slave kayla

my name is kayla, i am 21 years old and i am daddy's slave cunt. daddy told me to make this blog to talk about being owned by a man, and my past experiences. it humiliates me to talk so explicitly on a public forum/to strangers and that pleases him. my...

[slavekayla94]

daddy says he wants to buy me a big dog. he thinks if i service an animal regularly, i will finally let go of the stupid belief that i am human.

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period cramps feel like a monthly punishment for being born with a cunt.

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i weigh too much. my tits are too small. i apologize for these things every day now. when i fix the first thing, daddy will fix the second. i never wanted implants, but my body is his now. 

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tonight i will be the entertainment for daddy and his friends. daddy has told me i have to prove how good a slave i can be for him. i have to be totally obedient. he will punish me severely if i am bad in front of his friends. it’s been months since i will have served this many, i’m so excited! i love showing daddy how good i can be for him. i love all of his friends knowing that i am nothing but holes to be used. i love being seen as a piece of meat. 

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2 hours until daddy’s flight gets in! i’m so excited! i’m making sure everything is clean and tidy. i bought groceries so i can make him anything he wants if he is hungry. i got my hair and nails done yesterday. my makeup is perfect. when he comes through the door i will be kneeling naked beside it. he said the first thing he will do is weigh me to see if i did a good enough job of dieting while he was gone. then he will read the list i made of things i think i need to be punished for. then he will use me and my holes however he wants and i can’t wait for that. he’s going to make me suffer for his pleasure. my purpose. 

[slavekayla94]

Talk about how this assignment made you feel

i felt humiliated to know that just anyone could read about my past and things that i am ashamed of. but i know that’s good for me. it’s good for me to be humiliated and ashamed because it stops me thinking that i am human. all i am is a fucktoy. it’s what i was made for. i’ve also had many helpful conversations with people who have reminded me that i am an object with no rights. without this task and having this tumblr, i think i would have done something really bad while daddy was gone on his trip. i’ve missed being used and having cock in me so much that i think i would have gone out and found someone to fuck me. that would have been a terrible thing to do. i don’t have the right to decide what happens to my holes. i am property. 

i have realised how grateful i should be that daddy wants to own me. i need to try harder to be useful to him and worthy of that honor. he deserves a better slave than me. i know a lot of men would not want a stupid lazy cunt like me. i have to be as good for him as i can possibly be. 

[slavekayla94]

fasting and dieting to try and lose weight before daddy comes home has made me think more about how much better i would be if my tits were bigger. i don't know why daddy keeps me.

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You wouldn't happen to still have the sex tape would you? *drools* your master should make you watch it everyday. Could you describe what was on it/what you did. What did you wear?

i never had it! my boyfriend made it. i’m not sure if it was ever taken down so it might be out there somewhere but i’m not sure. it was from the night i lost my virginity, after my first time though. i was totally naked. i sucked 2 cocks and had cum all over my face. i got slapped a lot. i had to say lots of things for them, like that i’m a stupid white bitch and desperate for cock and i’d do anything for black cock, my boyfriend and his friend were both black. then my boyfriend fucked me really hard and i was screaming the whole time but i came really hard. 

[slavekayla94]

If daddy allows you to, you should post a picture you your abused body. Personally, I think a pic of your cum coated face/mouth and ass would be nice! If he could cum all over your body, even better! Hahha can't wait to hear how you get punished! 😋

i will ask him! i don’t know if that’s something he would like but if it is then i will do it. before he owned me i would share pictures of myself like this all the time. it’s strange that i won’t ever do that now without permission. 

thank you so much for your message too! i’m kind of lonely without daddy here so it’s nice to talk to people!

[slavekayla94]

i’m so glad it’s almost time for daddy to come home! even though i know he’s going to make me cry for days. he’s going to hurt me in so many ways. he’s going to degrade me and remind me that i am nothing but his property, that i am not human. he’ll remind me that i don’t get to have opinions. it’s what i need. i always need to be reminded of that. i’ve missed him abusing me. i’ve missed having someone here for me to serve. i’ve missed his cock so bad. i need to be fucked so hard i hurt for days after. i need to be beaten. i want to have to go to work with visible bruises. i want everyone to know i’m nothing.

[slavekayla94]

Explain how your cunt makes you a failure

i’m glad that this one is so easy. the fact that my cunt makes me a failure is very clear to me. when i was 13, i was a straight a student. at 14 my grades started to drop. this was when i stopped thinking and started acting on instinct. i had to transfer schools three times. the first time, i was bullied when people in my class saw a sex tape of me. the second time, i was accused of trying to give a girl an eating disorder because i was helping her lose weight so she could get more attention from guys. it was working for me, i got lots of cock. her parents were important i guess though and they got my parents to move me before they kicked me out. the third time was because i tried to get my teacher to fuck me. i think he would have done if another teacher hadn’t come to the classroom. my last school, i dropped out of. my parents kicked me out of the house and i went to live with my boyfriend, who helped to teach me that i have no value. i had only flirted with him in the first place because people were afraid of him. i wanted a boyfriend i was scared of. i wanted to be constantly forced to do what he wanted. 

when i was 19 i dated a nice guy for i think 2 months. he wanted to help me get my ged and better myself. he told me i could be more than i thought. i cheated on him and left him for a man 13 years older than me. he gave me cigarette burns and left me after 5 weeks. that’s when i moved in with a friend of mine who told me i could have anything i wanted if i let men use me. she took me to parties and introduced me to men who would buy me nice things if i did whatever they wanted. then i was a whore and i did many things that i swore i never would. 

every one of these things, i did because it made me wet. my parents and my aunt were hardcore feminists who tried to raise me to think i was better than men. my cunt knew better. every time i was abused or mistreated i got wet. every time i was made to feel weak or stupid i got wet. i never came so hard as when i was used like an object. all i ever really wanted was for men to show me that i was nothing but holes. my dripping slutty cunt made me stop studying and learn to serve men. in many ways i am viewed as a failure by society. every single one of them is because of my cunt. 

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i’ve been working on my list of things that i’ve done while daddy’s been gone that i think he might not like. it’s longer than i thought it would be. i think my punishment is going to be really bad.

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daddy called me. he said his trip has been very stressful and he’s going to take it out on me when he comes home. he said he’s going to pound my ass hard until i cry. i have to make a list of all the things i’ve done while he’s been away that he would be unhappy with, and he will punish me for every single thing. 

also to remind me that i’m subhuman, he had me piss into the water bottle i take to work and that’s what i have to drink today at work. i have to drink lots of water before i leave too so that i can refill it on my break. i still dislike drinking piss, though i have been trained to accept it without question. i’m glad he’s reminding me of my place.

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Slavekalya94

slavekayla94: wow, that’s a crazy night, especially for your first time! but obviously you learned a lot about yourself from that. i kinda wish i’d had something more like that.

white-girls-are-worthless: But at least you still learned. Sometimes i wonder if i would have ever learned, unless something like that happened,

slavekayla94: yes, sometimes i’m used as a punching bag and a urinal. when i first came to live here i was often a urinal because i would resist drinking piss and i needed to be trained. now it’s less frequent. i get beaten quite regularly. usually it’s because i’m bad but sometimes daddy is just stressed from work and beating me helps him feel better. really i’m here to be whatever he needs. i cook and clean for him, entertain him, i try to be as good as i can be for him. eventually he might breed me but he’s still training and shaping me to be perfect for him.

white-girls-are-worthless: That is great! i too am Their punching-bag regularly, both because They are stressed, or just as a reminder of my place. And when They have a weekend party i am to entertain all of the guests however They feel to be entertained. i don’t think i will be bred though. i think They will just use me until They do not need me anymore, and then throw me away when i am of no use to Them anymore.  

slavekayla94: that’s so scary! the idea of not being useful any more, i mean  

white-girls-are-worthless: Yes, it really is. But i make sure that i do everything i can to remain useful to Them. i even help with breeding horses.  

slavekayla94: it’s definitely important to always try to be useful. you help with breeding horses?  

white-girls-are-worthless: hmm mmm My Superiors have a private horse breeding They do. Since They didn’t want to spend the money on equipment that stimulates the horses, They use me instead. i service the horses until they cum. i am to swallow whatever gets in my mouth, and then the rest goes into a container of some sort.  

slavekayla94: that’s amazing! a couple of years ago, a man had a dog lick my cunt but other than that i’ve never done anything with animals  

white-girls-are-worthless: Great danes are pretty great to have mount you, by the way. lol and yes it is pretty amazing. horse cum taste like grass, or almond, or cashew. it’s really cool. Dogs are different. i have never really sucked a dog. A dog’s first instinct is to mount, so i get on all fours and They know what to do.

slavekayla94: at the time i thought it was disgusting, cumming from a dog’s tongue on me. i hated that he did that. i was ashamed of myself for a long time. but now, i would be glad to suck or be fucked by animals. i am a little scared of horses though, so i’m not sure i could be as good as you @littleteenagefuckhole @crazysexynudity @3holewhitewhore @womenareslavestoallmen @thejenniferwhiteconspiracy @slavecuntblog @forced-submission @slavekayla94 @domesticatedcunt @aweekitten @prey-on-my-knees @4men2use @hellopleaseusemyholes @obedientsilentgirl  @rollingalone  @learningtobeg

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Describe when how and why daddy treats you like a child

i know that there are those who enjoy being little girls. they like it. i am not one of those girls. when i sulk or talk back or ask for too much and act spoiled, daddy tells me that if i behave like a child then he’ll treat me like one. he makes me dress in childish clothes or pajamas, gives me a pacifier and makes me stand in the corner, usually for an hour. sometimes he will make me drink a lot of water first so that i piss myself, and i have to stay in time out in my wet clothes. at the end of my time out he will put a diaper on me and tell me it’s because i can’t control myself. sometimes he will hand feed me. once i talked back to him while he had a friend here. he was sending me out of the room and i wanted to stay. he told me to get changed and get into my time out. both of them laughed at me. when i was done with my time out, he put on cartoons and sat me down with a coloring book and crayons. he told me to keep myself busy while the men talked and that i’d better not distract him again. every time he does it, he tells me that i have to remember i’m a stupid little cunt and daddy knows better than i do. he will not tolerate childish behaviour from me. 

[slavekayla94]

i'm so empty. i don't want to wait any more. i need cock so bad.

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Talk about your flaws and the ways you aren’t good enough

i’m sure that i will have to be punished for forgetting something in this post. 

physically, i could look better. i have a good skincare routine and i do my makeup well. i wish i looked good without makeup. my face is quite oval and my cheekbones are not very defined. my eyelashes are straight. my lips are not thin, but they could be fuller. my natural hair color is not pretty. i am supposedly a healthy weight, but daddy has seen pictures of me when i used to be thinner. he says i should not have let myself get as fat as i am now. he would also like me better if i had bigger tits, i am only a b cup. i have scars which are ugly. 

i am selfish and need to think of other people more. i am impatient. i am stupid. i am sometimes ungrateful and do not appreciate daddy enough. i can be lazy and do not do my chores efficiently enough. i do not make enough effort to improve myself. i want too much attention. i am jealous when daddy fucks other girls. i am shallow. i am impulsive. i am undisciplined. sometimes i still question daddy or talk back. i think about my own pleasure too much. i cum without permission. i sometimes sulk after punishments.