no thoughts only drunz

any pronouns :) c!Dream apologist and kith 💚 Please read introduction post for dni and boundaries!

[sleepiestsheep]

I've been thinking about it a lot, and I've decided to leave Tumblr. It's just not good for me, I don't feel comfortable or safe being on this site. Returning after I got better would just send me spiraling down again eventually, and the idea of returning makes me feel more dread than joy. It'd only be a matter of time until I ended up getting triggered or harassed again and end up having another breakdown or god forbid, hurting myself. When my real life sucks and my place for escapism adds to my real life pain, there's no space for me to happy.

I still love creating content and being in fandom, and I love my incredibly kind moots, but I'll be moving to different platforms where I feel safer. I won't be active on them right now, I'm still trying to set myself straight mentally, but I wanted everyone to know I'm leaving and where to find me afterwards.

If you want to see more of me, find me on:

My artfight account, where my OCs and designs for my AU of DSMP will be posted. You may also message me directly on this site: https://artfight.net/~thesleepiestsheep

My YouTube account, where I plan to start posting small animatics, art, and gaming content this summer: https://youtube.com/@theverysleepysheep?si=M8YTSj8wDfW_ogJz

My Discord. I don't prefer to use it because of its use of ai and bs 'safety' features, but I want to continue being friends with my moots. Feel free to dm or send a friend request, especially if you're a mutual of mine. However, I would not like to interact with anyone I don't know, nor join any servers with strangers on them for my personal safety. My username is thesleepiestsheep. (The period is included in my username)

I plan to leave this post up for a week or so, and then I'll probably delete my account to seal that nail in the coffin and stop thinking about it. Sorry I was only able to stick around for a while, and I'm sorry to those who were hoping I'd return. But the fact of the matter is I need to prioritize my own health and safety over everything else. Goodbye! 💚

[sleepiestsheep]

sheep's going on hiatus! small vent and info below!

I am having some of the worst depression and intrusive thoughts of my life. School has been overwhelming, and that paired with a recent death in my family as well other family crises and the stress of being online has taken a lot out of me. I'm going on a vacation away from school for a bit, so I'll be able to relax and unwind. I need to get into healthier habits and Tumblr isn't one of those. I'm going to come back when I'm not in such a bad state that I can't shower or brush my teeth. I love you guys, I'm so thankful for all my incredibly supportive mutuals and how everyone's put up with me and my crappy mental health. I know I just took a break last month and I'm so sorry to be doing this again, but I need to. See you all soon (hopefully), keep posting about c!Dream while I'm gone!

[krebble]

new cdream mask design. perchance

also yes I’m doing math problems for fun lol I love trigonometry and logarithms

[sleepiestsheep]

The teams I imagine c!Dream and c!Punz using if they were in Pokémon! (they would definitely be evil team leaders together. the leaders of the nefarious Team Nightmare who wants to use the game's box legendary to become gods)

[unfortunatelysleepy]

this is what c!sam thinks his relationship with c!dream is like:

[franzy-the-knight]

💎 Jewels 💎

ngl this idea hit me like a hurricane

[unfortunatelysleepy]

cw: blood

accidentally went too far，，，

(coms open for a lil while in dashboard :) )

reference:

[sleepiestsheep]

Something that's incredibly important to internalize about disc duo is that c!Dream did not "target Tommy from the beginning". c!Tommy painted a giant red target on his chest and screamed "hit me!!!" really really loud and then when Dream gave him some bleach to get the paint out Tommy threw it at him and Dream then proceeded to beat the everloving shit out of him.

[sleepiestsheep]

Oh my fucking god canine poetry is so c!Dream coded. All of it.

[wettbewerberrr]

ctechno and his stray neurotic cat

ctechno knows exactly why a lot of people hate this guy, but he doesn’t care, he’s too funny

[krebble]

finally getting to sleep with your hot evil employer but it turns out there are some unforeseen complications

it’s like lying next to a grizzly bear with sleep apnea

[sleepiestsheep]

sometimes I wish I could go to ur country, get pregnant by u, have ur baby so u'd be baby traped and spend every day sharing Dream headcanons and hating Tommy for no reason(actually there are many)

(our newborn is somehow still more mature and responsible than c!tommy)

[sleepiestsheep]

I think of you everyday baby trap anon and I hope you're still here ❤️

[llitchilitchi]

[krebble]

hunting is hard here

I don’t really like how this turned out but it’s good enough I suppose, scene from a oneshot I’ve been working on about cdteam meeting, snippet under cut

Sapnap let out a slow sigh through his nose, staring down at the third empty trap. His plated, segmented tail lashed slowly behind him. It was a nice day, by Overworld standards: warm, breezy, the air rife with various smells that he had a hard time identifying. He was used to relying on his nose in the Nether, but all these scents were strange and unfamiliar, only the vaguest whiffs of home. Normally, Sapnap tracked prey through a combination of smell and the vibrations sensed by the small spines running down his back and arms, then went for a swift attack, paralyzing his prey with the stinger at the tip of his scorpionlike tail. The venom wasn’t lethal, but it was paralyzing, and very effective in immobilizing his prey. And immobilization was definitely something you wanted when dealing with an enraged parent hoglin three times your size. 

Speed, unfortunately, was necessary to use his venom, and it wasn’t much of a viable option here in this place. Even after almost a year of living up here, he still had trouble with all the green everywhere. The mess of verdant hues wasn’t so bad when he stood still or walked at an average pace, but when Sapnap tried to run things started to smear into a messy blur. He’d thought his vision was pretty good when he’d lived in the Nether, for a blaze hybrid, but here, everything was green and bright and blobbish. He could have just relied on his sense of smell, but there were so many other smells that also smelled a lot like rabbit… not ideal. Cows and sheep were much easier, being far slower prey, but he and George hadn’t seen any wild ones for months on end. The only things that came close were a few mountain goats, and Sapnap didn’t particularly feel like climbing up to a precariously narrow ledge to face their iron hooves and sharp horns. They’d probably be too tough and gamey to enjoy anyway.

Sapnap crouched on the ground, inspecting the trap. He at the wire loops with a stick in imitation of a foolish rabbit lured in by the bait of a nice, withered carrot. The loops tightened slightly, but didn’t close the way he’d hoped they would, and he withdrew the stick with another sigh. The wires were fiddly and his claws made it hard to get a decent hold on them. He could’ve sworn he’d copied the trap exactly from one of the guidebooks George had, but something seemed to be missing. At least he could gather up all the supplies and try again.

[kkastra]

i am continuing to do these dsmp designs absolutely sporadically and without any schedule. doing phil qsmp sketch made me realize that i haven't visited his look since like 2023. still not really satisfied but we're getting there i think

[brrrridgette]

growing up

[unfortunatelysleepy]

serving my obligatory duty of drawing bunny cdream