The Moth Of Many Names

I live once again. I have returned to the pits of fandom trash. Also I'm Asexual / Aromantic / Agender

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I have returned.

Yeah I'm still alive- sorry for not updating you guys and leaving after posting something about being sewerslidal that was... An L....

But I'm okay- for now. Going through shit still but I'm here, so... Hi :D

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Ugh- fuck everything. I was doing good on not having thoughts of... Uh... Yeeting myself- for lack of better words. But right now life is basically telling me to fuck off and leave it alone by everything in my life basically falling apart and becoming 10 times worse than it was just a couple months ago. Seriously: THE FUCKING SECOND I START FEELING A LITTLE BETTER AND ACTUALLY NOT TOTALLY HATING MYSELF AND LIFE- IT GOES AND CRASHES DOWN INFRONT OF ME!

IF GOD IS REAL THEN HE 100% WANTS ME TO FUCKING OFF MYSELF BECAUSE THERES NOT ONE FUCKING THING IN MY LIFE THATS GOING WELL RIGHT NOW

Sorry for ranting even though no one will see this anyways but I needed to rant somewhere and thought "Hey- might as well do it where no one will see it anyways" so fuck it.

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Okay so Bonnie is my favorite fnaf animatronic ever- so heres a list of all of the versions of Bonnie in order of how much I love them- greatest to least- even though theres like really small amounts of space in between them. Except for number 15..... kurgerbingfootlettuce

1. Withered Bonnie.

2. Regular Fnaf 1 Bonnie, original.

3. Nightmare Bonnie.

4. Jack-O-Bonnie.

5. Phantom Bonnie.

6. Twisted Bonnie.

7. Rockstar Bonnie.

8. Spring Bonnie.

9. PlushTrap.

10. Shadow Bonnie.

11. Bon-Bon.

12. Toy Bonnie.

13. Bonnet.

14. GlitchTrap

15. SpringTrap.

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Its 2 am and I just realised two things.

1. That somewhere out there, probably on Fanfiction.net there is a FNAF 4 vore fic about you being the crying child being eaten by the Nightmare animatronics and it's all turned sexual and I absolutely hate that

2. Somewhere out there, most likely on Wattpad- there is a Fnaf fanfiction one shot book probably labeled "FNAF Smut/Lemons" and somewhere in those pages theres a one shot about Nightmare Foxy focusing around his tongue and I want to jump off of a fucking bridge.

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Currently dying right now because I'm thinking of Ticci Toby being chased by a hoard of raccoons because his Hatchets are shiny. I'm also thinking of everyone's reactions to it because thats usually the most fun part of thinking about these situations. Heres what I have.

Slenderman: Very confused. "....I do not know how to deal with this situation... This has never happened before.... What."

Jeff The Killer: Laughing his ass off, was with Toby before the Raccoons attacked.

Jane The Killer: Trying to help Toby but he and the Raccoons are just too fast.

Laughing Jack: Is also trying to help but has the same problem as Jane.

Hoodie: Recording it.

BEN: Was the one who scared the Raccoons but didn't expect them to go after Toby. Is hiding in a bush so he isn't caught.

Homicidal Lui: Is just watching everyone from a tree, questioning why he accepted Slendermans offer to become a Proxy.

Eyeless Jack: Looking for something Shiny to hopefully distract the Raccoons long enough for Toby to escape.

Sally: Helping Eyeless Jack find something Shiny, but secretly is only doing it so she can catch one for herself and name it Fluffybutt.

Masky: Trying to find BEN because he knows BEN was the cause of this chaos and he just wants to get back to the mansion to sleep for 2 days straight.

[pastaville-moved-blog]

Masky: So Toby sneezed earlier and I accidentally said ‘shut the fuck up’ instead of 'bless you’.

Hoodie: How do you accidentally say 'shut the fuck up’?

[pasta-quotes-headcanons]

Toby: hey Masky you wanna watch a scary movie with me?

Masky: sure, what is it called

Toby: The Emoji Movie

Masky: I honestly thought you wanted to just spend time with me but then you do this to me

[damn-boyxx]

Toby: Here, I need you to hold this for me.

Masky: That’s your hand.

Toby: Yes…

[nothingisallwright]

Tim: I'm firing you.

Toby: You can't fire me. You're a proxy, not the boss. So you have no firing powers.

Tim: Don't make me pre-fire you.

Toby: You wouldn't dare.

Tim: Watch this. You're pre-fired. And when I'm promoted, you'll be full fired.

Toby: IF you're promoted, and IF you haven't fallen in love with me by then.

Tim: What?

[pasta-quotes-headcanons]

Masky: I’m not gay

Toby: *smiles*

Masky: oh gosh diggity darn it I’m gay

[pasta-quotes-headcanons]

Toby: *opens Masky’s door* Masky can I sleep with you tonight, I had a nightmare

Masky: sure, *comforts the pure Toby* what was your nightmare about?

Toby: you see, Oprah Winfrey was trying to kill my family and-

Masky: leave my room

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I cant breathe omg

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Pokemon Rant

Olay so I've been watching the Sub of Pokemon Season 23, the newest one connected to sword and sheild- and I got all caught up with the 2 episodes I hadn't seen yet, ep 8 and 9, and I wanted to search for pictures of one of the characters named Go because I wanted to see if anyone had drawn any fanart of him yet and I saw this-

And so as one does I started laughing cause I damn well know this boy is from what I've seen and so to prove my point I went to episode three and collected my damn receipts- so here they are.

I call this- "Phase one: Catching Feels"

:"Phase two: Instantly fuck up and almost reveal that you have in fact caught feels"

"Phase three: "Atempt to start a friendship after realizing you caught feels"

"Phase four: Be informed that you messed up again and you are already friends"

And finally, "Phase five: Gay Panic"

Thank you for coming to my Ted Talk.

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TW!!!: Political as Shit and me angry ranting at the country I sadly live in.

When asked for their worst fear people used to say heights, drowning, being buried alive and dying alone.

Must have been a mix of a genie and a witch that asked the questions cause it seems like it's all coming true for us now but it's all twisted and worse than we could have ever imagined.

Their expectations are too high, we just can't reach them.

We feel like we're drowning in all of these problems and their just watching.

We all feel buried under words, threats, stress and fear but they just don't care.

None of us will be dying alone cause I guess we're all dying when a world leader says something stupid to another and oh no guess world war three just started-

"What's this, no one wants to go?"

"Kids these days are so disrespectful!"

"Why won't they fight for the country?"

"They better respect the flag!"

Heres a few things all of you should know.

No one wants to go cause we all know how the last two ended, bloodshed on both sides- both sides scarred and never the same- those few survivors scarred forever and won't ever ever be able to forget like you seem to have done so very easily.

We're not disrespectful, you've just never earned our respect in the first place.

We won't fight for a country we don't believe in- were not fighting a war we didn't start- we won't support the country that won't support us back.

And we will never respect the flag that people proudly raise when spewing hateful and vile things at others- the same flag that the government proudly raise when killing innocent men woman and children in other countries.

If you want to make a war so bad- fight it yourself.

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SNAKE

SNAKE

SNAKE

SENORA

SNAKE IT ALL THE TIME

Hissssssssss

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They say only fools mock the king, but historically, only the fool was allowed to mock the king.

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I have a weird coping mechanism that I know alot of people will hate, including my best friend @simply-snek

To cope with feeling like I'm not strong enough or not good enough for anything, I usually take a character I really care for, like really care for- and I make them "overpowered", and make them into basically a "saint". And I know alot of people hate that, but.... It really helps me cope with my own feelings of not being strong enough or good enough. It makes me want to be better and it helps me through things in my life. And I really hold the characters I do this to close to my heart. I don't want them to get hurt, I don't want their story to end- because then I feel like mine will. So I make it where their story can't end. I can't let it end, for my own sake. And I know alot of people hate that but it's the one thing that has helped me since I was young. So I won't stop, and I won't listen to those who tell me to. Because if I do.... I don't know what will happen to me...

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I'm really missing the friends I've lost. Even though when I look back, I can tell they never actually cared about me and they weren't my friends..... I was theirs... They were my friends for so, so long. I.... I never made any friends before them, or after them. In real life, at least. I've made alot of online friends but... I haven't met any of them face to face ever. I.. I only have one friend I see face to face and that's rarely at that... Thinking about them makes me really upset and makes me miss them alot. I just... I really hope that even though I may never see them again and we might never make amends, or maybe they'll never think of me again.... I really hope they have good lives... Maybe one day I'll see them again but... There's one thing I know for sure... Even though I may never cross their minds...... Even though they probably never really cared for me... I've never stopped caring about them.