion rollercoaster on my owvn, avway from people, but nowv i havwe to keep it all together until i come home and then cry it out in one go and that's... vworse. i think.

[slampora]

vwhy do i do that.

[slampora]

ah.

[junkartie]

Having ur main emotional response be crying is so embarrassing like ill be trying to explain why im mad or ill try having a serious convo abt smthn that upsets me and ill start crying like a baby and i have to like turn around and go “i am not crying 4 pity or to emotionally manipulate u im crying cuz im a little bitch, give me a sec”

[slampora]

i don't think he's upset about it.

[slampora]

don't evwen knowv vwhy i'm crying about that.