SLAVE ME LIKE A SHIT

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MAKAN TUH KONTOL

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A Dreamer

Have you asked to your self?

Am I wanting to be with you right now..

Naked cuddling like we used to do

It's late and Im still thinking about where you are, what are you doing with your business right now

Do you kiss when you are with him?

Im ok. But I know I am not.

You know Im insane

Im crazy

But I need your presence by now

Lick your body,

Fuck me like you used to do

Could you please say goodnight

Before the lights go out

Dreamin of you

Again and again

Your body against mine

Your after-kissed lingers on my mind

I do love that vanilla taste of your tounge

Baby i need you right now

Hug me like those days

When you said it was lit

I just cant wait for next time

Next days, and grime

Send me your old kisses

I will take it for granted

Keep it as a gift

For a foolish I am

AMD/YPA

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in one time you will meet your dream person that will date you. he is very kind, romantic, and he is just the person that you dream that you want to be with, in a simple way. 

but in the next of time he dumb you like a shit. he turn to be the person that you don’t want to be. but the worst is, you are still in love with him. you still have your heart, your soul, or even your life for him. but you don’t even know how. but you are still want to be with him. you want to make your dreams come true, still. 

and you guys still together. you and him. not in a relationship, but let’s just call it a very weird relationship. you can fuck the other guys, and him either. that’s the deal. you go fuck another guys, he go fuck another guys, but you still thinking about him. still wondering “is he kiss their lips?”. what a pity. 

you guys ever do 3s and 4s with strangers, together. and you are very happy, with no reason. you are just happy because at least you guys still together. until he is going home. you feel empty again. again. and again. you need his existence. naked cuddling like you guys used to be, kissing like you guys used to be, and just do nothing but together like you guys used to be. 

and, you still want to make your dream come true.. you want to be with him until the day has come. the day when you hold his hand tightly, and all he can do is only lay down in a hospital’s bed.. sounds like The Holding Man movie.. till the rest of their life..

but the fuck is you like the way it hurts..

the big question is... 

  ARE YOU CRAZY IN LOVE OR JUST CRAZY OBSESSED?.

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BANYAK MAU

Aku mencari jawaban akan segala pertanyaan yang muncul tiba tiba saja di dalam benakku. Ketika liur mulai menyatu dengan asap fatamorgana kelu. Mengucap romannya yang pucat pasi tidak dapat dihindari oleh kelabunya debu rindu. Ada duka duka yang mendupa, ada lini lini yang selalu ingin kutenggelami dasarnya, ada pula lencana yang gagal di benakkan sejalan dengan kadaluarsanya renca rencana. Hidup ini memang layaknya rembulan yang hadirnya menyinari kegelapan lalu ia akan memudar sendirinya dikalahkan oleh angin pagi, dikalahkan oleh embun. Bagaimana bisa rindu dapat melabuh sejauh itu tetapi kau biarkan tenggelam?.

Aku bersusah payah membiarkan luka luka ini tetap kusematkan harap akan kesembuhan. Kusematkan doa yang lagi lagi atas namamu. Hingga busuknya kau sama sekali tidak menemuinya untuk mengucap salam dan mengecup rindu. Aku mencoba bertahan terus berjalan dengan luka yang kugenggan, sembunyi tangan. Tetapi kali ini bolehkan aku menyerah?. Aku melihatmu tidak menginginkan hal yang sama lagi seperti pertama kali aku melihat teduh kedalam matamu. Mungkin aku akan kehilanganmu selamanya. Membiarkanmu berhenti di muara yang lain. Tetapi sebenarnya kau yang kehilangan. Kamu kehilangan aku yang tabah, selalu mencintaimu disaat saat tertawa dan tercacarmu. Tidak akan pernah kau dapatkan lagi. Cinta yang pernah kupersembahkan, sebagai upeti air garam yang tidak pernah terkecap dalam jiwamu yang semu dan banyak mau.